Great journal @AlexanderGraves! I started Khan ST1 because of it! It’s been one of my faves and one of the most effective. Looking forward to reading your progress on EoG, as it’s really pulling at me:)
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Alex, we’re sorry to lose you on Khan. But I understand how challenging Khan can be. I think what you wrote in a previous post, may help you out the next time you decide to run Khan. And also, I do agree with another poster that Khan should be run solo, at least for the first two stages. Good luck on your future subs!
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Barleypop, are you keeping an online journal for Khan? Would love to read it. I’m also on Khan stage 1. Currently on a 10 day washout. Will come back Sunday on Day 34. I plan on doing 60 days of listening before moving on to stage 2. Also running it solo.
Hey @Gilligan! I keep a daily “offline” journal. I’ll be starting up a Journal beginning of next week. I’ve been on Khan stage 1 for about 2 months and think i still may continue for another couple of weeks. I feel my TB is 85% there:) I run Khan TB in the evening before bed, (found this to be most effective for me from experimentation) Great program and it works wonders. My main program is Emperor and a touch of Stark here and there.
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Looking forward to seeing your journal.
I agree. Stage 1 needs a lot of time. I believe it’ll make stage 2 easier. So take your time on it.
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Maybe add Yggdrasil.
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Journal about the foundation will proceed here: The 4 Gods of the... ASCENSION - First one: HERMES
Will most likely do that, although the custom changed a bit, see other thread.
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This journal is technically on pause, but what happened yesterday I attribute to Khan:
The Dark side of Chasing Women
[Mod Edit: Refer to women as women. Referring to people as per genitalia by blocking out letters with ** is just a way of trying to find a loophole] I am a member of a big group of men succeeding in all areas of life. Many of them millionaires, the rest making big bucks, having multiple women, etc. A lot of them (not all) make their money by pimping their or multiple girls. Onlyfans, Stripchat, etc.And I know the details of this. I know the secret to make a woman so obedient that you can pimp her. It’s mostly emotional manipulation up to eleven. I also did it in the past myself. There is my confession.
Btw to anyone who has an OF account:
You never chat with the women yourself. The pimp does all the posts on Reddit, all the chats on OF, and all the dick-ratings. You literally have your dick rated by another dude. Just sayin.
So anyway, something always felt wrong to me about this. Although with our absolute lack of masculinity in today’s society, this sells well.
And yesterday there was a meet-up where I joined. I was reluctant to go at first, because as you know, Khan sent me on a spiritual journey. So I am on a different path now, but I went anyway. Hard to say no to wearing a slick suit, eat juicy steaks, have a scotch whiskey and smooth cigars.
However, while I was talking to these men I just realized how I cannot relate to any of them anymore. For a simple reason:
It has no meaning.
In the teenage males mind, threesomes sound good (I know how to get them as well), but if you think about it, it’s 15-60 minutes of quick, fleeting pleasure and then it’s gone.
Whereas with my self-improvement brand where I literally help men get their life in order and maximize it, I am creating my little dent in the universe. Long-term.
This honestly gives me a better satisfaction than laying hotties.
So while we were sitting there checking out a bunch of girls (by the way, idk if Khan has a gorgeous manifestor or if my own manifestation writings worked out (was trying something), but there were ONLY absolute beauties out yesterday. The table next to us had 9 women which could easily go as models, some kind of birthday party where they gifted the main girl a bunch of lingerie… sounds like a dream. Anyway) while this happened and the guys were going crazy on how to get them on Onlyfans I was just enjoying my Whiskey, enjoying the beauty of the women without second thoughts.
Was weird to me, but I truly just enjoyed the feminine energy there without any dark thoughts about it.
So I think Khan manifested this happening for me intentionally. Part of my Natal Astrology Chart is that the dark side will pull me every now and then. I felt that pull yesterday. I was thinking of getting back into this for a second. I had conscious reconciliation, because I was very aware of my thoughts going back and forth.
I did, however, fully decide now that this is a bad path I no longer want to tread. I want my life to have meaning. There is no meaning in laying 200 women. But there is meaning in helping 200 men to enjoy their life. To help other men create greatness in their life. This doesn’t mean I can’t teach them how to get a great woman, or that I suddenly don’t like sex anymore (especially once I run primal lol), but it’s a different approach.
It’s switching from “I want to do all these positions with multiple women” to “I just want to enjoy the feminine pleasure, living fully in that moment.”
I think I matured a lot there.
I am feeling great about this decision and it marks a milestone in my life, which is why I think this was manifested intentionally.
EDIT: I should add that this only applies to ME, I know for a fact, that having a ton of girls gives some men a LOT of satisfaction for their life. So by all means, get your Wanted and do it 
It’s just not for me.
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Good for you man!
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As you are writing those words you are still integrating parts of Khan. The processing and integration hopefully will continue for the next week or two after you’ve stopped Khan.
Have you considered restarting Khan in a couple of weeks? With QV1 instead of QV2? Was QV1 easier when you ran it? If so, then that may be an option.
Take care bro, on your self-growth quest!!!
Running Primal in light of running other subs along might be a better plan than sticking to Khan, depending on the goals that is but for reconnecting with our primal self and improving our sexual energy only Primal is a better choice than Khan anyway and that seems to be one of the AlexSQ’s goals right now as far as I can tell.
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No it’s gonna be about a year because of
This.
I think that’s a better foundation.
See the link to my journal above.
AM and Eog1 first. Then a custom on AM and ME.
DR
Primal
Alchemist
In that order.
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Welcome to the world of dancing energies, it’s weird at first but so much more enjoying in the end Enjoyed reading this post 
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Earth
Water
Fire
Air
Nice combination. I started with Water and Air - healing and purifying.
Then it’s time for Fire - sexuality - and Earth - money and empire building.
Khan has it all… I miss that sub a lot but I have some other priorities right now.
We have to remember that there are no superior and inferior subs but the only real difference is the difference in the scope and the level certain subs work on. Khan has a really broad scope of goals whilst programs like Mogul or Primal have it really narrow, therefore, it’s much easier to address certain issues, needs and goals and work on them more swiftly.
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Exactly.
Building the foundation on all 4 elements with narrow scope and then coming back to the Khan 
I’m sure Khan would take you there anyhow but it could take much more time since you would be out of balance for a long time. Say you didn’t have your finances sorted out and Khan would lead you to enjoying your time with women or just being Zen and not giving a damn. That was my case on Khan, I felt Zen and I didn’t even want to think about making money let alone building my own empire and was satisfied with a regular job. I think Khan would lead me to wealth and my own empire sooner or later but it looked like the latter (later) wast the case whilst on Mogul I saw my interest in improving my finances and I took action towards it straight ahead. Why, because the scope of Mogul is much narrower and targeted mainly on wealth generation.
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That is what I’m looking for in Khan. I was a bit thrown off by other people’s experience of Khan. It made some people ruthless or even more aggressive. But I guess it depends on the subconscious idea of what a Khan is.
For one person, Khan is in your face type personality. For another it maybe a more zen like experience. So a person’s subconscious mind would steer you in developing that persona.
Not me. Khan pronounced the best qualities in me at the same time neutralizing some of my shortcomings.
Precisely and that’s how all SC subs work. They don’t put you in a predefined frame but help you unlock your true potential and help you transgress your limits.
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zen all the way for me as well baby!
But as soon as I put in place cleart steps to build my empire, I felt that determination Fire is mentioning to get there.
I think Khan won’t support your empire dreams if you don’t have a plan to get there. But man, once you do iron out that plan…
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Currently passing through this. I’m on my third day with Khan. And I’m so tempted to go back to porn. Damn, a lot of sexual energy
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