The Psychonaut - Eudaemon

[Joa23]

Thanks!

[Chase]

Everything is gonna be alright brother, just a blink and you will wake up all good best!

[Joa23]

Just a blink indeed! Woke up with pain, but its been controlled with pain killers.
Ive slept most of the day, the surgery was pretty short.
Everything went according to plan and now Im waiting for my meal.
I should be back home by saturday or Sunday.

Thanks for caring brother!!

[Malkuth]

Very glad to hear it.

Speedy recovery!

[Joa23]

Thanks man! I just ate a bit to gain some extra energy and my mood is better.
Anyway, this morning I discovered something pretty interesting and Im sure you will appreciate it.

Let me find the post again to quote it.

[Joa23]

A dream I had in november 2023, some how I cant quote specific parts so heres the whole thing.

Here you go @Malkuth

A Journey of Self Love (DR st2-EOG st1)

Day#4 Last night I had such an emotional and powerful dream that I woke up crying… even if I remember it now I still get my eyes wet and Im flooded with the same emotions. I was sitting in some sort of roller coaster, to my left there was an ex girlfriend and to her left her ex husband. Between my chair and hers there was a little kid trapped and I was afraid he would get hurt when the roller coaster moved, I asked him and he told me he was ok, but I was really worried. Suddenly I understood …

Interesting bits:

• I dreamt of a kid that was symbolizing me
• The kid had a malformation in the chest.
• I said thats weird because I dont have one.
• 1 1/2 years later an exam shows I have in fact a malformation in the chest, but inside it.
• The family dynamics pretty much sums up my childhood.
• What I did with the kid is basically what Im doing with myself lately

[RVconsultant]

How are you doing today?

[Joa23]

Now I much better… I experienced quite some pain during the day, but also slept and rest a lot.
Now the pain is about 4 out of 10

Thanks for asking!

[Lion]

@Joa23

Just a blink indeed! Woke up with pain, but its been controlled with pain killers.
Ive slept most of the day, the surgery was pretty short.
Everything went according to plan and now Im waiting for my meal.
I should be back home by saturday or Sunday.

Excellent! Godspeed for your post-surgery healing!

[Parsifal]

Happy to hear you’re rather good.

Crazy dream. Our subconscious is really powerfull. Even if we don’t understand it often.

About the pain. What helped me with root canal treatment (without anesthesia) and renal colics was to embrace the pain. To tell the pain that I love and welcome it. Tried to become one with the pain. As long as the pain isn’t to strong and you can still concentrate it enabled me to reduce the pain tremendously.

[Joa23]

Tough day today, but nothing as bad as yesterday…
Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be back home.
In the morning I couldnt move or sit down in the bed due to the pain, now I can walk by myself to the bathroom. PROGRESS!!

[Lion]

@Joa23

PROGRESS!!

Hell yeah!

[Joa23]

I did some KB st3 and Paragon… let it work its magic.

[Joa23]

Im going home!!

[Joa23]

Im on day 5 of this cycle and did KB st3 × 3:33 and Paragon × 5 minutes.

Im feeling pretty good overall, just a bit tired from all the healing of the body and with some pain in the right chest area. Nothing to worry about, just the obvious and expected post surgery discomfort.

Today Im gonna go out for a walk in the sun.

[Joa23]

Last night I was able to sleep laying on my left side as I usually do, the pain is fading away.
Im doing breathing exercises to recover my lung capacity and stretch my thoracic muscles, for now they are a bit harden and swollen.

The overall haze and diziness induced by all the pain killers and opiates seems to have faded away completely and my mind is clearer and sharper.

[Joa23]

I walked for 30 minutes and climb some stairs to regain my breathing capacity and test my heart.
Everything is developing ok.

The doctor gave me 2 pain killers one to take every day and the other just in case the pain was too strong.
Today I realized that Im taking half the dose of the first one and Ive been feeling ok, so I guess my evolution into health is quite solid.

Ive been contemplating my life after contemplating the possibility of dying for a couple of weeks and going through a quite important surgery and I can see my priorities changing right in front of my eyes,

Im gonna take this week until I see the doctor again to let the process develop at its own pace.

What is clear to me is that something of importance is moving inside.

[Joa23]

Last night and this morning I had some difficulty breathing and some chest pain, so I took the stronger painkiller. Not being able to breath properly is not fun.
The pain went away, but those pills gave me a lot of anxiety, so maybe next time I prefer the pain.

Looking forward to listening Paragon tomorrow.

[Joa23]

KB st3 × 4:30 and Paragon × 4:44, 9 days into this cycle.
Feeling very energized and optimistic today, nothing like the angst from yesterday.

Challenged myself a bit by climbing stairs and I might repeat that in the afternoon.
Pain is mild, but I can breath almost normally… almost, but I feel I need at least 7 to 10 days to be breathing as I should.

[Joa23]

Whats the difference between having a strong intuition coming true and having manifested that outcome?
I mean was I really having an intuition or was I manifesting that thing everytime I though about it happening, with a strong feeling of certainty?