I made up my mind… when I did Dragon Reborn St 4, I rushed through it so I could start my customs sooner.
Now Im recovering from gastritis, I have back pain and difficulty breathing.
I want to ressolve my isues from the root causes, everything that led me to a life of excess with alcohol and self abuse, heal from everything that led me to be physically and emotionally sick.
Im gonna do myself a favor and take a healing journey once again…
I feel my customs have helped me to reach enough maturity to accept this and deal with it definitively. I will go back to them eventually.
This is what Im gonna be using from now on:
Main:
DR St4
Sage Immortal
Sides:
Paragon Ultima
Elixir Ultima (Booster)
I wont be updating this journal anymore.


Sage Immortal has had me feeling so calm and seeing things I’ve not use to seing. Also feels like it amplifies the other programs I listen too. For example, the level of presence when I walk in public is crazyyy…