It is pretty awesome, very evocative. Courtesy of somebody on the internet.
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At first I was pretty surprised when I picked up my guitar, it was like no time has passed. Even though I haven’t played in 2 years, it felt almost like I never stopped.
Then I was a bit shocked about how fast Im improving in just 3 days… lightning fast, faster than ever.
Now I understand why its happening! I have 0 inner dialog or inner judge… only joy!
Before I would tense up about every little mistake and have real rigid standards about how things should be, but now I just enjoy playing and learning for the fun of it, its impressive what happens when I make a mistake, almost immediately and unconsciously I correct it.
The fun is all in the path!!
What helped me achieve this? The Psychonaut and the NSE for sure.
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Day#16
The Psychonaut × 5 minutes
LBfH × 10 minutes
I think im gonna sleep some more, its pretty early still.
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Last night hypnosis experiment went pretty good, my intention is simple… Go deeper and learn to navigate those deeper states, then bring more relaxation and awareness into my daily life.
Last night I achieved a pretty deep state of consciousness.
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Lots of anger being processed today… For now Im pretty aware of it and pretty much non explosive.
I have noticed that the anger comes from a double bind.
“I want you to ask me for that more often”.
If I ask… Then no, because it should be spontaneous.
If spontaneous… Then no, because I didn’t have time to prepare.
Honestly it makes me want to quit altogether.
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Anger has melted down to what its seems to be nothing at all. Although my dreams where kind of aggressive and confusing.
Maybe I processed the anger while sleeping.
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Day#18
Psychonaut × 5 minutes
WB × 1 minute
Going back to sleep now
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Something very unexpected happened to me, a kind of change that if someone had asked in the past, I wouldnt have cared at all to experience. But here I am experiencing that very same change and actually enjoying it.
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What an outstanding day Im having today!
This new side of me came out in the open and it didnt really felt new or different, even though it was. It didnt feel like a new me appearing, it didnt feel strange, it felt and it still feels more me than the old me.
It was a natrural acceptance of whats my nature. I even remember yesterday saying I wont be the guy that does this thing, I wont be the guy in charge leading the process, I just wont.
Here I am today… doing the thing, naturally leading the process and enjoying it.
Yesterday me had no clue… lol.
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Day#20
Psychonaut × 5 minutes
LBfH × 3 minutes
::End of Cycle::
The new Phoenix seems like a really good title, very tempting, but Ive learn that holidays and vacations do not mix well with healing subs.
December is full of those, so Im pushing Phoenix for later.
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This looks like a potential SC meme. 
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::Cycle 2::
Day#1
Psychonaut × 6 minutes
LBfH × 1 minute.
Ive been confronting a side of me that I dont really like, but the response hasnt been as bad as I thought, more focused on resolving it than on blaming myself.
I need to be more emotionally balanced and mature, it seems like the root of many issues.
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I immediately thought about this template 
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This stack is hitting me hard… Tiredness and headache.
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Day#3
WB × 5:30 minutes
Not much to write for now
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Day#5
Psychonaut × 5 minutes
LBfH × 5 minutes
Ive been pretty quiet in my journal cause Im going through a very deep transformation that I cant quite comprehend, let alone explain.
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I feel a lot of constraints and rules melting down and disappearing.
Some of those might seem like a good idea to let go, some of them might not, at least on the surface. … but I feel that on the long run its a necessary step to be able to enjoy greater levels of health and happiness.
In fact my overall levels of happiness are already higher than 1 month ago.
I dont have to repress myself to the point I feel slaved and want to rebel against self imposed restrictions.
The ruler and the rebel might just be the human.
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Day#7
WB × 5 minutes
LBfH × 1 minute.
I was tempted to say that this stack fully and completely transformed my sexual life, but honestly the transformation is ocurring at a much deeper and wider level, to which my sex life is one of many branches.
I feel increasingly more free to live my life in a more congruent and honest manner.
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