Okay forgive my excitement but theoritically when I heard of subs, it made a lot of sense to me. It reminded me of how people in the matrix would instantly upload a helicopter pilot program or a jiu jitsu program into the subconscious. Now I wasn’t expecting something as crazy as that but I could see why they showed that.
As a child I grew up with major self esteem issues which really sent me into psychological dark places which one usually wouldn’t like and because of what I was, I met a toxic woman when I was 20 and married her when I was 24, married life was a complete mess and I got divorced in 2016. I started working on myself spiritually and came a long way from there, moved to another country, married to a beautiful and wonderful woman, own a house and have a good career.
A big thanks to the change mentioned above goes to meditation and mindfulness from 2016-2019 and then addition of psychedelics and edibles from 2019 till today. When I found out about subclub, I was in the mindset that my spiritual life is really good and now I should add something so I can engage and be more productive in the material world too, so I went for Emperor and started doing multiple loops per day (Big Mistake!).
Soon I started noticing a change in me, I felt more confident, even a bit arrogant. I was able to push back at work and give them better ways of doing things in Partner and DIrector calls and they loved it. By this time I had added Sex Mastery V2 into the mix as well. We are expecting a kid so our sex life isn’t the same as what it used to be but the other day we had sex and f*ckin hell, it felt like I am in one of those spartan movies, having crazy passionate sex with my wife. Even she was taken by surprise.
A week more into the mix, I started feeling different, like I am not myself anymore. I felt my very strong intuition becoming weaker, I started developing interests in things more than people or philosophy (which was the original me). So I decided to plan a LSD trip to analyze what’s going on ( I do delics every few months when I feel I am hitting a roadblock in my journey and it helps me put a lot of things into perspective).
The trip made me realize that my subconscious had indeed been influenced very heavily and lsd gave me a sense of what’s taking over. I realized my soul does not resonate with the energy of Emperor, I could benefit from some of the qualities of the sub but that is not me. So now I have moved to Sage Immortal and Ultimate artist and will make them my primary subs and probably will listen to Emperor and SMV2 once a week. Any advice or questions are more than welcome.
The whole idea of writing this long post is to let people know that these subs not only work, but they are really powerful, so always be mindful of the changes when you start a program and keep analyzing if this is really the path for you. Now that I have a conscious understanding of the subs’ power and influence, I feel I am in a better position to tweak things around (loops + subs) to get the desired outcome and to steer my life the way I want it to go. Any kind of personality comes with its strengths and weaknesses, and I feel now I can weigh both and make a better informed decision.
Question to the mods, founders, Have you ever considered making subs with factual information about a field of study? For example, math formulas, or programming or something. I wonder if that could act as a subconscious knowledge base for people who want to learn and excel in those fields instead of changing who they are subconsciously? Also, a big thank you for all the subs that you have out there.