I’m dealing with the aftermath of the worst recon phase of this year. A recon phase driven by lack of clarity in my real deep purpose which I lost in 2023 when I left Genesis for good (or maybe bad I would say right now). That’s when everything started to slowly go downhill in the external world.
I thought I was improving my life by pushing myself with ego (externally and ultra-tempting) super ambitious goals but in reality I was following something I’m not believing 100%. I was following a path created by external factors which weren’t resonating so much at soul level to the point of forcing myself to think and follow shiny things.
The fact that I started to experiment with a lot of titles, listening patterns, swapping like crazy is due to a non-existent soul-deep clarity and purposeful lifestyle.
In 2023 everything was manifesting so fast for me not because I was having ambitious goals to achieve but because I was following my true path. That’s where I want to come back to. A life where everything unfolds seemingly magically just because you’re aligned 100% with your True Self.
The truth sometimes is a very hard pill to swallow and I think it’s now time to go back to square one and build an ultra solid foundation.
Another interesting fact that I witnessed during my experience as a Fitness & Personal Trainer is that several clients at the gym subtly made clear that they envy what I do for a living. The last one (with I talked with yesterday) told me that my job is ‘golden’.
I’m severely underestimating the type of job I’m fortunate of doing where I have a lot of free time lately.
I’m also devaluing my fully paid own properties (house and a car), my friends, my fit body, my young appearance out of thinking they’re not enough when it’s about the meaning you give them.
I already have enough and from now on I can build something unshakeable and fast-growing if I follow my true purpose in life.
The thing is I don’t need to force myself so much to the point I get frustrated, moody, etc.
Once againg you cannot lie to yourself and these subliminals will be the true test of that underrated statement, sooner or later.
I apologize If I expressed myself with ungratefulness lately.
It’s now time to restart with the Genesis line.
Genesis + G:M plus a third title which could be Sanguine to make everything even more crystal clear.