2 more 30 second loops; one each.
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Sometimes, when my energy and vitality are up, and Iām in a certain state of mind, I just feel like I want to learn EVERYTHING. In those moments, I feel like a citizen and denizen of the Cosmos; and I want to contemplate every atom of it. Every process; every structure; every phenomenon.
Other times, my energy drops. Iām discouraged or disempowered. Thereās an ego-hunger to that state of mind. Just hoping that it gets a little more of what it desires or believes it needs.
Itās one more cycle of expansion and contraction, I suppose.
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Tried 1 minute loops today.
1 minute INTERFACE ZPU
1:01 AEON ST 1
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Notice the moments when you succumb to a frame of disempowerment.
Push back.
Your mind is not open for colonization.
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Long haul flight today. Coincided with my play day. Meditated on plane. Afterwards, listened to 1 minute of INTERFACE ZPU. Then, mainly since Iād forgotten to make AEON St 1 available offline, I decided to give another shot to PEACE. Listened to 3 minutes.
Now waiting for transfer flight.
And we continue.
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Yess!
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Tonight, 3 minutes of INTERFACE ZPU and 2:11 of AEON St 1.
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Imagination and āKnowingā as sensory channels.
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INTERFACE ZPU : 5 minutes 46 seconds
AEON St 1: 10 minutes 5 seconds
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Let attention rest on the breath
like a dragonfly on the surface of a pond
or a leaf on the waves of the ocean
This allows you to find and hold
the shifting boundary between voluntary and involuntary mind
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Yesterday:
Interface ZPU (custom): 10 minutes 35 seconds
AEON Stage 1: 15 minutes
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experiential/attentional capacity
and
mental vitality
are seeming like, quietly, two of the major factors in human quality of life.
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Okay, so ZPU, Adaptive Scripting, and Anti-Recon.
I somehow did not listen to my subliminals for the past 3 days.
And now today/tonight, Iām listening to 15 minutes of INTERFACE and 12:07 of AEON st 1.
Will see what happens next.
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Continuing to manifest spontaneous non-listening days. Suspect that something may be happening under the surface. But not privy to it.
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I have/am ontological and phenomenological configuration and programmingāpatterns of being and experiencingāthat overlap with but are not identical to my intellectual analyses of self and life.
This is the self-awareness puzzle.
Yes. Hone and refine your analyses. But also, yes, learn to see what is beyond your analyses.
Analysis, similar to imagination, is one of our greatest tools. And it is one that should be applied with discernment and humility (and audacity).
In a space of darkness, every light-source is also a blindspot.
But before we curse the blindspots, let us remember that the alternative to the blindspot is utter, complete, and pervasive blindness.
Our ignorance represents progress.
This writing is a little opaque; but itās slippery and tricky to conceptualize the dynamics of consciousness.
Iām really just saying that intellect and Nature (more accurately, āconfigurationā) are not exactly the same. Or more precisely, intellect is one expression and subset of a much larger pattern of consciousness/being. But intellect is a very hardworking and ambitious subset. And it often successfully presents itself as the whole picture.
Not even close.
Intellect, analysis, imagination deserve respect. Not unequivocal compliance and worship.
Ecological Pattern is the larger context(s).
Feel into it. Explore it.
Allow Intellect to converse with and be informed by it.
ā¦And here we are.
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Can you objectively explore the economic conditions and relationships within which you are embedded?
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Had a listening session on 15 August 2026.
5:51 with AEON Stage 1 and 5:55 with INTERFACE ZPU.
Completely just following intuition with regard to listening times.
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Last night, 1 loop of INTERFACE ZPU. No AEON.
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Itās common for people to think of āLosing Consciousnessā as transitioning into anything other than waking attention. Fainting, sleeping, intoxication, and so on.
I was thinking today about how I literally LOSE consciousness most of the time. I forget, in other words, to relate to consciousness as a phenomenon and process. A bit like how, as we walk around, drive around, lie around on its surface, we so often tend to forget about the planet Earth as the locational context and foundation for all that weāre doing.
We lose Consciousness and we lose Earth.
A helpful ontological practice and orientation is to take time to REMEMBER and FIND Consciousness, FIND the Earth.
Lose the Cosmosā¦
Remember the Cosmos.
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