Let’s go dude!
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Yeeaaaaaa a buddy let’s go
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That’s hillarious! 
For sure, bro, for sure. 🫡
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Did yesterday a new circle with 9 min of Khan Black & Sanguine custom and 3 min of Hero Origin.
Omg is this a combo.
I just need more of both to develop further in value, so let’s go
The Sexual energy in me is strong and warm, like a fire that warms my whole body, it’s so pleasant that I have joy to be me.
I started to talk with women naturally and the response are pleasant.
I did a meditation today for more value and then 1 hour a healing session where I erased the feeling/state of being alone.
In the end I came to the state that I doesn’t matter if someone leaves me alone or not, as long as I have love for myself I am fine, more than fine, I have solid value.
This makes me happy and I cherish my newborn state as precious.
Also yesterday I had a visualization how I wield a shining samurai sword and realized that I need to care good for this magnificent sword otherwise it gets dull.
Then my mind get sharp as I sharpened the sword in my imagination. I draw the sword in front of me and realized how powerfull it is to have it in my hands, then in the next step I get the notion of responsabillity, I can hurt others willingly or protect myself and others and I put the sword back into rest mode on my back.
No need to inflict pain and suffering, I am here to develope healthy values to have a peacefull life, knowing I can fack you up like you never imagined if NEED to.
Then again Joy that I am in a process of endless development that brings me joy until I die.
Later I saw how beautiful old samurais hold themselves high and how much care they invested in their outer appearance and also how much more care goes into watering your internal garden.
I love that.
I have more self respect and for others
More self responsabillity
More self accountability
More honor for myself and others
Just more of what I lack in healthy values
I am glad that I develope more values that are pleasant for myself and surrounding
What also changed is that I want sex for the both of us
Finally
Let’s go
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13 days ago I started a new cycle with 3 listening days of 9minKahn Black St4&Sanguine custom and 3 min Hero Origin,then 2,9min loops of my BDLM, Lovebomb, SSX custom.
We have now Monday 12 am and reconciliation started at Saturday 8 pm, at Sunday it got so bad that I played a 9min loop of SSX, Lovebomb, BDLM custom for the effects of Lovebomb.
Then yesterday evening I started to sing out of desperation because the recon was so ugly and then I fall asleep at 11pm.
I had a dream about a women, she was fleeing from something and I try to catch her, I knew she had a secret, a dark ugly secret that she has written in a diary but the missing pages in the diary are the key to reveal the ugly truth. So at some point in the dream I did catch her and then pressured her to reveal the location of the missing peaces. She somehow told me and I start to gather all the missing peaces.
The moment I had them I started to tape them into one peace and start to read. It was her shamefully written story that out of desperation she fucked her Son.
That was the moment I jumped up from my dream and smoked a cigarette in the closet at my new home.
I have no history of incest with my mother and I don’t find her attractive despite her full glowing orange lion mane.
But since today I have thoughts like: never search Sexuality in the family, Sexuality is for all other women outside my family.
I don’t want to go back into my mother’s warmth, I can give myself love and I search now outside of my mother for Sexuality.
It like something unlocked in me that women respond to immediately. Today I was approached by an elder women who saw me lifting heavy things and then she gave her husband an order to help me. The husband was 75-80years old and we both just smiled like 2 knowing beings that he does not lift 1 kilo anymore. Then women on the streets and in the cafes react so different from what I am used to.
Now its like they never seen anything like that and the interest is real.It’s like all the games dropped down and it’s pure curiosity.
I still got a little presitance recon but very manageable. But my dick is Sooooo hot and alive, so much joy in my genitals, it’s fantastic. Women can sens it.
That was very unexpected, I did every stage for 2 cycles and then builded a st4&Sanguine custom. I also did 2 months wit this custom and then let it rest for months. The process was really smooth and enjoyable for me the whole time but since Saturday it was like little hell. But today I am newborn with fire in my dick and balls. I love it.
Next loop tomorrow, it’s gona be good.
Let’s go
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The next loop of Khan Black was smooth sailing without any recon.
Then 3days ago I played 9min of my SSX, Lovebomb, BDLM custom and today I woke up and feeling the first time ready for women or let’s say I am confident that I can handle women in the sexual realm.
That is much needed and I love to have more confidence in me
Today I have the choice between Khan Black and SSX.
Let’s see who wins
The day begins
Edit: SSX won
Today I asked myself what makes me uneasy in front of women and then a halve hour later some complexes I had showed itself.
It was the god complex : I saw women as a goddess, so I let this complex play it out completely until I saw that the whole thing is only a projection from myself.Then the whole complex shattered to dust the moment I realized that it isn’t accurate.
Now I see the incredible looking women as : people
Ahhhhhhh liberation is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
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It’s like a door opened and I have access to the incredible looking women
I like that
Let’s go