I was gonna ask why you are still with him is he is emotionally manipulating you.
But I guess it’s due to circumstances?
You don’t have to answer, none of my business. But maybe it wakes you up.
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That’s alright @AlexanderGraves Your question is actually doing something, I’m just not sure what at this point in time. Circumstances for sure. Glad you asked.
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My partner and I went to the gym together and we had the most fun that we have ever had while we were there. There was so much positivity and some of those girls really wanted him, this was surprising to me since it’s his first day at the gym in years. I really hope that he turns this into a lifestyle this time.
My taste in music is changing and I am so glad that I am enjoying livelier music such as Shake me down by Cage the elephant, Get out my head by Shane Cobb, and 10,000 emerald pools by Borns. Interesting to me that when I was on Heartsong Qv2 over the summer, I fell in love with another song similar to 10,000 emerald pools called “underwater” by Mika.
I’m feeling good about Heartsong zp.
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Another great workout with my partner at the gym today. I’m glad that we seem to have a common interest. The ladies were really checking him out, sitting on their machines watching him and trying to make eye contact with him with me right there. He totally had that alpha male Emperor vibe going, even I was surprised.
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What do you mean by that?
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She means high status attractiveness. Something that usually happens when you’ve been on Emperor long enough.
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Good question! I automatically applied my words for what that is: Masculine, Powerful, Sense of direction, etc.
I glossed over the fact that we have some females around and we can get their perspectives and their words for things for a well rounded perspective.
Like what’s that experience like for the female. I’d say it’s attractive and maybe intimidating yet there’s a feeling of safety with a true alpha. Like that controlled danger if you will.
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Exactly! He began to carry himself like a true alpha male after the first zp loop. Comes across as very high status, more high status than anyone there, actually. Seems dominant without acting like it.
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I see. Thank you.
You got it! I feel silly saying this, but he was coming across as someone who should be obeyed without even trying.
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I need to sign up for that class
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What was he doing that would cause people to obey him?
But did you feel like you could still open up and have fun with him or was it like being with a boss who you don’t want to mess up around?
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He’s getting respect from males and admiration from the women there. The pretty ones were the ones trying to make eye contact. The others were just staring at him.
It was so much fun yesterday. Then he had that dominant vibe today and I still had fun and all but I also had a lot more respect for him. I was more girly than I normally am.
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Thank you so much for sharing!
I tend to think everybody needs to do healing first before anything else. That may be just what I need and not everybody needs to do that though. But I do think those of us who need the healing find that once we get that all our own natural resources come out so anything else we run after that is really just bonus.
I like hearing the changes you’re both going through and it seems Emperor is just what the doctor ordered. We all really know what’s right for us deep down and maybe all it takes is something like Emperor to get us on track with that. I wish I was one of those! I’ve been on the healing/spiritual journey for a long time though and definitely could use some of that practical money making, great with people stuff asap also.
I’ve always known when it’s time to walk away and if I didn’t circumstances would happen so I had no choice if I didn’t listen. Getting to the guidance of my abundance has been more tricky for me because I guess even though I love the unknown and know that’s where all the wisdom and ideas come from, I still wanna know instead of trusting that I always have what I need.
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What makes you think that?
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Because the thing of we tend to think others need to do what we do. They need to believe and see the world how we do or even think that they do see as we do. When it’s like we should be surprised if people agree with us and see things our way. Because in my experience people generally seem to be reactive and judgemental rather than accepting and uplifting of others from a genuine place without the social masks and niceties. And then if they do take that perspective it’s more of being aggressive and mean as if that’s somehow better.
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Thank you for taking the time to reply.
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That class consists of staying on Emperor for a long period of time.
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