My alignment and resonance with external gold is based on and driven by my internal GOLD: an intimate understanding of what motivates, inspires, and sustains me; what feeds and sustains my Intention.
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Latest Iteration
Cores (2)
- Ecstasy of Gold II
- RICH
Modules (12)
- Visionary
- Living Truth
- One Purpose
- Execution Override
- Revelation of Product Creation
- Product Lab
- Alchemy of Money
- Debt Annihilator
- Essence: Wonder & Mystery
- Essence: Inner Spa
- Experimental Adaptive Scripting
- Experimental Anti-Recon
Total: 14 slots (2 cores + 12 modules)
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Once Support responds to my question, Iāll review the custom build once again and see if they make any suggestions that influence my choices. But for now, this looks quite good to me. I actually like the removal of the two Essence modules. One of them was replaced with a lighter and more agile equivalent module: Execution Override for Essence: Unstoppable Execution. That substitution represents a vote of confidence in myself that I hope I earn. The other was Essence: A Perfect Unyielding. When I considered how powerful that module is, I felt good about pulling it out. One day maybe Iāll have the pleasure of working with Emperor: Godlike Masculinity; but for now, I think that I donāt need to place that at the core of my personality focus. Living Truth and One Purpose are doing some of the same work.
Not everything that one intends to do needs to be reflected in the modules of a subliminal. You are capable of doing some things by yourself. The subliminal is there for areas in which you could use more support, energy, and emphasis.
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Iv seen some people report actually getting negative money manifestations when using a wealth title
@Judoka No- do not do that
Do not take what I am saying out of context like that.
I clearly talked about how powerfully R.I.C.H led to mind-blowing results the last few weeks. I am dealing with nuance, subtlety, specifics, and inquiry around my own experience. None of that is a correlation that certain wealth subs drop performance.
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Irony #735
The thing to which egocentrism is blindest and on which it has the least perspective is the exact same thing that is most important to it and that appears to fundamentally drive it.
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Break Fast
(After 9 days without subs.)
15 seconds of R.I.C.H.
and
15 seconds of Summertime
Just now.
Iāve ordered my custom (Ecstasy of Gold II and R.I.C.H.) and my name-embedded double-Major (Alchemist 4 and Khan Black 4).
Those will be my current stack.
So it leaves a space for Fun.
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Today was a a kind of low-key tiring day at the end of a tiring week.
I noticed as evening fell that I was generating negative perceptions and thoughts. So thatās interesting.
Energy was a bit depleted.
Iām getting ready to go to sleep.
Whatever those subs do, itāll start off during my sleep.
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As I was ordering the custom today, I realized that The Alchemy of Money is also an ESSENCE title.
So my originally planned build actually had 5 ESSENCE titles. And my current build still has 3.
Interesting, eh?
(Experimental Adaptive Scripting and Experimental Anti-Recon are two very welcome additions to this custom.)
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Listened to 40 seconds of Summertime
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25 seconds of R.I.C.H.
Just going intuitively today.
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Iām listening to these (i.e., R.I.C.H. and Summertime) as I wait for my planned programs to arrive. Then I guess Iāll begin again with those from 15 seconds.
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Excuse my intrusive thoughts but i am extremely interested in you describing while explaining the types of memes you are into
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I am interested in this as well. And of course, your impressions of Summertime.
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These days I find myself oriented to what Iām thinking of as FIELD.
I am/we are embedded in a web of flowing processes (informational, genetic, sociocultural, chemical, etc.). Due to perceptual limitations, we move about largely ignoring what are probably our most intimate and direct contexts. To me, Revelation of Spirit guides and deepens this connection. FIELD seems, as far as I can tell, to be about Love and the medium and contexts of love.
I also am oriented on Nonverbal Intelligence and Experiencing. For example, just sit (or walk, stand, or anything else) with the question, āWhat is Real?ā as an active question. And see what happens as you follow it farther and farther and faā¦
I think that these and my various selfish, petty processes and concerns are what inform a lot of my thinking in this current phase.
Working on it.
Summertime.
Still in early, subtle days.
Iām noticing a vague undercurrent of joy right now. It feels far away, as if hearing a samba marching band playing in the distance. Donāt know if thatās Summertime or if itās my morning breakfast digesting.
Right now, what Iām most aware of are Alchemist and Khan Black. Been washing out from them for 13 days now. In a few days, Iāll move on to stage 4 of both of them. It just hit me the other day that Iād gotten significant expressions from both of them. So Iām grateful for that.
I feel like I can feel an ocean wave of euphoria. Maybe thatās Summertime. But again, itās like Iām on the surface of the water, and those powerful currents are somewhere in the depths. Iāll share as things develop.
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This has been an extremely busy period at work, and itās going to be that way for another few weeks. Itās been going strong since about 2 January. But weāre almost there.
My custom and my name-embedded both arrived this morning. Itās 10:13 PM and I just got the chance to do my first 15 second runs with them.
Thatās how it is right now. But man I am grateful.
Thereās INTERFACE, the name Iām (temporarily?) giving to my Ecstasy of Gold II and R.I.C.H. custom.
And thereās Al-Khan. My name for this ZPQ name-embedded major of Alchemist 4 and Khan Black 4. It feels awesome to be working with these programs that I desire so highly.
And again, yes, 15-seconds each in the can.
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30 seconds of each of my programs just now.
Iāve renamed Al-Khan, my ZPQ name-embedded Alchemist4-KhanBlack4 program to
Al-Kara Khan
after learning that Kara Khan means āBlack Khanā.
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Iāve never been more NOW with my stack than I am today. The stack Iām playing is the stack that I want to play and express NOW.
Thatās somewhat new for me.
(Iāve typically been delaying gratification as I work towards some future time point. But I think that past approach has also been what brought me to this point now.)
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A little logging:
Subliminal Plays Data
On 11 March 2026, I played my last loops of my previous stack: (Ecstasy of the Golden One, Alchemist stage 3, Khan Black stage 3).
I took a subliminal break for 9 days from Thursday 12 March to Friday 20 March 2026.
On Saturday 21 March 2026, I ordered my two new core programs: Ecstasy of Gold stage II + RICH custom (INTERFACE), and Alchemist 4/Khan Black 4 name-embedded (Al-Kara Khan).
On that same day, Saturday 21 March 2026, I played 15 seconds of RICH and 15 seconds of Summertime.
On Monday 23 March 2026, I played 25 seconds of RICH and 40 seconds of Summertime (it got away from me a little).
Then I rested on Tuesday and Wednesday.
On Thursday 26 March 2026, my two Q-store programs arrived. I had a very busy workday, but at night when it was done, I played 15 seconds of INTERFACE and 15 seconds of Al-Kara Khan.
On Saturday 28 March, I played 30 seconds of each program.
Then on Monday 30 March, I played 1:21 of INTERFACE and 2:56 of Al-Kara Khan. I was multitasking in the late morning and did not turn it off at 1 min as planned.
I had a full day on Monday from 10 to 8 or so, and when it was done, I came home and just fell out.
On Wednesday (yesterday), 1 April, I played 3 minutes of INTERFACE and 3:22 of Al-Kara Khan.
Okay, so thatās the āobjectiveā run data.
Life Experience Data
Here are some experiential notes:
RESULTS and EARLY MOVEMENT Data
As previously mentioned, I do service/consultation-related work outside of my job.
On Friday 27 March (day after my 15 second INTERFACE play), Iām contacted by someone to make an appointment for Monday morning. I accept and we do it on Monday 30 AM.
meanwhile on 18 March, I had a similar appointment with someone else. thatās prior to playing RICH or INTERFACE (which contains RICH). But after our meeting, the person had not paid. (not really a big deal, but still a fact.) Some people say ābusiness is businessā, but in this part of my life, I love the people I work with, and would (and occasionally do) work with them for free if they needed. We had a good meeting on the 18th and I just let it go.
Then on Monday 30 March (almost 2 weeks after our meeting), the person contacted me to confirm payment information. And then paid that evening.
On Saturday 28 March, another person called to request the same service, I agreed and we met this morning on Thursday 2 April. That person paid as soon as the meeting was over.
On 26 March, a 4th person contacted me to arrange an appointment, which we completed on Wednesday 1 April 2026.
Finally, an organizational client, who books in 3 month blocks of appointments contacted me on Tuesday 31 March 2026 to ask if I could send them an invoice for payment in the coming days. I agreed. There are two matters that are holding that up, but Iāll likely get the invoice to them by next Monday or Tuesday.
The point of all of this is that, I noticed a marked uptick in small money manifestations/activity that seemed to accompany my engagement with the INTERFACE (Ecstasy of Gold2+RICH) custom.
Immediate. Small (though not insignificant). Frequent.
I just want to keep that record here.
RECONCILIATION Data
On the other side of things, Iāve been having shorter sleep duration and often bimodal sleeping pattern, over the past 4 weeks(or so?). This began before my current stack. And the extremely busy work period began way back in January 2026, extending until now.
Sometimes I have been very tired during the day. And I noticed that I sometimes needed to drag myself more to action when the day was beginning. Friction and baggage.
Although those conditions preceded my stack, I feel that they might be being exacerbated or intensified by my engagement with these new programs.
I noticed an increased vulnerability to a sense of discouragement and alienation. And this morning, I felt a real discomfort and discouragement. It felt organic and appropriate to my circumstances, but I also think that it is part of the reconciliation process.
I have night meetings this evening until 9:30 pm, and I had the luxury of going into the office later today. Yet, I felt a kind of heavy inertia this morning. I usually aim to meditate upon waking. But this was one of those days where for one reason or another, I allowed 90 minutes to elapse without meditating.
Then I started to feel the worry about the day running away from me, and hesitation about doing the meditation hour in the morning. Even though I had the time to do it, there was a kind of discomfort around allowing myself to do so.
Eventually, I did it, and it made the day better. And I even allowed myself to do a gym workout. Both of these strengthened me and added momentum and determination to my day. But prior to those activities, I was feeling a sense of shakiness, insecurity, discouragement. So, I hypothesize that it may have been part of my processing response. It felt a bit subtle.
But one telling point is that the issues around which the discouragement constellates are the exact issues that I am working with creatively in my life; the same process that the subs are intended to support. So, Iām tending to interpret this as reconciliation. Itās just that my recon may sometimes be subliminally-inflected and sometimes may be a response to my own self-initiated intentions to grow and evolve.
Okay, wanted to make those records.
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Down-throttled today:
2 minutes with INTERFACE
2:22 with Al-Kara Khan
This past week, experienced a bunch of sleep-deprived nights and real-world actual discouraging experiences.
In other words, reconciliation experiences that were not directly or obviously linked to subliminal exposure. But, for now, Iām experimenting with treating them as reconciliation.
I like the section from the Instructions that says:
Step 2: Create Pathways of Expression and Manifestation
Once youāve adjusted your listening, the second critical step is to create pathways for your new internal state to flow outward through action.
When you take actions aligned with your transformationāeven small onesāyou create channels for the built-up energy to release and manifest:
- Internal shift toward confidence + Action (speaking up in a meeting) = Energy flows into expression, reconciliation eases
- Internal shift toward wealth mindset + Action (researching business ideas) = Energy flows into manifestation, reconciliation eases
- Internal shift toward social mastery + Action (initiating conversation) = Energy flows into results, reconciliation eases
The action doesnāt need to be large. It needs to be genuineāa real-world expression of your new internal state that gives your transformation somewhere to go.
This resonates with me, even more than the idea of just pure reconciliation symptoms.
I tend to be fairly stoic, and most of the time, I donāt really care or think much about Reconciliation. But where things get clearer for me is when I look at my attitude towards Creating Pathways. Thatās much more telling and compelling.
I guess, in a way, the most compelling form of reconciliation for me, personally, is non Action Taking. Iām reasonably good at sitting in, or sitting with, discomfort without making a big deal of it. That doesnāt feel so special. But when it comes to making a move in the world; that feels a lot more daunting or complicated.
So, I think it makes sense to take that as my primary litmus test. Is it easier or more difficult than before for me to ACT? And if thereās a certain listening level or style/duration at which I find action-taking occurring more naturally, thatās the one to which Iāll pay special attention.
Right.
So anyway, 2 minutes today, and weāll see how I proceed.
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