This sounds like a recipe for disaster XD
When I know I have to take action but the nuanced discussion of what that entails isn’t complete in my brain.
I hate that I do this, but currently me still learning my tolerance levels.
It just…feels so good once it hits your ear holes 
I’ve also realized hit the REM sleep, THEN assess whether or not that loop amount was enough. Man the amount of times I ran a loop during the day and I’m like “hey look at me tolerating all this exposure”, then waking up the next morning feeling like someone dumped a metric ton of emotional stuff on my chest. Exposure is a tricky thing for me.
This was so me, Still is sometimes
This is the most accurate description about my thoughts on life.
When you’ve run enough status subs and you no longer tolerate the chest thumping and “dominance” from others.
Before every drop.
