Enough is enough.
After almost quitting for good & listening to YouTube subs this morning, it’s time to give New Emperor another chance in solo mode. This kind of recon is so sneaky you won’t believe it until you experience it. I don’t like being influenced so easily and going off the rail so quickly.
The truth is that New Emperor in fast & furious mode was giving me a huge upgrade in my inner engine very fast & probably manifested people who were trying to slow me down because I was changing so much in a very short time. Because at the end of the day, the outer world is a reflection of your inner world and your mindset and the subconscious fear of going so fast towards my goals manifested in those people’s behaviors.
On the other hand, Heartsong is probably too much for me if paired with NEmp and Nrich. Of course, it made me less edgy and confrontational by expressing more love outward but the healing component in that title has slowed down too much every other progress I have made previously.
Heartsong is going to work much better if done in solo mode, I guess, due to its deep healing.
From now on, I’ll do what works better for me and not trust AI recommendations or other people’s opinions, even if they sound logical/wise on screen.
About the upcoming plan, I’m going into Fast & Furious mode for 1 week and 1 solo title, then go into a 5-day washout and then try Heartsong solo while letting NEmp bloom in the background.