Hahah it was amazing my dude!
Here you go
I think he said it worked too well haha
@Invictus how did your testing of Khan go. Can you link me to the part of your journal where you were posting about that?
I always did feel Primal and Wanted would be a wicked combo
Lol 
As @Billions said, It was working way too well 
I didn’t think I’d feel that bad about all the things I was doing 
Damn man, that looks like an amazing custom to run 
Here you go bro
It is 
I even ran it again today
Okay, 3 things:
ZPT feels way more “inner” and less “external”, which doesn’t really interest me, especially with this custom.
EF4 feels like it’s too broad for simply just bulking me up like EF3, the focused scripting of that made it easier to gain weight and muscle + surprisingly I felt less interested in heavier weights and more concerned about the efficiency of my workout (while yeah that’s good, I’m not working out to be efficient, I wanna be a monster).
making this custom with Beast within as the 4th core made me realize that I can actually use 4 cores in ZP with much more ease, as well as better expression than before, but as I didn’t want to stop my progress on Stark, and simply wish to go back to ZP (today didn’t even feel like a regular Stark day, even though yesterday was fine), I ended up using my big brain to figure out something, and then remembered something: Khan + Stark is the only combination I have not yet tested.
So this arrived last night
Stark core
Khan St4 core
EF3 core
Ascension Chamber core
Inner gasoline
Entranced
Gloryseeker
Chosen of Venus
Dragon Tongue
Ethereal presence
Natural winner
Victory’s call
Carpe diem ascended
The spotlight
The way of ROI
SPS: digestive system
Deep sleep
Joie de Vivre
Divine will
Void of Creation
Doing my loop now, and then the weekend begins 
A little reflection yesterday made me realize what made me stop Khan previously;
the weird change in dynamics between the women at work, and how they were starting to become to toxic towards whoever had me occupied (one of the reasons I’m glad I’m switching jobs in January haha).
my national army service commencing, which made me feel like Khan’s attitude might offend others, and due to the assumption that Khan won’t gel well with the new lifestyle.
Other than that, there was no other reason 
So now that even my service duties are different (only administrative work now), I don’t see why I didn’t hop back on Khan.
Furthermore, the first reason mentioned above was due to a mix, not Khan solo, and the mix at the time was Khan + WANTED (don’t use this in corporate setting, it’s a ticking time bomb), which I could have also easily avoided.
But instead I just said that Khan didn’t seem like it fit my current life situation, even though I could have just chilled with it anyways, and ended up continuing stark as I was doing pre Khan.
Anyways, the reason I’m in such disbelief is because after using my first loop of GOAT ZP, my whole vibe feels so different and Royal.
My walk changed, my words changed, my voice deepened, my thoughts changed, my motivations changed.
It almost feels like I hit a reset button, and went straight back to all the progress I already made on Khan previously.
But this isn’t just about khan the fact that Stark is present here, slowly indulging itself in Khan’s power, is making it very clear that at this very moment, specifically with this custom, I’m the most grounded I’ve ever been, and if not for the new experimental build, it would have been much harder to be able to run such a big custom (4 cores can still feel heavy to many on here).
Though a lot of the credits for me heading back into the Khan direction goes to @Billions. If he hadn’t been spamming about Khan on the forum, I wouldn’t have started thinking about Khan, nor would I have read my old journal again, nor would I have been interested in trying out the only combo that I couldn’t try previously due to the fact that both Khan and Stark are considered “heavy”, and I wouldn’t have made a custom without at least EF3 core for the physical shifting, so kudos to @Billions 
I love a lot things about Khan, I hope with the artisan line we’d see more Khan-like programs which are more personalised.
Nothing in the Q-store can honestly replicate some of the benefits Khan brings. Like for example the extremely grounding vibrations and it’s royal-like status whereby nothing from the outside can ever affect you emotionally — it has some real stoicism, but without coming across as emotionless — it’s more like nothing can phase you emotionally, yet you are such an exuberant individual.
Love the way you summarized it, and yeah, this is exactly the feeling, combined with the hyper social extroverted side of Stark.
Just perfection 🤌
On another note:
Removing Heracles from my custom increased my strength dafuq?!
Lmao you got a module bloom
Lmao
It’s either that, or maybe it’s because of EF3, cause EF3 alone is already pretty powerful for strength 
Yeah I can attest to that lol the only sub that comes close to that EF st 4 and spartan
Somehow I’m at someone’s crib 
Pretty chilled out, being the center of hangouts feels good
Lmao sometimes I act pretty dumb
My boss asked me if I wanted free VIP tickets to the Enrique Iglesias concert today, I said no, she asked me again today, I said no again, then a thought came to mind 5 mins later and I wanted to say yes, but they finished
So ladies and gents, when you get an opportunity, take it
I wanna write about something you guys might love, but I don’t really know how to gather my thoughts at the moment, as I have my migraines kick in today after months of not getting them at all.
I have to take responsibility though, it’s all my doing, I ended up sleeping 14 hours, which is double the maximum time that I can sleep without triggering the migraines, so next time, I’ll put alarms on the weekend as well.
For those of who you want a brief idea of what I wanna write about, here:
Flow is referred to as the state of being congruent with the script of the subliminal you’re using, however, the “naturalness” of that flow is also a factor to consider, and that naturalness comes from how much exposure you need.
Mood
So I just “woke up” from a type of sleep I haven’t had in a long time.
Don’t know why, but I technically was only physically resting, while mentally I was fully energized, so kinda just laying down, half asleep, but mentally I was fully aware of everything.
