The year of the restart: New Ascension name embedded

Journals - Major Programs
#21

5/29/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 13 5 minutes

  • I only got a five minute loop because I was interrupted by my offspring while trying to listen as I went to bed.
2 Likes
#22

5/31/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 13 Full Loop

  • I actually got two days off this week.
    My son did really well in school so we took him to do a couple of really fun things on Saturday. All in all I had a great day.
    This morning I got up and did some yard work that Iā€™ve been neglecting so Iā€™m seeing some movement. This isnā€™t very exciting, but the program is doing me some good.
4 Likes
#23

6/2/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 Loop 14 Full Loop

1 Like
#24

6/4/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 15 Full Loop

  • I have managed to get at least one small thing done around the house every day this week. I didnā€™t think about it too much, just did it.
3 Likes
#25

6/8/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 16. Full loop

  • I missed my loop on my day off again. This is getting frustrating, but this time I tried just skipping it instead of doubling up.
    This is getting frustrating. Iā€™m so busy and have so much demand on me on my one day off that I donā€™t even think about it until Iā€™m already in bed.
    This is also part of my issue with getting things done.
2 Likes
#26

6/10/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 17 Full Loop

  • Didnā€™t get anything done today other than make it into work. This was my weekly eight hour turnaround which gives me a maximum of three and a half hours of sleep, so that is an accomplishment.
2 Likes
#27
  • These scripts are different. More transparent as theyā€™ve said.
    In other words, I donā€™t feel like Iā€™m running anything at all.
    That is good and bad.
    In past builds, particularly the one before zero point, I felt something going on.
    Specifically, the subliminal was always on my mind. Often at the back of it, but I was always thinking about it and would consciously feel nudged to make decisions that aligned with it.
    I suppose that that state made me a bit more recon prone, but I was always thinking about how I could do what I needed to to fulfill the goals of the sub.
    With this one thereā€™s nothing. That is probably why I keep forgetting to run loops. Iā€™m just not thinking about it enough.
2 Likes
#28

6/14/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 18 FULL LOOP

  • I skipped another one. The fact that the script doesnā€™t keep some part of my mind focused on it is kind of becoming a problem. I just plain donā€™t think about it most of the time.

  • I noticed something while driving my family home from a day out yesterday.
    I am a lot more comfortable driving at speed in the dark than I used to be.
    Itā€™s hard to describe, but I now can trust the parts of the road that I canā€™t see that well to be as I think they are and I donā€™t have a fear reaction to not having a full view like I used to.
    Seems to me that that is a sign that the part of the script that deals with calming my nervous system down is working.

1 Like
#29

6/16/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 19 Full Loop

  • Not much going on. I did what I thought would be a very tough, annoying job before bed this morning. It wasnā€™t. I just got it done.
2 Likes
#30

6/18/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 20 Full Loop

  • This is definitely making the background stress that Iā€™ve always felt back down.
1 Like
#31

6/20/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 21 Full Loop

  • Iā€™m running this one in the early morning rather than the evening since this is my day off and I donā€™t want to skip again.
1 Like
#32

6/22/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 22 Full Loop

  • I am getting increasingly frustrated by how much work I have to do around the house and how little time I have to do it.
    Also at the two other adults in the house. Every time I clean a section, they re mess it before my next day off.
2 Likes
#33

6/24/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 24 Full loop

  • I am starting to get back on my writing project. I had been going pretty good a few months ago, but I just stopped and I have a kind of mental block about starting again. I think that that is my old fear of success rearing its head again.
    I ordered a name embedded Ultimate Writer and will be adding it in next cycle. That should be helpful. The goal is to finish a full length novel.
    Will I have something publishable? I donā€™t know, but Iā€™ll follow through to the end.
1 Like
#34

6/26/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 25 Full loop

  • My boss finally got smart and put us on twelve hour shifts so Iā€™ll be getting three days a week off instead of one.
    Now I should have some time to actually clean up our living environment, and weā€™ll be able to see how this thing actually functions.
2 Likes
#35

6/28/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 1 LOOP 26 Full Loop

#36

7/8/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 2 LOOP 1
STABILIZER Full Loop
ULTIMATE WRITER 1 minute

  • Iā€™ve been getting some work done around the house. I got the laundry room cleaned and organized and now that Iā€™m actually getting some time off, Iā€™m moving out from there.

  • Iā€™ve been doing work on my novel again. Mostly re outlining it in a way that makes more sense and taking meticulous notes on the plot points that I want to include. Some might call it excessive, but I want to know everything thatā€™s going on behind the scenes even if I never reveal it. That helps keep the plot consistent.

  • My twitch came back a little over the washout. Not too bad, but enough to know that the Stabalizer is actually doing something.

2 Likes
#37

7/10/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 2 LOOP 2
Stabilizer: Full Loop
Ultimate Writer: 3 minutes

  • One of the guys I work with is on medical restriction so I had to walk about twelve miles a night in thirty pounds of gear last night. I feel like I have been beaten with a bag of doorknobs.
    The boss had scheduled me such that I was going to have to do that several times a week until the guy got better.
    I actually stood up for myself this time and the boss fixed it.
1 Like
#38

7/12/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 2 LOOP 3
Stabilizer full loop
Ultimate Writer 5 minutes

1 Like
#39

7/14/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 2 LOOP 4
Stabilizer full loop
Ultimate Writer 7 minutes 30 seconds

  • I actually remembered to run my loops on my day off. Iā€™m almost amazed.

  • Iā€™m feeling calmer despite having a kind of trying weekend. The nervous system stabilizing effects must be really kicking in.

  • Iā€™ve found a good novel writing app and Iā€™m working on doing a very organized job of getting this series going.

2 Likes
#40

7/16/26 STAGE 1 CYCLE 2 LOOP 5
Stabilizer full loop
Ultimate Writer 10 minutes

2 Likes