The wanted chronicles: Chapter 1- Did she say what I think she just said?

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#1

Is decided to start a solo journal for the new wanted. I plan on running that for now. I’m not going to jinx it and say how long. I’m coming out of a washout from LBFH, LE and WB. During the washout I had women show interest, I was confident but it felt like I was playing a role instead of embodying someone who is confident. Still, there was promise…I was way more confident than my usual baseline on WB but new wanted is on a whole new level…

I’m only on day two with one 3 min listen but so far

-I’ve changed my profile and started to get matches left and right on both my dating profile
-I feel more confident and have a don’t give a fuck attitude

  • Recon isn’t as prominent which might be the reason my results always bloom during washouts
  • stopped someone today randomly to talk to them(this never happens)
  • feeling calm confidence
    -I had a feeling to approach one lady I thought was attractive but I said nah, not because I was anxious like I would usually be but because I stop caring

Not sure if it’s because I ran WB and its compounding effects but that was quick. I literally feel like I can have any woman right now if I wanted to but let’s see how things progress.

Neediness is def lower than usual and the stress and or anxiety triggers that I used to have, don’t have that same effect on me when I encounter situations that would make me nervous, they kinda just roll off my shoulders even when…and this is big…even when I’ve taken too much caffeine…which I did today… and feel jittery and more prone to stress and anxiety…I still manage and are able to relax quickly. So already a big plus…can’t wait…still early tho

Let the journey begin

The Wanted chronicles mwahahahahaha

Chapter 1 is that name because I already know that once I’ve ran Wanted for a good cycle, I already anticipate that some lady is going to say something so wild and bold to my face that I’m going to think…Did she say what I think she just said lol

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#2

I matched with someone on tinder yesterday, she wasn’t really who I wanted to match with and she’s looking for long term relationships, where I’m not really looking for that.

Today I was feeling like I need to change my job and was asking myself how do people work a dead end job all their life and not feel miserable.

My boss pretty much friend zoned me these past couple of months but I didn’t really care, theres almost a non neediness where I’m like oh well, I don’t care who she fucks. Slowly but surely, my inner confidence is getting better. I still get the occasional thoughts of not good enough but those are slowly getting better.

Trying to fill my life with beautiful women who actually add value to it.

Literally every woman who I was looking at it today, I had the thought of, “she likes me” can’t wait to see what happens when I continue to use and add more mins

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#3

Ever since starting Wanted, I’ve been having this like distorted sense of time, nothing crazy, just feel like time is going way faster than I thought. Like today, yesterday and the day before, at around 6 or 7pm, I thought it was like 8 or 9pm but was way off. It’s almost feels like time is speeding up but when I check the clock, it’s not even that late. This has only happened when running new wanted. What is this phenomenon called

Just to add, not sure what’s going on but I seem to have a sharper memory also and knowing me my memory is garbaggeee

#4

My non challantness has been on another level. I increased my listening to the 7 min mark and even though there hasn’t been any felt recon that I can recognize right away, porn relapse has been one of the obstacles that has came up. It’s like feeling like you wanna fxxx but don’t have any one to have it with. It sucks. I was definitely more relaxed today tho.

#5

listening to 7 mins has created some recon but its a different type of recon, its not a I want to switch subs recon but I want to add another sub recon… weird lol. Usually I have this strong urge to drop the sub but this time I feel like I need to another a second sub but I won’t. It’s been a long time since I ran a single sub and I really want to run this sub on its own for at least 3 cycles before I can consider adding something else.

Also, a lot of shit testing going on from one of my male coworkers, constantly questioning my abilities and skills in my position at work directly, before it was indirect but now it’s straight forward. Challenging my masculine frame I guess.

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#6

Today I was feeling extra confident after setting my listening time to 15mins. I went to the store and noticed all ladies looking at me lol. Not who I’m looking to date but might be a good sign, now if only women my age were so blatant in their staring me up and down.

I’m at the moment right now where I’m like fxxx it, I’m not make a QTKS custom that has wealth and getting laid because thats what I lack right now in my life, oh and socializing. My social circle is non existent and I struggle to be outgoing. I’m a homebody, which I need to change that because being confined in my house and not having a place to go out right now in this point in my life is bugging me. In the past, I was like ohhh well, but now a days it eats away at me. Sometimes I ask myself, why am I not going out, why am I not talking with people and it drags me down knowing that I’m not living my best life and wasting my youth away.

Crazy thing is my coworkers have asked to hang out, the males ones, and I’ve said nah, now I don’t know if they were serious or not, but nonetheless, its like a bad habit of being introverted. I do go out with family on the weekends but thats not the same.

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#7

Just wanted to note some few things that I’ve noticed so far:

  1. I think jumping quickly ahead from 7 mins to 15 mins was a terrible idea, never again, gonna go back to 4 mins and work my way up
  2. I’ve had this urge to like have amazing sex but since I don’t have anyone, I’ve turned to porn unfortunately to ease this urge to fuck. I have tried to seduce one of my friends but it’s not going as well as I thought. She keeps subtlety reminding me that we are only friends and thats it.
  3. Even though this is not a healing sub like WB, it’s still hitting on something deep down thats causing me a little recon.
  4. online dating has been slow, maybe even at a standstill. Haven’t had any results since the last time I said I was matching left and right. I’ve been criticizing myself harshly and have had a strong urge to add another sub but when that happens, it usually takes a longer time frame to execute the sub, but I’m still going to be patient.

I’m considering building QTKS tbh because don’t get me wrong, the subs are amazing and customs too but I feel like I’m missing that oomph…Its like the gym analogy, regular subs are like protein shake, they’ll help you build muscle, customs are like creatine and QTKS(from reading the journals) seems to be like steroids but without any side effects, with quicker muscle growth compared to the other two. It’s expensive but I’m at a point in my life where I’m just like fxxxx it, what more can I lose. Either that or make a custom with terminus

#8

Had the most bizarre thing happen today. So was on tinder a couple of weeks ago searching for “the one” like all the women on tinder lol. So I got matched to this one profile that seemed fake, pretty sure was fake but they gave me their snap and told me to follow. At first I was like this is so catfishy behavior, probably some fake ass person. So they sent me a message on snap with different pictures but like way more attractive. So I called them out on their shit because how do you look like a fucking model and using fake pics. So they asked to come over or if I go over to her place and even wanted to FT just to prove to me they were real etc…I didn’t pickup. Told her that its probably a set up for me to get robbed or something, just to many red flags. She said it was for safety and she didnt want to show her real face on tinder but I concluded that she’s probably psycho, looks good though but not worth it, even if she is real. I keep thinking I’m going to get robbed or something so I’m airing on the side of caution, there are plenty of women out there who will want to fxxx and don’t have as many red flags.

Much excitement ahead, can’t wait to see during washout how everything unfolds, right now I’ve just been so tired but promising results

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#9

Porn use has gone up, I’m trying to limit it and stop masturbating but it’s not easy. The last few days have been kind of depressing and tough. Looking but on my life, all the things I missed out on, where I am now and how much I have let my self go both physically and mentally. I’m still trying to get back to my peak self. All my insecurities have kind of been shoved in my face these last past couple of days. So I’m working through something deep inside and addressing every issue that has come up. I feel drained from masturbating too much. Good news is my non neediness has gone down. I noticed when I text women now theres no that neediness. If she doesn’t respond, I won’t answer back at all until like weeks has past, unless its something important or something really funny I saw that relates to her. Even then I’m still like nah, I look needy, sending her a message when she hasn’t replied or left me on read.
Now the only issue is when women sense you might have some value, they start to play games with you and testing you a ton to see if you are genuine especially the women in my life. Like one I know, she consistently removes read receipts for my texts then turns it back on after a few days and this is like clockwork. Maybe she’s trying to signal me to call her instead, idk, but it gets annoying but I understand tho, most women don’t want to just text, they want to FaceTime or at the least receive a call.
It feels like right now, things are slow and I have this urge to keep running the sub for 15 mins instead of steady micro loops.

#10

yesterday, while in the car minding my own business, I had a old lady about 40-50s literally stare at me like I was a piece of meat while she was passing by her car, and even stopped her car almost like she thought about risking it all and drove away slowly thinking what if lol

Then today I had one of the janitorial ladies, in her twenties, literally stare at me while wiping something off her lips but it came off very seductive and it caught me off guard because she never really shows any signs of attraction towards me lol

I made a name embed with wanted and used the module stop porn and masturbation, i was getting way too horny and resorting to masturbating to porn instead of finding women to do it with. So hopefully it will force my brain to switch gears and focus on actually getting real women and enjoy the connection that comes with it…connection meaning clapping some cheeks lol

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#11

On this new wanted, I noticed there are a lot of guys who are like frame checking me and especially my co worker trying to test my masculinity. Eventhough right now I don’t “feel” attractive, I still noticed women being receptive or staring at me…so good sign. My coworkers seems to be jealous but I don’t give a fuck. Right now I’m trying to build my physique and facial structure to be more handsome…

does anyone know if this wanted would build your facial structure to be more atheistically pleasing?

I know how you feel about yourself is important but I feel like being actually attractive goes long ways too when trying to attract women…at least makes it ten times easier.

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#12

Yeah, pretty sure this is part of the Wanted line

I’ve noticed physical shifting accelerates when you are actively doing something for that body part (skin routines, mewing etc…)

#13

interesting, I’ve recently got into skin care and trying to start mewing

my main concern is my head shape, I want it to be proportional and my face to be more symmetrical. I was thinking of using face and head morphing

how long do you think it would take for the physical shifting when using name embed for example or QTKS…would it like speed up the results

I also want to have like a lumber jack type beard but can never grow even an inch of facial hair. I’ve tried minoxidil with limited results and was wondering if wanted could help with this

#14

I’ve used that module and the synergy Apollon one for several months. It sort of gave me nudges to do certain actions. So, for me it was a really simple skin care routine. Like stupid simple (facial cleanser and skin cream afterwards) and now my skin is the clearest its been

It didn’t really change the shape for me. But I didn’t take action for that

For growing a beard, probably. It honestly depends what intuition you get. GLM might help with this actually. I felt like my hair was coming in thicker on that

I actually have no idea about qtks. Haven’t had a chance to use it

I’d assume it delivers judging by reviews I see

I don’t know if I would go for it yet till I’ve spent time with that title/custom beforehand though and worked through all that reconciliation. Seems like a recipe for disaster

#15

Welcome to the club mate, eager to see your successes. Don’t be shocked or surprised when women are indicating sexually in your peripheral vision, Wanted is literally designed for that.

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#16

So question, I’ve been running wanted now almost for one cycle, my last day will be the 4th, I’m going to switch to the name embed version after 5 days, I’m on a 6 day rest tho in between the last listen, will start the new name embed on the 10th of October, this should be fine right? Like I don’t have to take 12 days off on this before jumping to the name embed of the same title with one module(stop porn and masturbation)

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#17

makes sense actually, how many months would you recommend running a title or custom till you switch to qtks

#18

Btw I may have also created a custom before new wanted came out, that includes primal, primal seduction and love bomb, only because saint said somewhere in a post to be careful with this stack so I’m going to also run that stack because I already paid for It and would be a waste to just let it collect dust(metaphorically speaking of course)

I am concerned tho because I have the stop porn and masturbation module on there and have stop porn and masturbation name embed module on my new wanted, if I ran them both, will I get recon from the stop p&m module

#19

Ehhh I honestly couldn’t tell you, its a very individual thing really.

That looks like a fun custom. Love Bomb will be good for you

I can’t find that post on it but no it shouldn’t if you have the same module twice. It’s been asked before

#20

Bro read Easy Peasy way to quit porn -

https://read.easypeasymethod.org/

I just read it and I am a new man now. Trust me read it and be changed forever. You will automatically stop and it will be effortless

I am also on wanted. I also use glm and Ee. I havent slept with anyone yet, but just flirting seems to soothe my energies.

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