Thoughts and Rambles

[jelly]

A more personal result, but my dreams have been more connected to each other. I typically keep the events of the first dream in my memory during the second, which affects my behavior and how I react. I don’t have many influential dream original characters, most of them are people based on real life. But these real life characters now appear in multiple dreams across multiple nights. So much so that I might need to keep a streak count in my dream journal. I keep my memory of these people too which I think is really cool. Last night I had so many dreams and details in the span of the first 3 hours, which I think might be due to processing? I’m unsure, but I’m looking forward to continuing. They were kind of fractal in the sense that they had overarching plots, yet individual days or events happened that could be considered full dreams on their own.

ASBR feels a lot smoother and more personal to me, to the point that I almost crave running it every now and then. Winter break is ending (so I’m back to needing to lock in and be myself again) and the transition right now feels really smooth. I just got sent an accelerated masters opportunity with one of my PI’s as the advisor, so if I wanted to pursue that I’d have a bit of leverage (on top of everything else I’ve accomplished with these subs which makes things almost unfair). Especially after the month of Regeneration, it’s really smooth going in, to the point it feels natural and not overwhelming. Overall just super calm and feeling okay going into the semester. I frontloaded a lot in my first two years, so now I have a lot more time to focus on my research output and music. Also RAIKOV to help with any classes I need to put a bit more effort into, REALLY looking forward to see what that’s like with coding and studying.

One thing is that I was tired, put on ASBR in ultrasonic and suddenly was super awake. What helped was then putting on a nice game review video to put me back to sleep. 15 minutes of that and I was knocked out again. My friend also just started play flirting with me again out of nowhere. It’s something we used to do but we haven’t done in a while so I’m wondering if it’s WDB related. Not just WDB since it’s something I’ve noticed on every sub, but one of the advantages I feel is that the moment something leaves my conscious awareness, it suddenly has the room to grow and bloom. That’s why I like stacks so much and attacking so many things at once, I can’t possibly notice every little thing. So while it may be a little uncomfortable in the short term, future me can look back and see how I was pushing myself in every way, to the point that huge growth seemed to come out of nowhere.

I always have really high expectations for myself so just normal goals and things don’t fully do it for me, but it feels like I myself have changed so much that the goals themselves have changed in relation to me. I’ve been trying to have more fun being fluid and shapeshifting in dreams, and I notice that kind of thing correlates a lot with this, so I want to make that my focus going forward. From the start, I set goals that would take anyone years to achieve, but now it feels like success genuinely is only one thought away, one unexpected manifestation away from everything falling into place perfectly. I’m almost the person I need to be, my external resources are almost all they need to be. I could very well blow away every goal I’ve had for myself this year if I transform myself right. I think that plays into the recon I’ve had recently, which has mostly been deciding an “endgame” state as well as goals past what I’m working on now. Something unexpected is gonna happen and I’m gonna be propelled into some kind of huge fame/wealth overnight, and then it’ll be up to me to adapt. But even this act of adapting is fun, so I know whatever version of me this happens to will instantly grow past even my own expectations.

[jelly]

Since the start, my manifestations have all been pretty high profile so they’ve been a bit hard to talk about. But compared to two years ago, where it’d involve getting the contact of a major company president or them hearing about/wanting to work with me, now it’s major company president is well-acquainted with me or is the one reaching out to make even bigger deals. Back in 2024, that was more in the area of really cool opportunities happening 2-3 times a year. Now, in the past 3 months, I’ve gotten into a position with 2 high profile company presidents, big time investors, and connections that I had previously that have bloomed into even bigger partnerships. It’s funny too, because I just had a distinct desire at the beginning of December to work with someone, and now 3 huge manifestations in a row happened to make it not just possible, but EASY and almost effortless to work with them. Like instead of having a good contact to go through, I now have a direct line to them via maybe two phone calls. Two phone calls and I can get exactly what I said I wanted a month ago. Holy fucking shit. Everything compounds and results are 100% exponential. These subs are a cheat code.

[jelly]

I feel like such a big disservice gets done to results here due to how subtle they are. Yet somehow the more subtle the result is, the more powerful and more impact it has in every area of life. Something small like me feeling a bit more comfortable and confident translates to huge social and personality transformations (dominoing into manifestations just as a result of me being more confident to reach for opportunities). Something like feeling a bit more free and open in my own mind translates to vast inner world freedom both while awake and asleep, and manifestations happening without even actively thinking of them. The past few months have felt extremely subtle in nature, and yet they’ve held arguably the biggest changes that I’ve ever had, rivaled only by me first starting here. I think a lot of these changes are still in progress, I’ve just gotten to the point where I’m able to see them and where there is a more tangible trace.

My current plan now is to create a ZPT build name embed of RoD and to keep it in my stack permanently, playing it maybe only once or twice a week. I’d like to get more comfortable with and enjoy more of WDB before eventually creating a custom with that and ASBR. That would keep the ZPQ build, so I really want to get to know WDB first. How I interact with it, how it impacts every aspect of my life, in what ways will it change me if it became a core aspect of my being. I’m considering this because of the positive results I’ve received being so smooth, and it arguably being as compatible with me as the other two. Not to mention I’ve noticed its benefits in every aspect of my life already. I enjoy my alone time, I’m more social with friends, it makes my dreams more positive, both men and women reach out to me, the comfort I feel in networking, all while I could even forget I’m running the title. No recon or incongruence unless I intentionally decide to dig deep. I think this would be the perfect complement to ASBR for me, especially as things begin to pick up. The immense personal and professional development, innovation, and personal power on top of the soft confidence, fun, and light way of existing and interacting just feel so right together. I do want to wait a little while for this, at least a few more months to gain a bit more wisdom about myself as well. This would likely be an endgame custom for me, one that I’d be using instead of ASBR itself, so I want to make sure I consider it carefully. Or I could cheap out and just make another name embed LOL.

Dreams are increasing in complexity a bit, but I’m catching up just as quickly in order to be able to understand and parse them. In terms of visualization, I find I’m able to sense and identify feelings a lot more clearly. If there’s a feeling, sufficient imagery comes up for me to be able to tap into and understand it.

Still a lot more growth happening on all levels, it’s weird in a way, but I can recognize it as the start of getting what I’ve wanted for years.

[jelly]

I don’t really like the question “can this sub help me with this specific goal?” If you feel the need to ask, then you inherently know it can on some level. To even formulate the question, your imagination must be working to have drawn some parallel between the sub and what you want to achieve. That means that the way to connect the two inherently exist. That’s how you bring something into existence in the first place. You sense it, you see it, and you make it.

Things always work on a deeper level than the surface level one they’ve been presented on. Fire talks about working out to develop one’s masculine energy, yet still mentions that it’s only one way, and that the underlying goals are pushing one’s limits and discipline. Working out is just one expression of something deeper.

I’ve used GLM: The Commander to help me study. For something that could be seen as purely intellectual, I was able to tap into a deeper source of power for. Discipline and pushing my limits, even in my own mind, is still a form of power and leadership. It’s another expression of that power. Sexual energy can be used to make art, because on a deeper level, it’s an act of creation, not just horniness.

Subs to me are like a coding language. Are you going to use the same function that’s been written and adapted a hundred times? You can if it’s and what you use to get to your goals. But don’t feel limited by that. What about creating some new, innovative, and elegant solution that’s never been thought of before?

You create that expression, you direct the ways in which it can exist. Go use Regeneration to become the biggest alpha or Emperor to get your PhD, the only limiter that exists is you.

(heavily shortened and more on topic than the original rant)

[jelly]

I read a book I hadn’t read in a while. When I went to sleep, a character from it was there. She’s an oddball in the story, so it makes sense I interpreted her like that here. How odd? She was talking to me about the scripts I was processing. She was acting out parts of the sub’s script, redoing her behavior over and over to optimize it. She was saying a lot of familiar things that I can assume to be part of the script. Even in the dream, I knew I was asleep yet I didn’t even know what was going on. It was a “dream,” yet at the same time 100% real since it was the exact process that was going on, being detailed to me in every step.

Do you know how hard it is to tune out the scripts being directly told to you? At this point my short term memory has to be doing the equivalent of covering its ears and going “lalala i can’t hear you.” The amount of effort that’s going into keeping subliminals subliminal is getting out of hand.

[jelly]

She pulled me down to where Stark Black is processing. It’s something I can intuitively and inherently understand now. Compared to this:

@jelly

I tried doing that with the ZPQ build, and I had a dream that night about being a complete nuisance around a bunch of scientists working on something, with the dream ending with one of them telling me to focus on another task that didn’t quite require the same level of expertise

it’s like I’m considered a different person. There’s something that my subconscious wants me to accept. It’s less about reconciling, and more about accepting a belief on the deepest fiber of my being.

Even though I’m awake, it’s still like I’m asleep. I can go back there. If I want to make it through everything, I have to go back there. Whatever it is I’m accepting, it’s changing who I am on an identity level and involves so many manifestations I’m genuinely not going to be the same person I was when I decided this was what I wanted to do. My other dreams were symbolic, but this moment is just characteristic of RoD. Waking up in the middle of the night for all the unfolding to happen.

The feeling is hard to describe in a way that isn’t rambling gibberish, but I just really want to accept this belief about me. It feels like everything and nothing, comforting yet pushing me even further. Everything I want is behind this feeling, and even when I tried visualization, this was behind the things that I was feeling. I’m becoming more powerful than I am, and my entire mind listens to me.

[Philemon]

Im curious, What was your dream baseline before running RoD and how long did it take to start getting strong dreams?

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I had a ton of dreams when I was younger. Maybe a good vivid one every month or two, some I can even remember now. Up before I started using subs here, not many I can recall. Once I started ASBR, I started getting weird symbolic or desire-oriented ones every few months (including one of me reaching into the void and grabbing a manifestation). They weren’t that frequent and I didn’t write down many of them in my journal at the time. I did have two pretty vivid ones during my “washout” (washout from all subs for a few months except Index Gate every now and then). They actually both came in the same week and it struck me as weird. One was desire-oriented again which I noted in my journal that I was surprised about since I wasn’t running any subs related to it. The other had some weird numbers I was seeing and I woke up shivering with the feeling in my ears like I was being submerged.

EDIT: These dreams also came about a week before I became compelled to start using subs regularly again.

Nothing too of note after those (probably just desire and school related ones) until I started doing some energy meditations, that’s when the super vivid ones started. Then, after having one specific one I remembered there was a sub about lucid dreaming, so I bought it. Stopped all energy meditation since I wanted to stop mixing mediums. After that, I started remembering dreams immediately, but they didn’t turn super vivid or lucid until a week or two in. That’s when a similar thing to last night happened, where I couldn’t pinpoint what had happened, just that something had changed. I had more control in my dreams and got really good at adapting to their physics after that. I’d also say it had some impact on my processing but I have zero proof. The dreams had also reached a pretty vivid point and on good nights, I could recall the majority that I’d had.

I stopped RoD around September, but also upgraded ASBR a few weeks later so the vividness went down a little, but was still there for me to recall quite a bit.

After last night, I’m theorizing ASBR and RoD did something together (which they also could’ve done the first time) and some aspect of agency and authority mixed together. Usually when I’m asleep and a strong emotion comes up, I wake up. When I went back to sleep though, I had a dream about someone that usually gets on my nerves and would wake me up. I didn’t this time though, I just straight up ignored them and even started intentionally pissing them off. All the thoughts and observations came through another person though, I only really acted on instinct. No clue what that means for whatever clicked but I’ll keep observing.

Super rambley, but that’s I guess that’s the name of this journal anyway

[jelly]

The life of SubClub users has to look so interesting to people from the outside. You say you want something. Weeks to months later you get that exact thing like it was nothing.

I’m just trying to imagine what certain things I’ve said or done seem like. Hoping my friends won’t think anything too crazy when I talk about wanting to do something and then somehow end up doing it a month later.

I’ve also come to not like consciously trying to manifest anything, since it feels like almost every method just ends up making me more needy to getting it. And the things I really want that I think will be the way I do something end up not being as effective or the best way to do them anyway. Getting this one connection is cool, oh but now I have this one that gets me everything that one did on top of a more favorable situation. Not to say the first one was bad or it isn’t useful for another situation, just that what I originally thought was the end all be all was really just a scratch on the surface of what I could really have. All this to say, I like imagining more end results or feelings rather than any details in between. Even getting caught up in the details of the end goal isn’t too fun, since something different will come down the road anyway. Not to mention that I myself change as a person to the point that the “me” I’m envisioning won’t really exist by that point. It’ll be an even better me. So I guess I like just having a desire and letting reality bend around that, rather than trying to put any conscious effort towards it outside of the daily action I’m able to take.

Things will happen as they happen, all I can do is exist as I am. Not to mention the Stark Black way of doing things lets reality bend itself. No begging, no asking for a chance. It’s not some miracle that comes to you, it’s you that’s being asked to be a part of the natural flows, just because of who you naturally are. A complete role reversal. I think that’s why I don’t like consciously manifesting anymore. Why am I the one putting my energy towards something when reality should be putting its energy towards me?

[Philemon]

@jelly

I think that’s why I don’t like consciously manifesting anymore. Why am I the one putting my energy towards something when reality should be putting its energy towards me?

This goes hard AF.

Its also super valid and the correct attitude. I am taking notes

[jelly]

Lmao the Stark Black scripting has kicked in HARD this month

[jelly]

Results dump:

From a close friend I’ve had for two years. She’s never been the repeating letters type, or even the clingy texter type. There’s also some from a group chat where we just naturally had a banter going and she was using emojis (she’s also barely ever used emojis before this). I don’t really want this friendship to turn romantic but small things like this are fun.

I sat next to this girl in the class and she asked me a question about an exercise I just so happened to be well-versed in, so I spent some time explaining it to her. I’m usually in my head when it comes to academics so it took a little bit of rephrasing, but she was able to understand it in the end.

A friend I spent time with last year just so happened to be in a class with me, completely by chance. Also another subject area I’m well-versed in. It’ll be nice actually being able to take a class with him. Someone sat next to me in that class and immediately introduced himself to me. Nothing beyond pleasantries since the professor walked in a little after, but it was nice learning another person’s name in there. This class revolves around a lot of things I’ve already done in my major and research area compared to a lot of other people, so I ended up answering a lot of the questions that were asked (not in a way though, there are too many of those here already).

Once I walked out, I saw one of the girls from my original WDB report a month ago and we waved at each other.

@jelly

We ended up talking about her childhood and after a certain point she just went “What about you? What are things that make you happy?”
We ran into some others a little after but still somehow ended up in our own separate conversation walking a little ahead of them.

In my next class, I was a little wary since I didn’t know anyone going into it. Maybe 30 seconds after I sit down, this girl asks me if I’m friends with this one girl. Turns out we’re both mutual friends and she asked to sit with me, so I made a class buddy within the first minute. Then an ex-situationship walked past me and we awkwardly waved. Could just be coincidence but I’m excited to see what the semester brings. Another friend I don’t know too well walked in late and we crossed paths on the way out, so I know I at least have people in there.

EDIT: Halfway through class I started thinking about one I really enjoyed last year, just for someone that took the class with me to walk in 10 seconds later.

On my way to my last class of the day I was thinking “okay, that was all great, but no way that kind of thing continues.” I promptly realized I was walking next to my next professor. I worked as a TA for her and the other professor last summer. She didn’t recognize me at first but it was nice talking for a bit. My other professor recognized me immediately and automatically marked me down in attendance, also smiled and waved at me when he noticed me. I originally went to sit in the front of class and walked past someone I had in a group project last year, but am not close with. I then get a text from my friend I haven’t seen in like a year and turn around to find her sitting in the back, so I went and joined her. We both are in the same lab section as well, so we’ll be seeing each other a lot again. I texted my friend about the guy from our group project, once he realized what class I’m in, told me his gf is also there. Same lab section as me and my friend too. Knowing the professors already is nice, I told one I needed to miss a lab day for something, and she reassured me that it’s okay since they already know me and that we can find time to make it up.

Also from last night, I got a free dessert from the bakery/sandwich place I frequent. They had a ton of extras and even wanted me to take more. The workers usually recognize me and do a little catch up every now and then, but this one that offered was new.

Something I’m only just noticing now is that since starting subs here, I almost never have to introduce myself to people in classes. A friend either happens to be unexpectedly taking it or someone new just introduces themselves, which honestly makes life 10x easier. I don’t usually schedule my classes with people in mind, but that part almost always seems to work itself out.

A few days ago my mom also started talking to me about her plans to have multiple streams of income flowing. It was out of nowhere and kind of felt like that result people experience where the sub they run spreads to the people close to them as well. It’s interesting that it just started now though (something related to internalization? not too sure but I don’t mind it now).

There’s another thing related to career things and a text I just got, but I’ll probably wait to report on that in full for a little bit. Let future me who has more perspective do the talking.

[jelly]

Also to get a little esoteric for a moment, are manifestations really “manifestations”?

Fire’s mentioned how something considered a manifestation could just be as simple as learning to hold a fork a certain way, in a way that maybe years later leads some CEO you eat dinner with to feel some kind of rapport with you and want to mentor you. In the same vein, I doubt that me thinking about the class I took last year “caused” my former classmate to walk in. Rather, I think that what we think of as manifestations are really us tuning into some invisible current.

Take the coincidence of me having so many friends in my classes despite not having talked about it with them at all. Did me signing up for the class during registration somehow “cause” them to also sign up? I don’t think so. Taking a class requires the balancing of so many factors, the input of multiple people, and just the luck to get into a specific section. I think what ZP (or just reality in general) does is “tune” you into currents that are more favorable to you in some way. My reasoning for believing this is also the things that require my decision-making alone. Choosing to take a specific route to class, choosing to make something my goal, choosing to sign up for a specific section of something.

Fun example: The graduate student I currently work with, I actually met 8 months before I started working with her. Completely by coincidence, I signed up for one of her experiments. A few days later, she also happened to be in a meeting I had, a meeting that actually needed to be rescheduled to a different time, one that she just so happened to also be there at. I then had a dream about her that night, which I thought was odd, but just moved past. I kept it in my memory though. 7 months later, when I reached out to the owner of the lab that I’d like to join a project, she just so happened to be the one open to teaching an undergrad (and I just so happened to have the programming experience they wanted, all props to ASBR for helping me stick out the class that gave me that experience).

All this to say, I doubt these dreams or thoughts I have about people reaching out are because of me causing them. Rather, something unconsciously is happening that puts me on the same path as those events. My friend being more emotive with me wasn’t caused by me, I’m just tuning into the current that she naturally responds emotively to. I’m not causing my friends to sign up for the same classes, something unconsciously is causing me to sign up for the classes at the same time that they just so happen to be taking. Huge internal company shifts aren’t caused by me, I’m just naturally moving in the direction that causes me to be there at the “right place and right time” (especially considering it would be very weird for me to say that I alone caused some of these very big decisions and negotiations, they just happened to be tipped in the favor that I was already attuned to). I’ve been thinking about the definition of synchronicity lately, until I realized all I had to do was take the beginning of the word. “Sync,” so quite literally just moving in sync with something else. In this way, it might be that everything is synchronicity, signifying that an outward expression is just being in sync with something deeper. This would make sense with Saint’s constant reminding that “Zero Point IS you.” The world doesn’t change, YOU change, and the world simultaneously changes and adapts around you as you take action. Hence the nature of action and listening being cyclical in nature. When listening to the sub, you are becoming more in sync with your deeper desires, and some deeper currents that exist unconsciously. When you take action, you are not only consciously moving towards those desires, but also reaffirming the synchronicity between what you are hearing and who you are. You begin to influence the world around you in a way that CONFIRMS what the sub is telling you. Thus, the sub brings you in sync with the world, and your action brings the world in sync with you. The sub works on a deeper, more internal level. Your action works on a visible, more external level. You can’t have true change without both. Without the union of these two influences, you cannot solidify the changes that will truly “change” your life. It’s also why taking action leads to easier and more smooth manifestations, yet when you don’t, the sub will also find a way to make it easier and easier for you. It’s finding a route that’s able to successfully influence you, so that you can influence reality.

Okay schizo rant over. #ZeroPointUnion

EDIT: Since I’ve been trained to cite my sources

@Fire

Manifestation is often simplified to believing hard enough or “being in the state of having it”. It is more than that - it is the chain of causality, like dominoes that were pushed back in the past echoing to the current moment, or from the present moment to the future. Something as simple as picking up the spoon in a different way could therefore be a manifestation without you even realizing it - because in the future, the way you hold a spoon could attract the attention of someone powerful who is ready to teach you.

It was a spoon, not a fork

@SaintSovereign

At this core level, the “unity of opposites” principle manifests in the balance between who you are intrinsically (inner) and how you operate in the world (outer). By embracing and harmonizing these seemingly distinct aspects, you stand in your personal Zero Point. This is where your deepest authenticity meets the real demands of daily life—providing a stable foundation for genuine, lasting change.

@SaintSovereign

By actively choosing and consciously engaging in this transformative process, you embrace responsibility for your own evolution. This is precisely why you cannot deceive or lie to the Zero Point—because the Zero Point is you, the ultimate reference point of your existence and transformation. You cannot hide or avoid truths about yourself when you are genuinely pursuing accelerated growth.

Basically this entire post

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A lot of things are going to shit for the people around me but it feels like I’m in my own Stark Black bubble (if something directly affects me, it goes my way). If I feel like shit I can go in and fix it, I can change and control the different aspects of my life. I’m done letting anyone or anything else control the trajectory of my life. If it’s in my influence, I’m gonna make it okay.

[jelly]

The recon I’ve felt has been purely from ASBR and RoD pushing me. My sleep’s been a little irregular and I’m a little more irritable at some points in the day. It’s very much characteristic of the two subs when it’s working on something really deep. I feel a little inner tension every now and then, but it doesn’t have anything to do with my conscious behavior. I’m fine, and I’m acting in ways that the me two years ago would’ve hoped I’d be acting like in the future. It also doesn’t affect my actual day-to-day, just something that I feel when I’m laying in bed or reflecting on how I feel. I hope the tension will be resolved soon, but until then I just have to keep doing as I’m doing, since I know I’m doing everything right consciously.

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TLDR; I’m in a crazy results bloom and it looks like it’s gonna just keep compounding. Deep ASBR recon which I think I can pinpoint the source of. I can function normally (and even better than I used to) though, so it’s just a matter of how it resolves.

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My friend was eating apple slices before class. I thought about how I wanted one but moved on. A minute later she offered me one (not to any of our other friends around us). She also texted just as I started writing this rofl

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It feels like I have the freedom to work on whatever I want, which is a really nice feeling. Outside of any “standard” action to keep the subs moving at a good pace, the additional growth and revelations are up to me. My dreams have been fuzzy since that RoD thing a few days ago. I don’t know if I should chalk it up to sleeping in a new environment again (on a different schedule) or if there’s something deeper going on. I only really have memory of the earlier dreams that are more future simulation based, which is interesting since those usually only come when I’m stressed or trying to process a lot.

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Saint talked about a ripple effect with ZP where he said it felt like if he touched a mirror his hand would go through it. I feel like I’m the mirror. That if something were to touch me, it’d go through me and cause something inside me to ripple. I’m a little groggy since I took a nap but I kind of like the half asleep feeling, it feels more freeing in a way.

ASBR is still focused on moving me past deep stuff, and WDB is trying to get me to start consciously acknowledging certain things to accelerate results. I’m giving myself a little bit of time before I force myself to acknowledge it though, I want to ease into things. I want to get used to the structure the title works with before jumping into the deep end of deep internal work. RAIKOV works well with everything. I’m still struggling to figure out a good listening solution to be able to squeeze some RoD in, but it’ll probably just have to be a microloop once a week. I used to be so good at balancing 4-5 titles, but ASBR being stronger means a lot of those resources are busy. Not to mention how deep and focused it is, it’s hard to prioritize my dream life when I’m doing so much while I’m awake too. I’m hoping increasing the build strength might somehow let it be processed on a different enough level that it can still remain in the background, but really have no idea. It might turn less into routine and more just when I have the motivation and mental capacity for it.

EDIT: Following this logic, it’s also gonna be quite difficult to make any kind of custom that includes ASBR. ZPQ is a build I only really want to use when I intimately know a title and when I can handle using it on a deeper level. WDB needs months at the very least, if I’m going fast. RAIKOV has potential but I also just need more time to understand its intricacies so I’m not just modeling anyone I accidentally make eye contact with.

I can also see the path WDB has me on. It’s nice and I very much want it, it’s just a little bit like having to relocate or reallocate mental resources to let it have the big changes. Some time for introspection and mentally working in the inner spa will be hugely beneficial for that. I’m hoping I’ll get to do that work in February? I still need a bit more time to adapt to other sub changes, but I do want to let WDB be at the forefront relatively soon. I think the timing will work out especially if there’s a “calm before the storm” pocket before Stark Black kicks in with bigger things playing out. I already have everything in mind I’d need to mentally prepare for it, including already “seeing” the perception shifts. I think for now I’ll work on solidifying those and making those foundations really strong. I can elaborate more on this kind of thing in the future for anyone curious. Operating directly on the level of mental structures makes changes a lot more smooth (and gives me conscious input too, as well as the ability to speed things up).

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If I observe the results I get and think deeply about the title, I can naturally come to understand how my subconscious interacts with the subliminal. I can begin to guide and emphasize the parts I like to increase the kinds of results I want.

The biggest WDB results come from two “changes.” One is the emotional openness that others feel around me. The freedom to feel and express those emotions more than they usually would. This connects back to the inner calm, self mastery, and dream currents part of the title being tied together into my own presence. Something unconsciously communicates that this openness and freedom of expression is okay. The other is more open playfulness on my end. An interaction doesn’t need to serve a purpose, I don’t need to act a certain way just because I did in the past. I don’t need to pressure myself into upholding anything. Things just exist, and I’m free to playfully exist around them. Why overthink a message, what is it really going to do for me? I want to exist as I want, to live in a world where that small of a thing doesn’t matter.

Knowing these two things, I can now lean more into the title and create more depth in my inner world. Where can I exist from that these two things become natural, to the point I won’t even think about them in the future? Probably somewhere soft, fluid, yet steady and stable. Somewhere that I can hold the emotions of other people, yet feel free to exist as I want, not feeling pressured by those emotions in any way. Now I need to reconcile the rest of the current beliefs I have about this. What about Stark Black’s edge and ambition? Who ever said that I was limited in being ambitious? If I’m coming from a fluid place, then I’m able to exist as I want, when I want. What about when I don’t want to be social, or would rather be on my own? Who said I had to be the biggest social butterfly every second of every day? The dream current is quiet, meaning that I also have room to be quiet. Hell, the title is literally called Dream Boy, I don’t think being off in my own world at times would conflict with how the sub works at all.

Then, what do I want my results to be? I want exactly what I’ve been getting, with a slightly larger scale of effects on the people I meet, and with a little more obvious attraction so that I don’t have to think about it as much. How do I get that? Probably by leaning into the freedom and pressure-free scripting a lot more. If I can hold my own emotions without pressure, I’ll be able to better hold others’ too.

Now that I know this and have written it out, I can just send it inward. Whenever I’m on my own, I’ll let myself exist from this gentle freedom. When I’m on my own later, I’ll reflect on how this felt, and how I think different aspects should be better applied in my life, if they weren’t perfect at the start.