How’s everything going with your stack?
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hopefully so good she doesn’t have time for us anymore. 
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Thanks for asking @Trader and @ABC333 . I can’t believe it has been over two weeks since my last update. A lot has happened and I’ve been trying to make sense of it all.
I got my zpt^2 Libertine based custom two nights ago. Thank you SC for building it and for making this new build available to the public.
The sub runs for 14:59. I ran it for the 15 minutes and there was a part of me that wanted to continue hearing it longer, but I only ran it once. I didn’t feel anything and I went back to sleep.
I woke up a few hours later and I really appreciated my body and thought that I was so sexy and beautiful.
My partner was sitting down next to me a few hours later. I could feel the aura ramp up in a more powerful way than it normally does. My partner began to feel waves of heat coming from me. It was wave after wave of warmth on his face for over twenty minutes. We had to interact with other people during this time, so he wasn’t focused on this the entire time. He thinks that if he didn’t know I was using subs, that this would have caused him to pay attention to me and to stay focused on me. His face did get a little red on the side he kept feeling my energy. It wasn’t very noticeable, and you had to be aware and sensitive to energy to even know what to look for. I continued to feel my aura ramp up for over half an hour, which is an unusually long time for me.
There was a girl who complemented me on the jacket I was wearing. She rubbed my shoulder to feel my jacket before she left. That was unusual and she appeared to be getting an emotional reaction as she did this.
We came back home and my partner got almost an audible voice on his head that said “I need to f*** you”.
I felt so unusually happy all day yesterday.
He went out to get dinner and some girls that like him got all star struck around him and rushed over to give him freebies. They almost acted as if giving him these freebies was the most important thing. He did get a great haircut that makes him look hot, but I have to wonder if whatever energy I was putting on him had an effect since the behavior from these girls was so over the top.
He felt as if my extra level of sexiness from 1 to 10 was a three in the morning and it ramped up to a level 6 in the afternoon.
I felt different yesterday and this feeling has intensified today. It’s not reconciliation or at least I don’t think that it is. I just feel like I’ve come up to a higher level and I have no tolerance for foolishness. I am only interested in thought provoking conversations.
My partner said that I have very sensual eyes today.
This is only the first loop. I’m taking the day off from subs today.
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Today was the best that my partner has looked in years. He looked really good, yet he says that people at work ignored him and that the women outside of work ignored him also. He did not come across any women he thought were attractive, but this is all really strange for him. He’s used to always getting attention since starting Emperor, Chosen, and Love Bomb.
I’m just wondering if this energy he felt from me had something to do with him being invisible all day. I don’t think that I have any modules in my sub that would “claim” him. I’ll have to keep an eye on this. Maybe this is just one of those things that I’m reading too much into.
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I see that you liked this post @Trader. I’m just wondering what you like about it. Is it the lack of results that my partner got or something else?
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I usually use likes as either liking something or to show (to myself) I’ve read it already. Mainly like the fact it’s having results so quickly.
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I know that you’re knowledgeable about a lot of these things and I was wondering if you noticed something deeper that was going on with his results.
Not yet. Will take more time to know for sure, I think. Especially since this tech is still so now. And that isn’t even counting the build strength.
The only possible explanation/theory I’ve got right now is since he’s been around you for however many years, he knows you deeply. Both on the conscious and unconscious levels.
Any change to your aura will affect him as he will unconsciously seek some sort of new equillibrium.
Like those ball pits kids jump into. They rearrange themselves each time a kid jumps in. And will never quite be the exact same state as before.
The ball pit thing comes from the book “The Holographic Universe” or “Megabrain”.I forget which book. THU explains a LOT about “weird” science.
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What a great analogy. Thanks for sharing your point of view. You’re always so knowledgeable.
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I don’t have a copy of Megabrain anymore. But I checked my copy of Holographic Universe, and it isn’t in that book. So must be Megabrain. It describes the brain as a perturbative system which is fancy speak for what the ball pit is. Any sufficient changes you make to it affect it irrevocably.
I read the original Megabrain. Not sure if the newer editions cover that idea too.
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I think it did. Indirectly anyway.
That’s the problem. (Assuming it happened) Quite a few guys here have noticed that if we release sexually our ability to project a sexual aura is depleted for a while.
He probably just needs to recharge for a bit and the results will be back.
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We did not have sex and he says he hasn’t released.
@lrw Is he able to get answers from his subconscious? MIght be a worthwhile investment to learn how, no better way than to get the answer from the giant itself.
When my parents arrived as immigrants, my mother and father send me to an accelerated learning course. The teacher from elementary school told her that I was way behind the other students(for obvious reasons).
Part of the seminar was learning to sleep on problems, programming my own mind - as a kid I used to go to sleep dreaming about material I had consumed, solving life problems and such things.
A memory that comes to mind now, that I had trouble with math and was afraid to fail horribly and as a consequence face my father or my grandpa. Not that they would hit me, but they are maximalist and the pressure they put one me would be too much. So with fear I fell asleep, using the techniques I learned and the next day I woke up fully grasping everything I learned that period about math.
I have used sleeping on problems for a lot of things, what and by extension when to listen to subs, taking important decisions etc…
Forever grateful to my parents for taking that decision, giving me positive control over my own mind.
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Am I the only one who thinks it could just be recon because the subs are working through something deep and emotionally heavy?
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Thank you for this suggestion. He usually reads before he goes to sleep. I’m going to tell him about your suggestion.
I’m also going to suggest that he run Dreams before going to bed since I think that it would be helpful to get these answers he needs.
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That’s possible. He has never been comfortable with being physically attractive. He’s above average and I always thought that he had such great potential. I would encourage him to use his good looks socially, and he would never do it. He’s above average in intelligence and he had jealous family members who tried to destroy his potential when he was a child.
He has finally started to take care of his physical appearance by dressing better, getting a great haircut, and by taking care of his skin. Then he got the celebrity treatment at the restaurant, and the next day he got ignored by every woman he came around, and he looked really hot that day.
He gets unusual attention from females every day since he’s been on Emperor, Love Bomb, and Chosen.
I have to keep an eye on what’s going on with him. As for me, I ran my sub again today and I feel great. I feel so happy and energetic. I have been working from home but the two package delivery guys I dealt with couldn’t stop smiling at me. My partner says that my extra level of sexiness this morning were a 7. That’s great, I went from a 3 to a 6 the first time I ran the sub. This time, I went straight to a 7 in his eyes, and I do trust his judgement on these things. This might be TMI for some people, so you may want to stop reading now.
He says that he’s feeling his attraction for me building to the point where he has to release and he got turned on this morning just by being near me. He had to go to work though. lol
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What’s your custom again?
The only core is Libertine with 19 other modules, zpt^2 build.
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