Quite! A lot of stuff is gone, time to replace with something better.
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Day 1 (Khan ST2)
11.5 hours
Current listening plan:
- True Social x2
- Khan ST2 (hours listed are total # of hours for Khan ST2 so far).
Now, this is what Iām talking about! Iāve been looking for a subliminal that can truly reprogram my mind to be more social. Before SubClub I had been focusing on this, and I thought that I would need to spend a considerable amount of time to first do a social sub and then second a sexual attraction sub. Itās great to know that Iām killing two birds with one stone through Khan.
Of course, given the circumstances related to the current pandemic, Iām not going out as much right now which means that I have to do other things to help reprogram my mind. These are just a few of the things Iām planning to do along with the subliminal:
- Calling/video chatting with people more routinely. This is largely an act of initiative though Iāve gotten the friend mentioned earlier in this log to be more proactive about it himself! Those who do receive these calls appreciate them very much.
- Reading up material related to social success and stuff of that nature.
My dreams last night seems to reflect this first day of programming. I had all sorts of interesting social experiences, from being the center of attention in one dream to making people happily surprised to see me to hanging out and chatting with a ton of people from different parts of my life, it was quite an experience!
Reconciliation: None
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Day 2
22.5 hours
Spent a good chunk of time yesterday reading; surprised at how smooth ST2 has been so far with no reconciliation side effects.
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Thatās been my experience with ST2, smooth as chocolate. Didnāt get the crushing reconciliation that others had.
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Day 3
35.5 hours
Smooth sailing. I continue to learn more social stuff. Called a friend and we spent an hour on the phone. Dreams were once again pretty exciting, with me hanging out with and talking with a lot more people than is usual for my dreams (usually the focus of the dream doesnāt have to do with hangouts).
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Damn, I wish I could do a simultaneous listen of Khan ST2 & PCC. However, even if I could, it wouldnāt be particularly fruitful right now since Iām not reading The 48 Laws of Power nor am I interacting with many people in personā¦I suppose PCC will have to wait until Iām acclimated to ST4.
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bro,
how does St2 feel without taking action?
Two points @mecharc
- I have taken action thatās adapted to the current circumstances, including reading and watching various materials regarding social stuff as well as keeping in touch with people.
- It is a VERY smooth sub so far. Check out the past few entriesāno reconciliation so far! Iāve had some fun dreams. In fact, it may be smoother than any subliminal Iāve ever listened to, as even the ineffective ones created by other companies have led to some brain discomfort. This one? No pain or discomfort.
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Bro! This journal on my text to speech app sounds like a novel.
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Day 8
100 hours
Hey everyone, things are going just fine. Itās been a bit quiet recently, and admittedly Iāve been a bit lazy to work on Khan goals. Of course, itās a little hard to do so with current circumstances. However, earlier today I was on the phone with my grandparents and it went much better than last time. Going into the conversation, I was aware of past patterns and the talk went smoothly!
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Day 17
204.5 hours
Would you look at that! 9 days have gone by since the last entry and today, Iāve shot past 200 hours! The full extent of what that time spent reprogramming means, however, wonāt be fully realized yet as the coronavirus continues. I donāt have any signs of reconciliation to point me towards major breakthroughs or something of that nature. Due to the aforementioned reasons Iāve been somewhat dilatory in my efforts to document my road here. Nonetheless I shall note a few things for those interested!
- My dreams continue to put me in social scenes. Not only that, there has been a recent development where some of my dreams have people interested in me and reaching out to me to hang out and go on interesting adventures together!
- I noticed lately that my parents give me a bit more respect. Some friends who have talked with me over the phone have given me subtle signs of respect and appreciation. At work today, I felt more respected!
- Conversation with others has flown more smoothly as of late.
On another note, itās unfortunate that thereās a delay in Q. That said, I do wish that the SubClub team would update Khan sooner than later so that I can run a super-powerful version of Khan and be even more aggressive in my reprogramming efforts. I know my mind can take it 
I have set goals for both the number of days and number of hours. I will be blowing past 500 hours for Khan, and given current circumstances I envision that I will be listening to Khan ST2 for at least as many days as planned.
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Agreed Upon
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With the development of new technologies at SubliminalClub and the current situation being what it is, Iām here to note down just what my current roadmap for SubClub 2020 looks like so far.
- Khan ST1 (450 hours - done)
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Khan ST2 (~60 days - in progress)
- True Social x2
- Khan ST3 (30 days)
- Libertine x1
- True Social x2
- Khan ST4 (500 hours)
- Libertine x2
- True Social x2
- PCC (500 hours/48 days)
- Khan ST4
- The Commander
- True Social/Libertine (situational)
- Khan ST4 (until end of the year)
- Superchargers TBD
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Day 25
298.5 hours
Another day, another log. Today is day 25 and while it isnāt done yet, this time Iām checking in midday. Iāll be reaching 300 hours soon enough, which is great! Whatās not as great is my recent decline in interest in socializing. Heck, Iāve even been slightly less interested in documenting on here, too; so it is much better to document midday than to not document at all! Imperfect action beats inaction.
With all the time at home by myself and with my family, I have continued to become more and more aware of the fact that I actually donāt need to hang with people that much. There are a few angles to this. In some ways, itās a good thing because that kind of neediness would especially be problematic right now since itād be difficult to fulfill during the current situation.
Iād say that the one concern I have with the current attitude is how it plays into long term social goals. In general, I am looking to be socially successful. In order to do that, thereās a bunch of stuff to do. Skills to learn. Actions to take. What about attitudes towards socializing? This is a matter of motivation and unfortunately, itās been a bit hard to come by for a while.
This article particularly resonated with me today, and it gave me a bunch of good points to think about (am I actually close with anyone? Is this a mechanism against discomfort around socializing?) that Iāll need to continue to keep in mind. However, it is a bit disconcerting that I continue to have social goals mainly because they are pragmatic. Not that being pragmatic is bad, rather that it is often at odds with what I feel like doing. With that said, I wonāt be straying off of social subliminals yet. I walked into this year with the intention that itād be a big year to push myself and change my mindset around social matters. Even if I canāt do that through action right now, Iāll push to change my mind as much as I can using audios. And thatās why I see myself using Khan until the end of the year.
Khan Q Khanāt Khome Soon Enough.
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I see what you did thereā¦
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Day 27
324.5 hours
Just wanted to share that I may just jump from ST2 to ST4. Not that Iād be missing out on anything since ST4 includes both ST2 and ST3 nor would I be rushing per se. Iād just be transferring the hypothetical ST3 hours into ST4 hours.
Day 31
360 hours
Astounding. For the first time since starting my SubClub journey, I gave myself a break from listening to the audio. I did this because I noticed that I was starting to develop some tinnitus and my ears should have a break. Thereās also the mental fatigue which I suspect was due to not only the constant listening of Khan but also some Sapien fields. So yesterday, I listened to Khan ST2 for 0 hours.
The result is unexpectedly very positive. Today, I feel a much better sense of being. Not only have I not experienced tinnitus so far today (this is in part thanks to relying more on speakers as well as using lower volumes when listening through headphones), I have also felt more confident. My posture is stronger and I take up more space. Head up, broad shoulders. I feel like I have more vitality. My voice also seems to be deeper today, though that has fluctuated a bit over time. It seems that the rest period has done wonders for me and I will be utilizing more rest days in the future.
I am also excited for Khan Q to come out soon!
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Great Journal.
I noticed you had a solid game plan in completing Khan end to end, however in your last few posts you planned to shift from ST2 to ST4. Iām curious what changed?
Also you mentioned mental fatigue - did you only experience that near the end of the sub? Or was it throughout ST2.
Any plans on moving on to ST3 or ST4? Iām assuming the lack of social interactions at this time paused your khan timeline?
Iām curious as Iām contemplating between emperor or khan and at this point (during this -endemic). I thought doing khan ST1 might be the best option, and ST2 in a few months when social interactions are back to normal.