The MALKUTH Catharsis (Malkuth Journal)

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#1207

There have been certain key elements of my life–very meaningful elements–that have been kept in a holding pattern over the past 24 years or so. This was somewhat necessary because of the commitments and obligations that I chose and that I value.

But it has, nevertheless, been a kind of stasis.

I’m beginning, to sense subtle–very tentative–stirrings of movements within myself and my circumstances in the areas related to those elements.

I don’t know yet what will happen or if anything will transform, improve, or evolve. But I’m seeing how things may be able to. And I’m experiencing moments of subtly increased belief and confidence in those avenues of change.

#keepongoing #EoG2+RICH #Alchemist4+KhanBlack4

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#1208

One thing I should mention is that I think I’m in a (hopefully transitional) low energy state right now.

This has happened to me before at times. It seems to go together with a burst of forward movement or growth.

NOt sure, but that’s what it seems to have been about at some points in the past. Parts of the cyclical growth-process.

It’s a little bit like if a pool were being enlarged. First they’d drain the water. Then clean the existing pool. Then carve out the extended area. Then refill with water.

So, there can be a temporary drop or loss of water level as part of the eventual enlarged pool.

When that water level drops, some things become visible that were previously submerged. This gives the opportunity to access, to face, and sometimes even to clean up certain areas.

I find that sometimes when these states come about, I’m drawn to darker material. Better be careful not to overdo that.

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#1209

Yeah actually, this is something that just happened to me

Feels like the pool is refilling now

It’s a steady process, that feels like it’s at a rate that’s right for me right now

Edit: actually thought this was due to Regeneration, interesting to see you describing it too

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#1210

There is an approach (or a wide range of approaches) to doing things that I think of Lowest Common Denominator Living. It is the default programming for higher primates slightly upgraded with enhanced semiotic capacity (i.e., us).

Often when people make generalizations about ‘human nature’ or ‘how men behave’ or ‘how women behave’ and so on; when they try to make statements about human nature or ‘laws of human nature’, I feel that this is what they’re referring to.

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#1211

One of my telltale go-tos for this kind of low-energy, darker side part of the cycle is that I’ll start looking at deep-dive analyses of Ari Aster movies.

I remember that back when I was deep into Terminus2 listening was when I found myself drawn to watch the movie Midsommar. It was very well-done but also very horrifying. And then I wanted to watch and rewatch analyses of it, and essays about it.

Kind of like my version of low-vibration activity.

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#1212

Don’t get fooled by simplistic dichotomies.

Most of the mistaken, inaccurate perceptions we have are not the opposites of what’s real; they’re fragmentary, incomplete pieces of what’s real.

The most common mistakes are the results of fixating on one small part of a much larger picture.

In this situation, what you’re perceiving and understanding is utterly real. And that is why you may never expand to integrate what lies beyond that perception.

Tricky stuff.

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#1213

10:38 AM

Tuesday 5 May 2026

For the time being, I’m just focusting on the two main titles of my stack:INTERFACE and Al-Kara Khan.

Yesterday was a subliminals play day. I had a gym session planned in the evening, after a somewhat long day of work.

I chose to run INTERFACE as I used the erg. Then much later I ran Al-Kara Khan while laying in bed.

The next 10 - 15 days are an intense push of task completion at work. So, I’m running my stack, but I’m also just letting things evolve in the background, to some extent.

It’s funny to think that my original plan was to run Alchemist4-Khan4 (Al-Kara Khan) for the minimum required 1 play period, and then shift to Royal Alchemist - AEON on 24 May or so. And now that I’m actually here, I have no desire at all to stop playing Al-Kara Khan.

If I do bring in AEON at that time, it will be as the 3rd title in my stack. Don’t want to overload though. But it’s so compatible with Al-Kara Khan that it’s almost like an extension of it.

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#1214

Sometimes things go wrong in such a perfect way that it reaffirms your belief in the Pattern of things.

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#1215

Here is the order or hierarchy of significance (as I experience it); from most primary to least:

  1. The Universe - The Cosmos - ALL-THAT-IS

  2. SATELLITES - Stars - Bodies/Entities - Loci and Foci within Cosmos

  3. GPS - frames, tools, technologies, and maps of navigation

If there’s one thing we humans are known to do and love doing, it’s to see a tail as wagging a dog.

So we’re wont to flip that entire Order on its head;

Worshipping the GPS
Occasionally honoring the satellites
Forgetting about the Cosmos completely

Why do we do this?

Illusions of PROXIMITY and PROXIMITY-based illusion

When a small thing gains conscious awareness, there’s a (fraught) period of time during which the small things around it seem realer than anything else.

We, collectively, are still in that fraught period of time.

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#1216

Meditation with INTERFACE and Al-Kara Khan today.

Just keep processing.

I was dealing wth fatigue and sleep disruption in the past 2 months, but the last night or two have been much better. There were a bunch of plausibly related factors other than subliminals. So I don’t really know.

Today is a bit better. And we’ll see what else happens going forward. I kind of think that it was the interaction between work stress, work load, physical factor, life issues, and the subliminal processing.

I’m thinking that as my system integrates and internalizes Alchemist 4 and Khan Black 4, I want to play them for a longer amount of time and really enjoy expressing them at a higher level over a longer duration of time.

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#1217

Always a go-to

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#1218

I ordered a new pair of Airpods. They’re due to arrive today. I’d like their inaugural play to be my subliminal stack. So I meditated this morning without subs. Saving them for when the airpods arrive.

I’m also getting ready to purchase Alchemist Royal: AEON. I do not yet know exactly when I’ll introduce it. I do not want to dilute my current stack. I think that I’ll be on the lookout for when I seem to have acclimated to Al-Kara Khan. Once that happens, I’ll begin titrating AEON.

I have noticed some of the telltale signs that Khan Black is integrating: increased energy, increased libido, etc.

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#1219

ok

nuff said

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