**12/18/23 CYCLE 2 WEEK 4**
**WASHOUT WEEK #2**
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Had a relatively unproductive weekend, but got some rest, so all is good.
I went shopping, and I was trying to make eye contact with a few women I walked by just to do it. The thing I noticed on QC still seems to apply.
I can’t do it.
That’s not to say I’m too shy or timid or anything like that, I got over that years ago. It’s just that I look directly at their eyes, and they don’t notice and don’t lock eyes with me. Like I’m not even there.
The thing is that I’ve had an extremely good success rate at that on previous programs. I don’t know if something has changed for the worse with me, something has changed with society in general, or maybe just in my area, but it’s different and not in a good way.
I don’t get it.
In the good side, I did wind up talking to several people of the female persuasion just in the matter of course. That’s not something I normally do. -
I’ve been reading the discussion thread for DRP. I’m excited to get started with that, but a little nervous.
Was combining it with the new Emperor too ambitious? Now I thought that with Dragon Emperor, and that worked fantastically, but this might be a really rough run.