The Solo Journey - Diving deep into myself

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#1

Brand-New Journal…Brand-New Way of doing things…from now on💯

Some options on the table…one non-negotiable style of listening to subliminals after deciding just one main goal.

Laser focus is the name of the new game I’m going to play.

So from this cycle on I’ll listen to just 1 title for at least 3 cycles to maximize the results on just main area of my daily life while having an indirect effect on the other ones.

What do I mean by that?

Let’s take for example the main goal of becoming the most attractive, muscular, aesthetic version of myself.

After I viewed several videos of YouTube on the topic of Bodygame, I resonated with the main benefits of becoming a jacked dude: primal sex appeal, confidence, attraction (social, romantic, work/business), perception of status, intimidation factor, opportunities (again in the work/business/social environments), health.

So by focusing on just 1 main area/goal, pretty much every other areas will receive indirects benefits and improvements over time.

1 strategic big goal = Huge rewards across the pond

Another option would be going to the other side of the spectrum and pick a title where the Higher Self will take over your daily life and guide you step by step.

So, no more Ego involvement in the decision process resulting in the most sustainable growth imaginable and possible, I guess.

1 title to rule them all.

This is the 6th washout day and I still need to decide which title to run in solo mode for (at least) the next 3 cycles.

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#2

Another vantage point would be becoming an executive machine in human form where I’ll take action on every area and so improving them with the power of action by listening to Emperor: The Executive.

Another option would be picking up my major weak point and working on it will boost my overall self-confidence way up due to the fact I’m finally making progress on an historical issue that I never solved. By turbo-boosting my confidence I’ll get major benefits and results in all other areas too.

So I got several options on the table to reflect upon but I just realized that, no matter what I choose, the fast results experienced will be highly beneficial across the whole spectrum.

If I won’t be able to choose it by the day after tomorrow, I will play a subliminal roulette and I’ll pick the winner.

However, one thing is for sure: I’ll be a Winner.

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#3

Revelation of Spirit is winning the race at the moment…

The only thing that it’s preventing me from running it it’s FOMO.

What am I going to miss though, realistically speaking?

Probably my current (already outdated) identity.

Whatever and whoever isn’t useful, functional, necessary for my real growth will leave.

So what am I waiting for?

More clarity.

I don’t think the egoic side of me will be so eager to be crystal clear about being left behind and not running the show anymore.

If it’s just fear, then there’s green light✅

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#4

Are you gonna run it as major version?
I’m gonna get it as name embedded with Spiritual Reality Alignment for next cycle.
I’m really excited.

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#5

@Parsifal Yes, the OG Revelation of Spirit.

Run a 5 min loop just 2 hours ago.

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#6

Pulled the trigger on RoS.

Now there’s no going back…

After playing the first 5 min loop this morning I went for my usual walking time around the lake and I started to be way more aware of my sensory perceptions, especially the world of sound around me.

Also a soothing deep calm started slowly to pour into myself.

Then I sit nearby the lake for my daily do-nothing practice while enjoying the great view.

The sounds around me became easier and easier to detect but I wasn’t actively seeking to focus on them by putting conscious effort.

It was more like an unfolding or even better an awakening of my sensory experience.

As the time was passing by doing nothing those perceptions started to involve my inner body and energies, especially my legs and feet.

In the meantime the deep stillness increased too going towards inner joy and a feeling that all is well as it is.

The simple act of watching people passing by was really satisfying as I was aware of their sound s, scent and movements.

It was so rewarding to just be and observe my surroundings without any other goal than to be there to enjoy those moments.

Then I stood up and clearly felt my feet at any steps like it was the first time I was walking. It was a pleasure the act of walking in itself that it really surprised me.

Everything wasn’t forced by willpower alone but just a little push on my part.

I was really grateful and I still am of the sudden shift in awareness I experienced and experiencing.

I think it’s fair to say that it will be the most life-changing title if I experienced a lot of objectives already in the very first few hours.

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#7

Slowly but surely, I’m leaving the current old way of looking at my daily life with a little bit of nostalgia.

I’m back on the spiritual path I started many years ago, when I also explored non-duality retreats. I interrupted it because I wasn’t mature enough to hold that weight.

Now I’m way stronger inside with a proper emotional intelligence and control to start with.

Right now, the difference is that the true Master is showing up within me and not as an external character I’ve previously put on an unreachable pedestal.

I’m not putting unnecessary concepts into the equation, too, because I want to be as open & receptive to the Higher Self guidance as I can be.

#8

Do you want to test for yourself how much processing of info/thoughts/emotions is going on in any given moment?

Just sit for at least 30 minutes and do nothing. Not even consciously meditating. No digital stimulation. Just you and your inner-outer reality. Just the plain and simple act of sitting.

Then you’ll get the reality check, no matter how advanced you assumed to be.

From now on I’ll base the need for subliminal inputs on my daily do-nothing practice.

If I’ll be on the moderate-high level of thoughts/emotions I’ll wait until that level is going to be on the lower/calm side.

No more binge listening.

No more overloading.

Let’s finish the digestion first.

No matter how many days or weeks it will take.

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#9

Even though this morning my mind was on the lower side of the processing spectrum, after I came back home a lot of physical tiredness showed up all of a sudden and I felt my body heavier than usual with some respiratory and digestive discomfort.

So I think I’ll wait to listen to RoS until it’s get to normal energetic levels.

To be fair I had a rough night health-wise.

However, I think it was a blessing in disguise because I watched a key life-changing video on how to shift the identity through working on the core beliefs.

I guess there’s a lot of inner work inside to clean up the energetic channels too.

It’s a very challenging but rewarding title for sure but it operates in very unpredictable ways. Egoic logic is not enough to predict what is going to unfold next.

Unfortunately, the higher is the risk the higher is the reward, egotistical-speaking.

#10

After having another do-nothing session and experienced a pretty calm mind, I played 2.30 min of RoS.

So if recon will be moderate to high as yesterday, I’m going to cut the listening time in half.

Instead if it will be on the lower side, the listening time will remain the same when the conscious processing activity will be on the calm/lower level as well.

Autoregulation for the Win💪

#11

I’m having sleep issues since I started playing with RoS to the point of questioning my whole strategy on its listening times.

However people seems to treat me even better than before due to my authenticity shining through better than ever. Maybe it’s due to conscious deep core beliefs work that I’m doing too.

Also, I’m getting more passionate about daily workouts because I’m deeply enjoing the feeling of increasing fullness in my muscles.

I found myself to be more in line with no inputs time lately by my do-nothing practice. I guess it’s due to the fact that if you want to be a conduit for your Higher Self to work through you have to empty yourself.

I’m connecting more with people during every interaction without any other motive than be there with them in the present moment.

So RoS it’s clearly working by lowering the microloop but there are health-related side effects that I shouldn’t underestimate.

Probably, the 5 minute loop at the beginning was too much and my overall being is still adapting to that heavy load on subconscious mind.

So, it’s fair to say that the physical transformation goal of mine is surving to RoS but other things are getting weaker, interest-wise.

Overall I think I should treat the exposure time on RoS, which is an advanced Artisanal title, very carefully.

In retrospect I should have started with probably even less than a 30s microloop.

Why?

Based on the analogy of getting stronger by weightlifting, you always start with lighter weights than you think that you could handle because you need to learn the technique first.

In some beginner strength programs they made you start with an empty bar and by applying the linear progressive overload adding few pounds at time every lifting day then you start to master the technique while lifting heavier and heavier.

However you don’t start with a challenging weight without having a good lifting form, unless you want to get into injury territory.

The same should be applied to subliminal programming, especially if they are the pinnacle of inputs.

In my honest opinion, by starting with 10s. microloops (empty bar) and adding 10s. every listening day you can have a more pleasant subliminal journey. If I’ll still have bad recon times on so low microloops, then I can deload by 10s-30s and restart climbing up the exposure as before.

Another live & learn episode…

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#12

Waiting for my RoS+Spiritual Reality Alignment to arrive for the next cycle.
Thanks to your warning I’ll start low. Perhaps only a minute instead of 3 as I planned.
Thank you.

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#13

Yes, please do not underestimate it. Probably is the most challenging title because the Ego doesn’t want to be bypassed and “used”.

In every other title the Ego is the main character, on RoS it’s not anymore.

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#14

On any other sub you feel like you’re driving your car, you can control it better than ever and you know your destination.

On RoS you feel like you’re being driven by an autonomous car and you’re in the passenger seat without knowing your destination.

That’s the closest analogy I can find to describe what the experience looks like on RoS.

Quite scary and ultimately paradigm-shifting experience, from the Ego perspective.

For example, I found myself driven by the urge of testing my 1RM PR main compound lifts at the gym this morning and I was almost scared of going all in under a relatively heavy barbell and then attempt to squat it. The fun fact is that I never squatted that kind of weight in probably 10 years.

So it looks like I’m going to shift from pure bodybuilding to powerbuilding/powerlifting all of a sudden.

On RoS you never know which direction your journey will take.

Not easy at all for someone who love to micromanage and control every single thing in his/her daily life.

I’m learning to trust my Higher Self and delegate it the driving process, even if my external reality isn’t responding as I would liked to be, at the moment.

However a very persuasive voice is telling me to surrender to the process, no matter what.

In my experience, when the external reality is seemingly crumbling down in 1 or more areas, then it’s time to drop the emotional/mental attachments and trust that your Higher Self will guide you to a way better experience/destination.

That’s my 5 cents.

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#15

Finally I managed to sleep at least 7 hours after a week of sleep issues like never before.

This morning I felt pretty much renewed and very grateful for the decent night of rest.

So this morning I was so much more positive, rock-solid confident and relaxed like I used to be on the best days.

At work the clients and my colleagues responded better to my positive attitude and I felt more emphatic both towards them and myself too, in a good way though.

Also I chit-chatted a little bit with a cute woman while waiting at the cue of the grocery store. Basically I told her to go ahead of me due to her very few items to pay, however she refused because she had some more near her. After that she opened a casual conversation with me, but it lasted briefly as I wasn’t really interested in her.

The new trend, that started around 10 days ago, is that people are opening up to me more than before as I need less words spoken on my part to spark an even deeper conversation with them.

I’m starting to experience the paradoxes in my daily life that logic doesn’t seem to get.

Maybe something very deep changed in my aura because consciously I’m not acting very different than before.

Maybe I just started to project less Ego and more Spirit.

Also, my armor is melting and revealing more and more my True Self.

I’m less concerned of becoming what is commonly defined as a Alpha man and more driven to embrace my own definition of a proper Human Being where the accent is on ‘Being’.

#16

Strange experiences lately going back and forth with the old and the new identity.

Today at some point with my friends I did not want to hang out with them but I stayed there aware of the inner conflict.

The truth is that I really want way deeper and more attuned relationships for sure. I’m not in sync with them and I cannot force a true friendship with them.

The paradox is that the 2 women in my group were opening some conversations with me even though I felt a lot of distance between us. To the point I was invited by one of them to hang out with her the next Saturday despite I was quieter, less charming, closed off, less witty than usual and less positive.

So, even though I wasn’t socially there in the common viewed sense, people seemed to be more drawn to me and opening up more and more.

The less masks I wear the more attraction and attentions I seem to get.

If I don’t have anything to say, I won’t say it. If I want to ignore something said, I won’t hide it.

If I’m not feeling being active in the conversation, I won’t force it.

I’m going beyond (or below if we take in consideration the societal expectations) what is meant to be social while getting more positive responses.

Another paradox that defies what everyone and their mother thinks about being socially skilled, but reaping the rewards of quite successfully being it.

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#17

Based on everything I journaled, I just realized I’m starting to drop the whole fixing paradigm I have been trapped for decades.

A sticky paradigm where I assumed I was never enough and that I should be searching for the next best thing to finally become the real “Me”.

However you cannot become the real “You” as you are already it to begin with.

I cannot transform in my real identity.

I just have to drop everything that’s covering it.

It’s not an additional process but a subtraction.

It looks like going back in full circle where you begun the “growth” process but with the fallout of the illusion of being separate from your ideal Self. A separation that never ends if you’re constantly searching for the best technique to reach a distant mirage. A search that never ends because you’re trying to reunite with something that you already are.

It’s not a search, it’s a Revelation of what already is.

It’s a shift in awareness.

That’s it.

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#18

This looks like it is dramatically changing you

I might have to try it at some point

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#19

@MAkh From my perspective, It’s not changing who I am but the vantage point from I usually operate.

Based on your starting point where you experience life and yourself, you’ll have your unique unfolding of the revelation(s).

So everyone will experience RoS in his/her own way.

#20

:no_entry:Masks reinforce the Ego.

:no_entry:Forcing actions through sheer willpower reinforce the Ego.

:no_entry:Persuasion, manipulation and authority reinforce the Ego.

:no_entry:Psychological armours reinforce the Ego.

:white_check_mark:True authenticity weaken the Ego and reinforce the embodiment of Higher Self.

:white_check_mark:Inspired actions weaken the Ego and reinforce the embodiment of Higher Self.

:white_check_mark:True Presence during interactions weaken the Ego and reinforce the embodiment of Higher Self.

:white_check_mark:Positive vulnerability weaken the Ego and reinforce the embodiment of Higher Self.