The Power of Love ❤️

[TheEmpress]

Day 12 ~ rest day

My horoscope for today said this:

I finally had some time to myself and let out a cry / release. Feels liberating.

I don’t have much to say at the moment.

I was people watching from a balcony noticing how sad I felt looking at an older couple who I assume have been together a long time. I want to grow old with someone special. My current situation is less than ideal. I’m not sure it could sustain long term. Hanging around my ex bf all the time who is in active recovery while also daydreaming about my ex fiancé from time to time.

I reopened my dating profile. I just really don’t desire to go into the dating scene the way I experienced it before. My standards seem pretty extreme.

[TheEmpress]

“Don’t take the challenge of anyone in the world. It’s all within you. The challenge comes from within you. Do you believe it, or don’t you believe it? Don’t let anyone else challenge you. But they will, only when – within you – there is still that little question mark. But don’t accept it.”
Neville Goddard

[SoulFire]

Since you posted a link about Bashar I am guessing you might appreciate these channels, funny coincidence they are all canadians like you and I have benefited greatly from all of them.

Ladyoftheforest444

Out of this world

Viviane Chauvet

The last one is a very unique lady that offers very awesome meditations.

[TheEmpress]

Thanks for sharing !!

[TheEmpress]

Day 13 ~ Seductress & SB full loops

Im really noticing big changes within relating to my inner dialogue. When negative icky self judgement creeps in my inner coach takes charge lovingly.

I found myself automatically “imagining lovingly” for various people this morning while sipping my mushroom coffee. It felt so natural. I am also noticing how I don’t hold back speaking my mind with my friends when I feel they need to hear something. It may seem “harsh” but I know I would much rather hear the harsh truth than have someone dance around something that may benefit my growth.

I boldly set a boundary with a “friend” yesterday who did a coaching session with me once before. She has been venting a lot with me.

Nice vs kind ~

I felt confident to walk in public wearing a sports bra with short shorts this morning. Never did this once in my life before!!!

I’m enjoying sensual goddess dancing randomly. It lifts my spirits.

[TheEmpress]

Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Love Bomb (2024 -- Now Available -- Free Upgrade!)

I once would have ran from certain opportunities because I didn’t feel good enough or confident enough. I’m cohosting a free webinar (my first time) on Sunday, relating to grief and how it manifests in the body. The person who asked me is pretty amazing with lots of experience doing this sort of thing. They just recently got more advanced training in marketing and so generously want to share tips with me. They also invited me to co lead an 8 week yoga program already packaged and ready to go. I…

[TheEmpress]

Day 16 ~ rest

I learned about 7 points to pump in the body for lymph drainage and flow. I’ve been doing it for a couple days now. I also started jumping on my mini trampoline again.

I ordered a Gua Sha massage tool specifically for my face neck and chest area.

I’m enjoying my new skincare and hair products.

This stack is going fairly great for me.

[TheEmpress]

Day 18 ~ rest

Just wanted to make note that I am following the schedule as stated in beginning of journal. I do full loops and haven’t been taking any days off from listening besides the normal every other day schedule.

Yesterday was my first crap recon time when I got home from participating in an oracle tarot card and book swap that turned into doing energy work on multiple people. “Energy share.” I refused to be worked on, but I participated in the healing of others.

I witnessed so much that bothered me with the way that these energy workers were speaking to the people on the table. The leader in me wanted to speak up and say lots. I sensed that it wasn’t the time or space for that though. It provided me with inspiration for future endeavours.

People project their limiting beliefs and own crap onto others. If the one receiving the healing isn’t careful, they may take that on as their own, which wasn’t theirs in the first place and wonder why they feel worse or not better off.

The final person got on the table and I felt that she had beautiful energy. The other healers started speaking of all sorts of junk. I noticed her going into a loop.

I’d love for people to become their own healers and be more conscious and mindful of other peoples projections. Keep your aura pure and clean. Protect yourself! Be your own advocate and reject anything other than love and truth. Your own truth!

Finding someone who is pure and of integrity seems to be few and far between.

I left the event feeling angry and frustrated. I told my daughter I was in a bad mood. She called me crazy.

I ended up doing body work on myself in the evening and felt much better. I keep thinking how I may need to stop pelvic physio because I sense her crap too. I feel like it may be keeping me a bit stuck with my progress. I don’t want to say I am more advanced but honestly I find I am dumbing myself down to maybe people please in a sneaky way. The price went up and she didn’t inform me first. I wanted to say something about it but chose to let it go.

I took a look at my beliefs and assumptions last night. I took ownership for my experience. I am responsible for my life and my experiences.

Tomorrow is my first co led webinar. Feeling the inner critic trying to hijack but they won’t succeed this time!

[TheEmpress]

Day 20 ~ rest day

Can’t believe there’s only 1 more day left of this stack.

I’m feeling some “annoyance” today. I went to a cafe to meet someone. They were late. The owner told me they have herb and garlic cream cheese, but my order came with plain. I sent the bagel back and they said they only have plain. I asked why the owner said that they have 2 kinds of cream cheese, so they checked and said they have an herb and garlic spread. Um ok then. whatever!!!

The person who met up didn’t even stay long. I should have just went to the place I originally wanted to go to.

The conversation felt disconnected.

I am back home grounding myself.

1 more listening day and then wash out begins.

Attending my 1st cacao ceremony circle tonight.

[SoulFire]

Thank you so much for this loving post, it resonated just right!

[TheRock]

DO YOU LIKE YOU?

That is an excellent question.

[TheEmpress]

Day 21 | full loops of Seductress & SB

Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Love Bomb (2024 -- Now Available -- Free Upgrade!)

This was very prevalent for me while participating in a cacao ceremony circle of women last night who were crying their eyes out, sharing a lot about their past, and I felt peaceful, and like I’ve accomplished so much, and I have so much to look forward to. We did ecstatic dance, and I felt like I was moving through victory, triumph, and celebrating who I am and where I am going. I used to be the one who would cry waterfalls and feel stuck in the past ruminating. It felt good to acknowledge h…

[TheEmpress]

Someone thought I was like 20 the other day. This is the second time I’ve been told I look fairly young. I’m gonna be 37 on June 27.

[James]

I will be 56 four days later

[James]

@TheEmpress

Someone thought I was like 20 the other day. This is the second time I’ve been told I look fairly young. I’m gonna be 37 on June 27.

Back in 2019 some woman at a park my Wife and I were at said we looked like someone’s sweet grandparents.

[TheEmpress]

And how did that make you feel?

[James]

I don’t feel like a grandpa

[TheEmpress]

Couple days into my wash out. I feel like I’m in recon city right now. It’s not bad or anything. It just feels like a lot of processing.

My dream world was effed up.

My ex fiancé was getting killed in front of me.
I had baby triplets with my ex bf who appeared very gaunt like. I was focused mostly on one of the babies. Stuff kept happening to the babies. I was worried they would die. It seemed like a death and rebirth themed dream world. I tossed and turned a bit. At one point of my dream I think one of my guides spoke to me and assisted me with realigning my skeletal system.

I woke up before my alarm. Enjoyed my coffee. Got the kids off to school.

Went to yoga class. Had a beautiful chat with the teacher just before class began. Shared my cacao experience with her.

I cried a bit while flowing on the mat. I was much more present. Less racing thoughts. Deeper breathing. More opening.

I’ve been chatting with someone off Facebook dating. He seems wonderful in so many ways. My inner critic has been coming out around this. My beliefs stem fairly deeply about romantic relationships and marriage. My parents split twice. My mom never really moved on from that. I’m allowing myself to let these limiting beliefs and stories go. Time to let ‘em die!!!

It’s easier to let shit go. I’m not bypassing the healing though.

I’ve been rearranging my whole house. Getting rid of stuff. Moved the girls into one bedroom and my son back in his old bedroom. Playroom set up in basement. Big space for my music stuff. More room for activities to take place!

Woohoo

[TheEmpress]

“Forgiveness is, in fact, experiencing in imagination the revised version of the day, experiencing in imagination what you wish you had experienced in the flesh. Every time one really forgives - that is, every time one relives the event as it should have been lived - one is born again.”

Neville Goddard, Awakened Imagination

[TheEmpress]

NEW STACK CYCLE HAS BEGUN AS FOLLOWS:

LOVE BOMB
EMPEROR: THE WILL TO POWER
SEDUCTRESS

I am going to pair LB & TWTP together and alternate listening days with Seductress.

DAY 1 ~ LB + TWTP FULL LOOPS

I read the sales page for TWTP before downloading the upgrade. I listened to PCC previously while reading a law each day as suggested by @Trader … I am not sure if it counts as presults if I previously listened to the original title, but I found myself remembering when manipulation was being used on me or those I care about. I spoke boldly to a friend regarding a leader I used to follow in a large community, but left a year ago.

I sensed a bit of fear about attempting this title again, but after reviewing the updated sales page, I felt a sense of ease and confidence.

I am letting SB bloom. I listened to it 4 cycles with lots of progress. I find recon city commences when I am not being as productive as I would like on that title. I also became a bit obsessed with how may views I was getting or not.

I have ‘The Power of Love’ by Celine Dion playing on repeat right now. Shedding a few tears, imagining myself dancing and holding myself lovingly. I am picturing me singing to me. Giving me all the good feels. <3

Got my carpets cleaned yesterday by a family friend, which turned into a deeply profound chat about addiction and recovery.

I went to Art in The Park this weekend and really felt the love and connection with small business owners. I was observing how I began to feel while observing people walking around with beers in their hand. I remembered when that was my lifestyle and began to feel this acceptance and forgiveness for the “mistakes” I made from my addicted self state. I did the best I could and didn’t know any better, until I did. Once I became conscious of my addiction to suffering and self-destruction, I began to come undone and heal. Beautiful transformative journey.

EDIT: I just did what I had imagined. Dancing around while listening to Celine Dion, holding myself and loving myself. Letting the tears flow.