Been getting lots of results.
I am really feeling the resilience scripting from Seductress.
My YouTube channel views are doing well.
Getting consistent engagement on my socials.
Feeling the physical shifting happening.
I took myself on a solo road trip on the long weekend.
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Day 12 ~ rest day
I had some crazy dreams. Lots of processing.
Here’s YouTube views for last 30 days. I’ve just been making shorts lately.
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Wash out day 3 ~
Today I had a deep realisation about how I’m perceived—especially when I choose to share something I’m moving through. I noticed that certain people, when I open up, respond as though I don’t already know what I’m talking about. As if I haven’t been living this path for over two decades. As if I’m new to my own process.
I know they care. I know they love me. But it still feels off. It diminishes me—not intentionally, but it does. And I’m noticing that it only happens with specific people, which tells me there’s still something lingering in my self-concept that invites that dynamic. Maybe a thread of people-pleasing. Maybe an old mask of relatability.
I am the embodied teacher and the ever-evolving student. I trust my voice. I trust my knowing.
I don’t need to prove that I already know. I live it.
I release any residue of needing to be seen to validate who I am.
This is the line I walk now:
Holding space for my own growth while being deeply rooted in the truth of who I am.
It’s not either/or. I can be in process and be powerful.
I can be vulnerable and whole.
I can be witnessed without being rescued.
The Old Mask of Relatability
This mask makes me slightly dim my brilliance, edit my language, or lower my frequency to make others more comfortable. It’s that subtle shaping of how I share so I stay “relatable”—even when I’ve outgrown that version of me.
How it has shown up:
Downplaying my embodiment by pretending I’m still “figuring it out.”
Turning lived wisdom into casual reflection so I don’t seem too certain.
Softening my light so no one feels threatened or left behind.
Seeking validation in the form of “relatable feedback,” when what I really want is to be seen as whole.
But I’m not here to fit in.
I’m here to shine—with clarity, kindness, and unapologetic wholeness.
The Thread of People-Pleasing
It’s subtle, but present. It whispers:
“Don’t let them think you’re too powerful—they might pull away.”
“Don’t share the full truth—they might not understand.”
“Tweak how you speak so you stay likeable.”
Even in moments where I’m sharing truth, I see how I sometimes shape it so others feel comfortable with my process. I seek to maintain connection—even if it means downplaying my own knowing.
But this is an old strategy. One rooted in a younger version of me who thought:
“Connection is safer than truth.”
And I don’t live there anymore.
My Mirror Moment
What surprised me the most?
I see where I do this with others, too.
I’ve projected onto people I love when they were in process—maybe because I didn’t know how to fully hold their evolution without offering insight. Maybe part of me needed them to have it all together so I wouldn’t have to feel the discomfort of uncertainty.
This awareness humbles me—and frees me.
Because now I can choose differently.
What I Can Say (if needed):
Soft & Clear:
“Thank you—I know you’re coming from a caring place. I’m just sharing right now, not looking for insight. I trust how I’m moving through this.”
Direct & Rooted:
“When I share something I’m experiencing, it might sound like I’m asking for advice—but I’m actually grounded in my process. I’m not lost, I’m evolving.”
Playful but Powerful:
“You know I teach this stuff, right? I’m just letting it breathe—not outsourcing my knowing.”
Internal Reframes (for silent moments):
“This is their lens, not my limit.”
“I revise this moment into one of empowerment and connection.”
“I don’t need to correct them to feel seen—I already see myself.”
“They’re responding from care, not clarity—and that’s okay.”
Sometimes I rewrite the moment in my mind:
“I imagine them saying: ‘I trust you. You’ve got this. I see your strength even in your processing.’”
Just like that, I return to my centre.
My Truth Now
I’m no longer shaping my truth to protect others from their discomfort.
I’m no longer softening my knowing to keep the peace.
I’m no longer performing humility just to stay relatable.
I don’t need to over-explain to be understood.
I don’t need to be witnessed to know I’m real.
I don’t need to play small to belong.
I rise because it’s who I am—
not because I need to prove something.
I evolve because I’m devoted to truth—
not because I’m trying to earn my place.
Let me be witnessed in my fullness: the teacher, the student, the ever-becoming.
Let me meet myself there first.
And let those who can truly see me—see all of me—walk with me.
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Washing out has really been helping me to experience rapid identity shifts.
I keep getting goosebumps when I think of my desires and manifestations I have been working on materializing.
It feels like true embodiment of a lot of the seductress scripting.
I even feel more confident driving. 
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Day 1 — Returning to Joy & Radiance
I’ve just started listening to Seductress + Genesis: The Art of Happiness and Joy (GHJ) again as my current stack—both on the same day, with a rest day in between. This moment feels like a soft reset, a gentle invitation to deepen what I’ve already built inside.
It’s powerful to begin from this place: not trying to fix or change anything, just amplifying what’s already here.
My intentions with this stack:
• To embody joy as my natural state
• To feel grounded, magnetic, and emotionally steady
• To align with love, opportunities, and support that match my value
• To move through my days with softness and grace—even in challenge
• To let go of emotional residue that’s no longer mine to carry
• To reconnect with my sensuality, creativity, and power in a way that feels true
• To enjoy more—simple moments, laughter, connection
• To make joy and magnetism effortless and unforced
Seductress reminds me that I don’t need to hustle for attention—my energy speaks. GHJ reminds me that my inner world creates everything. Together, they feel like the perfect balance of radiance and calm.
This stack isn’t about chasing transformation. It’s about living it.
Here’s to Day 1—and everything that unfolds from here.
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Did you ever consider, if you’d want to run AS R again, to get it Name Embedded with Essence: Sirens Call?
That way you’d get the fame boost and everything else from ASBR, but Sirens Call could balance out the masculine aspects from ASBR.
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I am not sure how that works? I’ve never made a custom before. Just ASBR name embedded with
Essence: Sirens Call? I used to play around with building customs that would come out to be hundreds of American dollars. I am Canadian. That currency difference sucks.
I get great results from what I’ve been doing custom free. Not to say I wouldn’t consider what you’re suggesting.
I definitely want to revisit ASBR again when I feel ready. It’s been blooming wonderfully. I have listened to it since its release with mostly full loops and lots of execution. My concern is around the masculine boost. I am already very masculine by nature and embracing the feminine more. A balanced act. 
I have been mostly doing shorter listening cycles lately with little washouts to reset!
Getting a name embedded major with Sirens call would cost you around 103 Canadian Dollar.
Just go to the thread and click the link to he store. You need a separate account if you do t have one. Choose ASBR as main and Essence: Sirens Call as module.
But simply having ASBR infused with more femininity could make a huge difference for you.
I’d also recommend to intensively use conscious guidance. So every time you run it, tell your subconscious that you don’t want the masculine traits, rather want to grow your feminine side.
Go into even more detail and explain to your subconscious how you want it to manifest the scripting. How you want to feel while being in front of a camera, how you want to be perceived, etc. Tell your subconscious everything Everytime you listen.
That should make a huge difference alone.
Especially when combined with Sirens Call.
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Roger that. 
I am so comfortable and confident on camera! That is the easiest part for me. I love the way I speak, how I articulate my words, my tone, my beautiful face and the way my energy impacts my audience. I hardly ever use filler words. I even did a video on how people can stop doing that!
I want to have an extra large following with active & consistent engagement on YouTube. Big vision for myself. I’m enjoying my latest content and the baseline for view count. It’s rising.
I always lead from conscious guidance and awareness.
Thank you for your help 
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Today’s been a big processing day. I feel so much relief now that I have moved through some things internally.
I was carrying some beliefs that definitely were blocking some of my blessings around marriage and truly being committed to someone and eventually moving out of this house and being with my person whenever that happens.
I had some negative associations from how my parents marriage separation went with my mom essentially having to start over with nothing.
I see why relationships never lasted more than 4 years with me ending things. Both engagements were same amount of time!
It’s time to let go of old stories with love and embrace the new ones. I am grateful for all of those lessons because they were experiences I needed for my growth.
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Day 3 ~ Seductress & GHJ
I feel overjoyed at the moment. Everything feels so good. I am all smiles! 
I am taking this energy and channeling it outward to the lovely waitresses at one of my fav food places.
I decided to only do 6 minute loops of each today. I noticed how my head was feeling and stopped when I felt slight discomfort. I don’t need to overdo it.
I am noticing less tension between my teenager and I.
I ended up having a conversation with one of the ladies from yoga class for like 20 minutes after class. I gave her some suggestions for her hair. I felt her light up in my presence.
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The abundance keeps flowing to me and through me! I love it.
I am noticing people being extra chatty with me when I go into stores and restaurants.
My dreams have been quite vivid past few days.
I did full loops of Seductress & GHJ today.
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Day 9 ~ I decided to listen to the updated Minds Eye today after Seductress. My friend just purchased it a couple days ago and got me curious. 
This was my first loop of the updated version. I’ll probably rotate between ME and GHJ. Not being so rigid with my stacks anymore. I have focused goals and a clear path.
Minds Eye was one of the first subliminals I purchased here alongside Seductress and Paragon in 2022. Wow!!!
I did some gentle somatic yin yoga like body work before bed last night and slept in today. Felt so good.
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I had a really fast manifestation today.
I decided I wanted a text from someone I haven’t heard from in almost a month. I visualized seeing a text message from them on my phone. I felt into the feeling of it being done. I went and did yoga for 15 minutes, started the bbq and then that person texted me!
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Day 11 ~ Seductress & Minds Eye full loops
I had the desire today to put some kin tape on my chest where I get lines from my boobs squishing together while I side sleep! 
I’m not giving up the way I sleep. I value being comfortable for sleepy time.
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I’ve been taking a wash out for 2 days so far… I felt like I had a lot of processing going on and I need to let things flow more smoothly!
It’s fun following my own intuition with how I approach subs these days.
I wrote some really beautiful content for my socials today. Highly productive morning before my daughters woke up. It’s a PA day here. (No school.)
I’ve become much less reactive with my kids. Far from perfect. I recognize that I still have my challenges while also embracing the changes and progress. 
My 12 year old is at that stage of moving into her teenage years… I can empathize and show her compassion during this transition. When I notice myself wanting to react, I can go within and remind myself of this. It’s slowly improving! She’s a fireball like her parents. 
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Resumed listening today ~ Seductress & Minds Eye
My body is feeling a lot tighter in places I want to be tighter. 
My hair is cooperating for me with styling.
My manifesting of a text message led to more manifestations with that person. I imagined we’d have specific conversations and would meet in person and it all happened. 
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While looking at a photo of lavender, I began to smell and taste lavender. Wowza!
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