I experimented for a while moving the energy ball to the other 2 Dantians and testing the configurations… Im gonna go back to that later.
For now I tuned it in the Passion configuration and set it on repeat… Im vibing to some music right now.
My control panel just got a 1000 times more fun amd powerful.
Washout day#3
Did my Microcosmic Orbit meditation for 25 minutes and I feel pretty energized.
I might start the new cycle tonight instead of tomorrow morning, Ive been listening in the mornings for so long, I dont even remember why I used to like night time listening, so I might try it.
For now Im only sure about KB st2, the candidates are WB, HS, Emperor and PS.
New cycle
Day#1
Khan Black st2 × 6 minutes
Wanted Black × 4:40 minutes
Going directly for a Microcosmic Orbit practice and then some much needed sleep.
Did 35 minutes of Microcosmic Orbit, its worth mentioning that I always start with 5 minutes or so of activating the Dantian… Now Im blissing out.
A thought is getting increasingly more present in my mind for the last week or so, but specially for the last 3 days, I think that I might actually be happy.
I havent said anything here, but Ive been through some very deep and transformational changes over the last 2 weeks. Ive been working methodically with the subs, meditation, NLP and hypnosis, some might say Ive been relentless and now Im free of a major fear I had.
Theres been so many changes on so many levels that I wont get into details here, only mention that at the end of one experience I cried for maybe 10 or 15 minutes, happy tears at the sheer beauty of life, of my life… the only words I was able to speak in between the tears were “Everything is so beautiful”.
To that I will add that KB is a total game changer not only for people into meditation and energetics, its also absolutely phenomenal for anyone thats into hypnosis and NLP.
Im getting so much clarity and honesty about what I want for me in my life… It doesnt look that hard to accomplish, in fact it looks way simpler and way more fun than many of the things Ive endured in the past.
Day#3
KB st2 × 5 minutes
WB × 3 minutes
Last night was strange, I woke up at 3am after a nightmare that would make a killer horror movie, it took me a while to fall asleep again.
Then just before waking up this morning I had such an incomprehensible dream, there were 2 deformed dogs at the end.
25 minutes of Microcosmic Orbit practice… it sent me pretty deep.
Its been a couple of weeks I think, since I have no more sexual urges and my sexual thoughts have gone down to a bare minimum.
I have more energy for my everyday life things in general and its like sex drives no longer dictate my behaviors or decisions.
If I had to perform sexually Im certain that it would be awesome, but since Im not interested in dating or sex, Im pretty happy with my results.
Im only interested in feeding my body/mind with lots of powerful, healthy energy, to feed my self growth.
Ive been consistently doing the Microcosmic Orbit practice twice a day and since changing to KB st2 it feels different, its like the energy spreads quickly through my whole body afterwards… I can feel it even traveling through my skin.
Sexual arousal has become a full body sensation also after starting st2, the energy is not longer concentrated in the genital area, it now spreads everywhere, charging, energizing me.
Whats becoming obvious is that at this rhythm Im gonna need to open the dating season earlier than what I though 
Maybe st3 + WB is when.
I discovered that self honesty is the major catalist in my well being and overall levels of happiness.
Whenever I have deviated from being honest with myself I have fell into dark places…
Today I decided to start cultivating Self honesty as much as possible and Ive been feeling bursts of joy, hapiness and love. Of course Ive been acting accordingly.
Anyways… just did 25 minutes of Microcosmic Orbit and let me tell you, KB st2 is a fucking 100w, 1969 Marshall amplifier.
Sweet, sweet power, that dreams are made from.
Day#5
KB × 7
WB × 3
I have a lot of work today so I didnt listen to a full loop, just in case. Im gonna leave that for the weekend to test safely.
Im done with work so I finished my loop of WB.
Lets see how it goes.
Im finding a lot of power and freedom in showing vulnerability and accepting my weaknesses.
Its such a strong experience, for the rational mind is an irreconcilable paradox in paper, cant grasp it just by talking about it. For the unconscious mind on the other hand is the key to growth… A necessary step to emotional freedom.
Man these aspects of Wanted Black are so incredibly life changing.
They align perfectly with my goal of living an honest, carefree life.
There are a lot of other aspects of WB that I’m developing, but are on the back burner for now.
Inner Game is what I care the most, in a much wider scope than just seduction that is.
Last night I had a obscene sex dream lol… way to graphic and explicit. Its not like Im surprised though, considering my stack and the fact that Im practicing celibacy.
Day#7
KB × 8:30
WB × 3:33
Definitely full loops are too much for me, but 7 or 8 minutes of one program is good, as long as the other is no more than 5.
I understood the sex dream I had the other day and its a clear sign that KB is working pretty deeply.
This weekend was hard… one of those experiences that made me question if Im really accomplishing anything.
Im still overwhelmed by the weight of it all.
Hey bro, I’m hoping you’re alright.
The silence after this last post worries me a bit.
Sending you some love, energy and strength.
Im doing great bro, thanks for asking. Im taking some time off the forum focusing on some deep innerwork.
First washout day after the 2nd cycle of KB st2. The first one was with Sanguine, the second one I started it with Sanguine, but then changed it for LB for the last week.
Im planning for a 3 day washout and then going to KB st3 with LB and ASBR, without fame for starters.
For the last 3 months my life have been deeply transformed in ways I could have never predicted, since starting KB Ive been thoroughly working on myself, releasing block after block, trauma after trauma, limitation after limitation.
I gotta tell that after ending my relationship early january, I focused a lot on healing and then rebuilding myself as a man, after that I realized the full potential I have for growth and enjoyment of life.
LB added that extra flavor of not caring for others opinions about me and a stronger sense of freedom.
I recovered my lost love for energy healing and Im taking another Reiki training next weekend, Im also playing a lot with the Silva Method. Its funny cause I first heard about it more than 35 years ago and never took the time to learn about it.
Good to see you, bro!