you have always been enough
you are simply learning to recognize that
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And learning how to stabilize that recognition in ever-increasing contexts, conditions, and circumstances
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It is okay to be exactly who you are.
The trick is how to get that to work in the world.
But that is not a contest; itās a puzzle.
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Today, just now, someone with whom Iāve worked regularly in the past 2 years gave me direct feedback about my aura; even using the specific term āauraā. It was not a metaphysical conversation. She was just sharing how sheād felt in the interactions.
But it really gave me food for thought with regard to how the subliminals and other practices have been informing and influencing my development and growth.
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Tomorrowās already the next subliminals day.
Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday.
And then I just listen to my intuiiton about when to take a week off for processing.
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Time to meditate with Dragon Reborn Gold Stage 2 and Ecstasy of the Golden One Stage 1.
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It was just occurring to me this morning that the longer of a duration that you listen to Dragon Reborn, the more it might morph into an experimental title.
People often think of and characterize healing as a relatively passive process. The clearing away of blockages and traumas. But it occurs to me that if this process is continued and maintained, it would very likely shift from passivity into generativity. The active creation of structures, patterns, and processes of energetic flow, evolution, and unfoldment.
Kind of makes one want to run Dragon Reborn Gold long-term.
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I was JUST thinking of something similar the other night. And then added it to Emperor: The Art of War. Consistent, steady, strategic and systematic growth.
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In a way, Shadow Work is about integrating earlier memes and stages rather than just repressing them.
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Woke up this morning from an unsettling dream of weakness and offense.
It also had some very archetypal imagery. This satyr-like being with three long sideways-curved horns out the top of his head. And this strange procession of very elderly people walking past him. Prior to those, I was insulted (called āstupidā) by someone I love.
Interesting, to say the least.
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The past three months have been very busy and packed. I can feel that my mind is wanting to disengage. Not completely overwhelmed. But feeling it.
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Freaking love these chord progressions
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This sounds like those āvintage distortionā effects are in full play here.
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11 March 2025 is when I started with Ecstasy of Gold Stage 1 and Dragon Reborn Gold Stage 2.
25 March was when I shifted to Ecstasy of the Golden One Stage 1 ZPQ. (2.5 weeks ago).
Working on it.
For Ecstasy of the Golden One Stage 1, I plan to stay with it until I launch something. At this exact moment, I do not yet know what that will be. But thatās the outcome and benchmark for this program. I do not like using arbitrary timeframes to determine my plans. I like using benchmarks. Rollercoasters donāt say, āwhen youāve been alive for this long, you can take this rideā; they say, āwhen you reach such and such height and weight, it is now safe for you to take this rideā. That makes sense to me.
You get off the train when it reaches your stop. Not after some length of time has passed.
Okay. Rant over.
Anyway, for Dragon Reborn Gold Stage 2, I do not have such benchmarks. So, it remains to be seen whether Iāll run it for 2 months or for 3 months before moving to Stage 3.
At this point, my life is gradually superceding my practices and resources. So, I (kind of) feel that I could play a program for any given length of time, as long as it remains relevant.
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i want to find my own way
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Interesting juxtaposition.
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I am in a real financial trough these days. Some lifestyle changes led to an increased monthly output/expenses. Not negotiable for the moment.
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Just now I noticed a gust of enthusiasm and excitement at the prospect of being involved in lucrative projects/business ventures to benefit beings. Thatās something that I cannot deny is happening increasingly.
No concrete expression yet. But the process is observable and apparent.
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Iām noticing a surge of people sharing genuine, authentic issues with me.
It just happened again about 10 minutes ago.
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I still donāt deeply understand recon or micro-loops, to be honest.
My responses to the subs have never been clear or obvious or instantaneous enough to me to inform day-to-day shifts and adjustments in listening times.
I start out with shorter loops because it is the recommendation; and because results are what matter to me.
But most of the recon I experience tends to feel like āLife Reconā.
This is an area where I second-guess myself a bit.
Iāve always been this way though. I want something to be extremely clear, repeatable, etc., before Iām willing to make authoritative pronouncements about it.
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This just came back to me.
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Well, clear or not clear about reconciliation, I decided today to take a rest although itās my usual exposure day.
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