I think so too, I’ve always struggled with self love and in turn, it affected my perception and self esteem, and self image
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funny I saw that book on audible and actually started listening to it but the narrator was too robotic, so I’ll get the book instead
Just an update:
I noticed I’ve been focusing a lot on my looks, my skin in particular and health which affects my skin. I’m trying to get clear glass skin and have already booked an appointment to do just that(first time I’ve cared this much about my skin appearance and facial structure. I also saw somewhere on how I can get a define jaw and get high cheek bones, so I’m going to see how that goes. I can actually, for the first time, see myself having model looks if keep up with a good skin care routine.
Also another thing I noticed while on this sub is that being a lone and being an introvert sucks. I hate being alone but don’t have the mental energy to go out, so I’m just stuck in this miserable state. It sucks a lot.
But I’m improving tho slowly by slowly, haven’t watched porn for almost a week now or masturbated through conscious guidance.
I noticed I have less neediness than before and I’m not obsessed about how using the program for the full 15 mins, I just used the program for however long is comfortable, and take 5-6 days without even needing to run the program. Sometimes I look at the calendar and I’m like ohh 6 days past and I need to use it today, where as before when running wanted black, it was like I need to run it every other day and when I was running it, it was I need to stop running it. On new wanted, I’m just coasting.
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Been on a wash out for almost 10 days now, running solely 5 min mark, I veered off a little to 7 mins and 15 mins but it was too much during my run but this washout has been interesting.
For starters, I seem to be very confident, at least above my baseline when it comes to socializing with women. It’s a lot easier and I’m not in my head a lot. I have this social vibe that comes and goes and is activated when I’m talking with women. Things seem to flow easily and I can tell when women are attracted to me because for one, I can talk to a woman and she’ll come back around to talk to me even if the initial conversation was short but she would have a great excuse for talking to me. Socializing seems way more easier but still got long ways to go though.
I’m not getting laid or anything, not yet at least, I still need to fix something inside me first so round 2 here I come. I also noticed that running one sub at a time is way more efficient because I see results during the run instead of just during washouts, so good sign.
I’ve had women who are close to me hugging me and touching me, which is normal right now, but it seems more intentional now, like it’s not just a hug or touch.
I also seem to be getting very quick responses from women, like one woman in my life responds in lighting speed fashion, which is odd because before she was like mehhh, hot and cold. Now she responds quick and with multiple messages.
I think also the micro loops help because it helps those around get accustomed to the new me. Now, there are some guys who get very jealous, especially one of my coworkers who seems jealous because he has been testing me and seeing if I tick, which is weird because he’s fairly handsome and seems to get a lot of women but is overly insecure about another man who isn’t as handsome, getting blatant attention from women…a very insecure guy smh.
Getting some success from online dating.
On wanted, compared to PS, I seem to be like waiting for opportunities where else PS I was creating opportunities by being assertive and dominant.
Wanted is more indirect, PS was direct in the approach. PS I came to them, on wanted they like show interest and I still have to make the first move still.
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As a fellow introvert may I suggest to you to have a look at the energy modules, The Architect, Energetic Development XI and Auric Overdriver
And seeing as you are doing no fap: Khan Black
I noticed I was way more full of energy when I was using KBST1 and the synergy energetic transcendence
Definitely helped with keeping bandwidth for social situations
So that will tick off the energy troubles
Edit: Thing is I realised it wasn’t energy troubles making me not want to socialise. I kind of realised I dislike how I have to keep up a good impersonation of myself while socialising. So, it was like a form of social anxiety that I kept ignoring about myself because I didn’t want to see myself as socially anxious
I think Love Bomb and/or True Social would help with this. Perhaps with GLM
I just added this tidbit because you might have some realisations about yourself the more you think on it and why you don’t enjoy socialising
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right now I’m trying to just focus on new wanted for at least 3 cycles before adding either GLM or true social.
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I don’t want to jump to khan black just yet, thats down the line for sure, but this time around I want to have a singular focus. I want to add to my stack slowly and over time.
Question for anyone: so I had been using wanted and my last day was suppose to be the 4th of this month, the last time I ran wanted was on the 26th of September, so its been 10 days without regular wanted. So today I ran wanted name embed with stop porn and masturbation for 5 mins without realizing I started to early, is this okay or was I supposed to take more days off after the 4th of October(the 21th day) making it 12 days without regular wanted…thanks
Today while in Starbucks, I was ordering my usual drink when I noticed one girl standing like really really close to me and I didn’t notice at first until I turned take a bottle of water when I noticed she was standing like really really close, like unacceptably close and it kind of made me a little uncomfortable because it was so out of the norm for a female to stand so close to someone they don’t even know. The crazy part is that I had seen her, didn’t think much about it, kept walking and went and ordered my drink. Keep in mind that this is also a huge grocery store with Starbucks inside. There was more than enough room to stand far enough. I didn’t even see what she looked like cause I was so like taken back by that.
Then at work had a guy who works around come and like talk to me and my coworker nonchalantly, all friendly. Not sure if it was me or my coworker…my coworker is considered “handsome” so I don’t know. Maybe it was because of me but idk.
Even though I feel really confident, there’s still apart of me that still doubts and wonders if I’m really the guy…what wanted embodies. Socially I struggle sometimes but have been more social than usual on this new wanted.
My goal is to embody the script to the fullest, no matter how long I have to run the sub solo.
I’m tempted to run true social but is true social really necessary if wanted has social scripting…can anyone who has run both subs let me know… would save me time and effort
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I matched with a fairly good looking woman who happens to do content and wants me to be in it with her, to build her onlyfans page…she basically pushed for everything, only thing left to do is meet and shoot content…just can’t act needy. Let’s see where it leads to, she even said my face won’t be in it so works out phenomenally. Funny how I have stop porn and masturbation as the module and now might be making some spicy content with her… the irony, so basically I get to have my cake and eat it too if all goes well. She gets to build her page and I get to fxxx multiple times with no strings attached lol…
lets see where it leads to and hopefully I don’t fumble the opportunity.
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You don’t need true social. Wanted has made me playful with everyone. You don’t need a separate title for it. Microloops are your friend.
And all the best with your fwb adventure
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Thats good to know, I contemplated on it for awhile but last night ended up adding primal romance to my stack and ran 30secs. I think I hit my sweet spot at 5 mins because when I ran for 7 mins I relapsed and started watching porn after a week without it.
I decided to run primal romance, will do only 30 secs with 5 days in between rests just so I can focus on wanted primarily. Running wanted solo has been very difficult.
Edit:
primal romance is mainly for attracting potential romantic partners who are down to fxxx consistently like a best friend with benefits
Thanks,
things have kind of slowed down but I’m 100 percent sure that she’s testing my neediness. She has been giving me like one word responses and I might be coming off as needy, so will pull back a little and let her chase
lol just practice edging with no porn and a time limit like 10 mins
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question for all the guys and gals too:
So I have this one female in my life who since running wanted and wanted black has been acting very weird, like almost manipulative. For example, I usually take awhile to text her, I don’t text her every day, I might text her randomly and see what’s going on, and we barely see each other like that anymore. We do work together but different departments. She’s always quick to respond but I noticed she started like turning off read receipts then turning them on every single time we text, which is not even that often. Very odd, almost like she’s trying to make me feel like some kind of way, idk…
has anyone had this happen???
I know I can’t be the only one, I feel like she’s playing me or trying to make me feel something for her cause why… I barely text her like that and when I do its usually short and sweet and exit when she starts playing those games…
maybe I’m overthinking it or just get easily annoyed by things like that, idk tbh
I guess when I start dating a lot, this won’t matter, right now she’s my only option sadly so I’m like way too needy smh
Not quite sure I follow. You think she’s turning on read messages when she specifically responds to you? Tbh, j wouldn’t notice the difference.
yea so basically when she responds right away you see the read (at whatever time) stamp, then after a few messages she turns off the read receipt, I only noticed because she would respond and it would say delivered but not showing the read receipt.
She would do this every time
At first I thought I was saying something that made her do that but she would laugh and text multiple messages at once
She never turns off read receipts for others, I know cause on the company phone, you can see all the read receipts, even when I text her or anybody else from the other shift.
So I’m left scratching my head puzzled whether she’s playing a game or something
Last week I went to the barbershop to get a haircut and I had one lady sit next to me when there was like two chairs next to her that were open. She was dressed very promiscuous with a short skirt and dressed to the 9s and 10s. Then my barber was a lady and she playfully touched my hair. She was cute but I didn’t make a move as the barbershop was very busy.
Not sure if I mentioned but I added primal romance and emperor and was running microloops, not sure if that was a good idea…
Also decided to go the QTKS route because why not. I’m sick of tired of living a mediocre life. I have primal seduction and emperor. I decided to go with these two because I’ve ran them in the past, PS gave me the best results as far as I can remember. I decided to go that route after getting rejected recently because I wasn’t able to close the deal and lack of alphaness. When I ran PS, I remember seduction being more fluid and automatic, like things just happened automatically. Everything just clicked easily.
Also, I heard one explanation of QTKS from a user on here that convinced me that QTKS was the right one for me…
They basically said when they ran the regular subs like emperor and whatever, it was like they need to do this and they need to that…
with QTKS they just did it, like the process was more automatic which I feel like I needed because I’m a huge procrastinator and doubt myself a lot which leads to timidness and lack of assertiveness in taking goals seriously
I was doing great yesterday during the day, I was enjoying myself, being the life of the party by myself and people started to take notice. Felt more confident then recon hit hard and fast, I’m guessing it was emperor. The one weird thing I’ve noticed is regular main program are very noticeable, like in your face. Name embed and custom are so under the threshold of consciousness that you think its not working but realize a few months later when you’re not running the sub that your whole reality has changed…its like working deeper to chip away at the old self. Good: The results seem to be long lasting the bad: Recon hits you hard
I’m waiting for my qtks, upgrading regular emperor to QTKS and adding emperor and primal seduction with new wanted modules.
Had a hot hot date cancel on me recently, last minute and it pissed me off for a few hours and I just said fuck it, not a big deal, will find another.
I feel way less needy and easier to talk with women, still…it’s kinda difficult because I’m going through a recon phase due to emperor but emperor has made me more confident and has gave wanted a more masculine alpha feel.
I relapsed and watched porn and masturbated, I think it’s my coping mechanism when faced with tough life situations.
Can’t wait to start QTKS…I don’t know why I thought it was a good idea to run emperor just like that, last time I ran emperor I ran it in a custom and it was pretty smooth because I had anti recon…this is a whole new animal of recon
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