Although I said my last post would be my last in a while, there are a few loose ends I need to tie up.
The Road To Alexandria
Firstly, the title of this thread is The Road To Alexandria, and the reason for that was that originally my first app was going to be a reading and research app, leaving the data analysis app for development after the first app was completed. However I quickly realized as I got into the mechanics of development that both apps would take about equal time to develop, due to all the shared libraries I had to craft. So the title “The Road To Alexandria” is not as descriptive as it was intended to be, and to be honest, the reading and research app for the Quest 2 may never come about as I have too many other projects that are likely to pull more money or interest in.
ASBR, spirituality/manifestation and sub interaction
The journey I took from November of 2022 when I re-entered programming work and started exploring Christian spirituality, up until the current day where I have reached a kind of uneasy equilibrium in the programming side of things, began with Revelation of Mind and Revelation of Spirit, among other subs.
Prior to that journey, I had a rich experience in many spiritual traditions including Indian spirituality (Hindu and some Buddhist), some Native American historical and prophetic context, Qabalah, ceremonial magic(k), free energy tech, Egyptian religious traditions and many more. One could say that as an undiagnosed autistic individual with a tendency towards obsessively thorough research, I made it my task to understand as much of these fields as possible, and to research their roots and origins. That even included around 20 years studying alchemy via the original texts and appeal to the laboratory of Nature.
I mention all these things to point to the stark difference between the journey of the last one and a half to two years, and the prior journey. One of the over-arching questions that remained in the back of my mind during that period was: how are these two seemingly incompatible groupings of knowledge going to integrate together? And how can I marry them with my subliminal work, as well as my personal moral and ethical position?
Particularly, a concern I had always had with subliminals was around teasing out the contributions of subliminals to forward development and growth, versus the contribution from communion with God and prayer, versus the 101 other factors that can yield a result. This is not a moot question, because it is possible if one ascribes a result to the wrong thing, to become overly grateful or dependent upon that thing, or more precisely to develop erroneous thinking.
I feel like I finally have answers to these questions that are solid enough that I can use them in forging a path forward. I won’t go into a lot of detail on this point since this is not a place to give a theological or epistemological discourse, other than to say that I think that it is crucial that every subliminal listener find a way to answer these questions to their own satisfaction as well. Anyone who seriously walks a spiritual path and also uses subliminal audio is going to run into the same questions eventually.
Ultimately even beyond the spiritual implications, the questions go to the core of using subs in a “scientific” way, by which I mean a way wherein you test a hypothesis about subliminal use and outcome and get repeatable results in similar circumstances.
Interestingly, I feel like my original run of RoM/RoS in early 2023 ended up overflowing into my use of other subs like Hero or ASBR, or to put it a different way, the seed forms created by RoM/RoS were watered by the later subs and bore fruit.
Through this journey of fruiting these seeds I have identified that unique aspects of Judeo-Christian thought that are still relevant to God-loving individuals of today, while at the same time finally identifying a means of differentiating between false doctrines (or those which open one to manipulation by other beings, physical and non physical) and ones which are compatible with the teachings of Christ, in alignment with John 7:16-17. This finally gives me license to move forward using the knowledge I had previously gleaned in my studies without fear of acting in a way contrary to the teachings of the Master (although, acting in a way that would probably be frowned upon by “orthodox” or “accepted” versions of the faith)
This was important to me to work out. Mainly because I have never been one to blindly accept something without verification, and also because I am painfully aware of how a single subtle untruth in a document can be used to turn people in wrong directions. The letter kills, but the spirit vivifies.
The reason I mentioned ASBR with regards to this is how it is meant along with the newer ZP to have you answer for yourself internally those questions about your core being that relate to the subs, and I feel like ASBR kicked that up a notch as soon as I started periodically using it. The questioning (and finding the right questions) was intense and geared towards me finding the truth of what I could speak about as a content creator and potentially as a writer as well without sending people on a path towards error, and a way of ensuring complete confidence in what I was to speak about so as to avoid problems when responding to haters or trolls etc.
Conclusion
All of these is to say that I feel like ASBR and the other lesser subs I use periodically set the stage for me to begin a role as a content creator in my own unique niche by intensifying an existing process of integration, to ensure things were not thrown out unnecessarily. It hasn’t completely resolved all the questions I have to address before I go down this path (the fame and brand creation aspects still hold a few questions for example), but I’m a lot closer to a solid plan in this than I was a month ago.
