Yes but cannot say it’s helped me a lot so far. There’s an improvement but not massive, maybe since I don’t do that to achieve some deeper states but just to relax.
Another thing I noticed today was my moves were not fluid but stiff and hindered, exactly how they were when I was a boy and my father used to call me “wooden boy” for that reason. It didn’t make me feel uncomfortable though but it seemed a bit weird.
I’m running another loop of Alchemist today, I want to see how it works for me. It feels really good too (like the first loop four hours ago).
Ultima seems to be okay if you give it around 30 hours for processing after running one loop, let’s do some more experiments on Q.
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Although I ran two loops of Alchemist yesterday and I had a hard time falling asleep and I woke up for 30 minutes in the middle of the night I feel awesome today, my mood is very good and my energy level is high. Great! 
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Still no signs of overexposure or recon whatsoever. The energy level is still high and I feel solid. I might be close to discovering the formula… it depends on what repeating the experiment is going to reveal but so far it looks promising.
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Today the results are even more pronounced. I feel the calm of Alchemist and my energies perfectly balanced. Man, I love that peace in me. I’ll be running one loop of LD in the afternoon and then taking a processing day tomorrow.
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I lost my interest in porn utterly when I started listening to LD last Thursday. I don’t think about porn almost at all and when I do, it’s only because I’m just amazed I don’t crave it anymore. I wanted to try how it would be to watch porn now but I feel some kind of blockage that keeps me away from doing that experiment. That’s really interesting. And I was kind a addicted to it for over 20-25 years.
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What kind of behavior usually occurs when using an alchemist? I think, searching for information on wise stones or alchemy, interest in eternal life, spiritual excellence (I have a religion, and my preaching is the best and my prayers are the best when using alchemist. I saw your back.)
I’m quite religious and have two religions, so I’m very interested in alchemist.
Your behaviour doesn’t change much on Alchemist apart from being more relaxed in your moves and much less prone to anger. Alchemist is about working with your energies and the stillness of the mind. I don’t practice any religion or magic so I cannot tell how it works in that field. It improves your meditation experience however.
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This is awesome mate. I don’t have anything against elicit material per se, but when over-consumed it can easily hijack the reward-center of the brain, so that right there is awesome. 
A lot of people and gurus and so on talk about diverting their “sexual energies” towards a greater goal. Do have anything like that in mind?
Nope, I like sex. 
Instead of taking a processing day I decided to run two loops of Alchemist to do a test. I feel I have enough energy to manage with it with ease. Gonna see tomorrow how it goes.
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Okay, I’m running another loop today, it’s the third and last one.
Today I ran two loops of Alchemist and will be having a processing day on the morrow.
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I ran one loop of LD yesterday and two loops of Alchemist today which mean I haven’t taken a processing day since last Tuesday. I still feel solid and my energy level is good. I’ll be running two loops of Alchemist tomorrow and see what to do next.
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Two days of processing; today and tomorrow. Shall see how it goes.
I’ve run LD, RM and Alchemist today and I feel overloaded and heavy processing in the back of my head. My newly established protocol looks like this:
Mondays and Tuesdays are processing days.
Wednesdays: one loop of Limit Destroyer, one loop of Renaissance Man and one loop of Alchemist
Thursdays are processing days
Fridays: one loop of Renaissance Man and one loop of Alchemist
Saturdays are processing days
Sundays: one loop of Limit Destroyer, one loop of Renaissance Man and one loop of Alchemist
I intuited that pattern but, of course, it doesn’t mean it’s optimal, it’s just convenient and produces nice results. Recently, I’ve been increasing the number of loops but it seemed to be too much since although I got only a slight recon and only today after two processing days. I decided to go with that routine since I added RM to my stack and running two Q programs is more challenging than running one only. It looks like the more programs you run the less loops you can run in total. I would never run more than two Q subs and one Ultima at once.
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I’ve decided to add in RM to my stack since I want to improve in my profession (teacher) and connect with my shadow (Joker) stronger and as I experienced on RM before that subs helps with it a lot. On top of that, I want to feel freer and more “natural”. Another thing is Alchemist is quite a boring sub to run if you don’t care about improving in any spiritual practice although it’s great for balancing your energy level, being calm, having your emotions in check and forging your inner strength. For those reasons I shall not give up on it and I shall finish it up.
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RM kicked in straight ahead and it made me really sleepy yesterday. I woke up a bit groggy after a night full of vivid dreams. Anyways, after the loop I became much more expressive in my speech and started using hand gestures and body language much more frequently. Also I became much more optimistic and “light” when it comes to my thoughts and feelings. That sub is just amazing.
Another manifestation was I got an email from one university I applied to and they seemed to be turning me down for the lack of recommendation letters from my former employers and although I thought “fck them” at first I wrote and email stating that although I don’t meet that requirement I could bring real value to their university for my skill set and experience. I expect of them to ignore my email but it’s up to them if they want to loose an opportunity to employ a valuable teacher for some not really serious requirement. I replied out of my comfort zone, like not me.
I’m running another loop of RM even though it’s out of my schedule. I want to do some more experiments and I simply want MORE.
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Although it’s 11 am I’m sleepy after running that loop of RM. The interesting thing is that even though I’m sleepy I feel really energetic at the same time, it’s like my mind is sleepy but my spirit is strong. Again, I feel heavy processing in the back of my head. Good. I’ll be running one loop of Alchemist in the evening and that’s it for today.
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My listening routine looks like this:
It seems that without Emperor in my stack I can run much more loops that makes sense since Emperor is really, dense, advanced and demanding. We shall see how that routine works in the long run.
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