The year of the restart: New Ascension name embedded

Journals - Major Programs
#21

5/29/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 13 5 minutes

  • I only got a five minute loop because I was interrupted by my offspring while trying to listen as I went to bed.
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#22

5/31/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 13 Full Loop

  • I actually got two days off this week.
    My son did really well in school so we took him to do a couple of really fun things on Saturday. All in all I had a great day.
    This morning I got up and did some yard work that Iā€™ve been neglecting so Iā€™m seeing some movement. This isnā€™t very exciting, but the program is doing me some good.
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#23

6/2/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 Loop 14 Full Loop

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#24

6/4/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 15 Full Loop

  • I have managed to get at least one small thing done around the house every day this week. I didnā€™t think about it too much, just did it.
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#25

6/8/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 16. Full loop

  • I missed my loop on my day off again. This is getting frustrating, but this time I tried just skipping it instead of doubling up.
    This is getting frustrating. Iā€™m so busy and have so much demand on me on my one day off that I donā€™t even think about it until Iā€™m already in bed.
    This is also part of my issue with getting things done.
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#26

6/10/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 17 Full Loop

  • Didnā€™t get anything done today other than make it into work. This was my weekly eight hour turnaround which gives me a maximum of three and a half hours of sleep, so that is an accomplishment.
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#27
  • These scripts are different. More transparent as theyā€™ve said.
    In other words, I donā€™t feel like Iā€™m running anything at all.
    That is good and bad.
    In past builds, particularly the one before zero point, I felt something going on.
    Specifically, the subliminal was always on my mind. Often at the back of it, but I was always thinking about it and would consciously feel nudged to make decisions that aligned with it.
    I suppose that that state made me a bit more recon prone, but I was always thinking about how I could do what I needed to to fulfill the goals of the sub.
    With this one thereā€™s nothing. That is probably why I keep forgetting to run loops. Iā€™m just not thinking about it enough.
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#28

6/14/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 18 FULL LOOP

  • I skipped another one. The fact that the script doesnā€™t keep some part of my mind focused on it is kind of becoming a problem. I just plain donā€™t think about it most of the time.

  • I noticed something while driving my family home from a day out yesterday.
    I am a lot more comfortable driving at speed in the dark than I used to be.
    Itā€™s hard to describe, but I now can trust the parts of the road that I canā€™t see that well to be as I think they are and I donā€™t have a fear reaction to not having a full view like I used to.
    Seems to me that that is a sign that the part of the script that deals with calming my nervous system down is working.

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