Im in a relationship… So im not looking outside, but when we go out searching for someone else to join the party Im sure it will manifest.
Looks great man!
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Its been more than a month since my last journal update, to be honest I dont know where to start.
I did just Ardhanarishvara (Wanted/Heartsong/Sex Mastery/Diamond) + Rebirth for a while, now Im doing Epignosis (Sage/Alchemist St4)+ Rebirth only.
I went through a deep crisis… I had strong back pain and too much stress, hypnosis didnt help too much, so I began seeing a chiropractor.
After a while I realized that my back pain was a symptom of fear and frustration. Frustration with whats my actual life and fear to make the changes I needed. As soon as I realized that I began making changes.
I will no longer do NLP and Hypnosis trainings or personal sessions… I just dont want to anymore… Im currently taking trading lesson from a I guy I know very well who makes a really good living just by trading, so I asked for advice.
The truth is I do enjoy NLP and Hypnosis a lot when it comes to personal enhancent, but I just dont wanna deal with people, sales and that stuff anymore. It just isnt what I want for me… I want complete freedom.
At the same time we are having presidential elections and my country is at the verge of falling under communist control, which also had me really tense… I began to make all the paperwork to obtain Italian citizenship so I can flee if necessary.
Im working heavily with the Bengston method to manifest everything I want/need and its working very good.
For all this changes Epignosis + Rebirth had been and continues to be essential into making me question the very essence of who I am, of who I believed I wasnt.
I will update later changes related to Ardhanarishvara, so this post wont become that long.
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When it comes to my job changing decision I was experiencing block after block after block. I just couldnt get more students or clients. Not only I couldnt make my business grow, but it kept getting smaller… I grew less and less motivated to take action.
Of course I though my lack of motivation and fears where the cause of my business getting smaller, so I worked a lot to trascend fears and take action.
I was too attached to the idea that teaching NLP / Hypnosis was ny life mission… after all Ive spend 20+ years doing it. Then it became obvious that Epignosis and Rebirth where giving the desired results… only the results were not what I expected.
I became disidentified with my work and grew in another direction, of course to be really sure, Ive worked in releasing all fear before making a decision, so I can be sure it was the right decision for me.
After releasing all fear it was obvious I was forcing myself to continue a business I didnt want anymore… and letting go became way easier.
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Doing much better, thank for asking!
All this mission and purpose thing… I stopped thinking about it. What matters most for me right now, how can I get profit out of a situation(basic business mindset) and how can I add value. Purpose (now that I think about it) is just what areas in myself and outside myself can I improve?
two plain realizations that became very obvious for me:
- average income people want things rich people have but for affordable prices. Selling these things in mass quantities is a quick way to earn good money and achieve freedom
- trust is good but checking is better ( when it comes with dealing with staff)
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I had a couple of months something similar. My shoulder was injured and I could’t function with insomnia for about 6 weeks. But the lessons in that pain were exactly what I needed and humbled me a lot. Hope your back is better now 
Which country do you live in if I may ask?
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Im in Chile bro…
Thank you¡! I am much better and tomorrow I have another session with the chiropractor.
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Ooh yes!! I can relate to that frame now.
Second day of washout… In preparation for the ZP preview release.
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