The MALKUTH Catharsis (Malkuth Journal)

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Pure golden eloquence:

Expanding the Horizons of Possibility

Encourages you to break free from conventional thinking, embracing the infinite potential for wealth and success in your life. Uses the power of real-world stories and your imagination to push past perceived limitations, inspiring boldness in exploring new opportunities. By shifting your mindset, you begin to see wealth not as restricted by logic or tradition but as an ever-expanding field of possibilities waiting for your creative engagement. This reimagining of what is possible helps you embrace your unique path with courage and excitement.

[From the copy for The Ecstasy of Gold Stage One]

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Journaling is a form of action-taking.

It’s consolidation, integration, and development of perceptions, understandings, and plans.

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Two weeks ago, I ordered a name-embedded Major Title.

Ecstasy of Gold, Stage 1.

I combined it with Synergy: The Golden One and had it built in Zero Point Quantum.

For now, I’m calling it Gold of Gold ZPQ

Last week, Tuesday, 25 March 2025, I played it for the first time.

My current stack is:

Dragon Reborn Gold Stage 2
Gold of Gold ZPQ

I’ve played the stack 3 times thus far.

As always my play days are Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday. I’m playing full-loops.

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or maybe Gold of Golds.

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I think that my favorite standard for gauging reconciliation might be my sense of my capacity to take action and my attitudes toward taking action. If I feel that I’m hitting a wall and that action is very difficult or impossible that is a sign that I am losing my center and may be involved in some more serious or deeper-level processing.

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• Spend time each day visualizing your goals and the person you aspire to become. Imagine yourself embodying the virtues and qualities promoted by Dragon Reborn Gold. This practice will help to align your subconscious mind with your conscious aspirations, making your transformation more seamless and effective.

[From the pro-tips for Dragon Reborn Gold]

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fledgling steps.

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There are people in the world talking about things and ideas that inspire me and matter to me. I just have to look for them.

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I didn’t do it properly then;

can I do it properly now?

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Milton Erickson’s “Rules of Life.”

by Betty-Alice Erickson

1. Life is hard work.

2. Life is unfair.

3. Life is filled with pain.

4. Everything ends.

5. Every choice costs.

6. The law of averages is usually correct—that’s why it’s called the law of averages.

7. Change is the only constant.

8. It is what’s in our head and heart that really matters.

9. What we receive in life depends on merit—and good or bad luck—or a combination.

10. Life was made for Amateurs

Milton Erickson’s Rules of Life | Ericksonian Info

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Life seems really different when you’re mainly paying attention to the surfaces of things.

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Had a full day. 10 am to 10 pm. Didn’t manage to meditate in the morning. So came home to shower and then meditate (with subs) from 11:15 to 12:15 or so. Now, it’s 1:30 am, and I’m going to head to bed.

And that is that.

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My style of relating to my life, to phenomena, and to events is pretty ‘on the ground’ and ‘in the midst of things’.

It just feels right to me.

So, sometimes, I’ll take a step back and look at things from the Puppetmaster perspective. But quite often, I’m more interested in affirming and validating my limited but genuine experience of life and life’s conditions.

I think that this influences the way that I journal and how I talk about what’s going on.

I don’t think you can both 1) evolve and transform, and 2) be in control of your process of evolution. So, I tend towards prioritizing the former.

That’s a P tendency (I see as I’m typing this); in the sense of INFP.

J is just as important.

And one part of life involves finding our own balances and harmonizations between such contrasts.

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Woke up slightly later than usual today. 7:30 or 7:45 am.

Apart from my job, one of my working situations is a kind of consultation/advisement service, and so this Saturday morning I had two such appointments scheduled. 10:30 am to 11:30. 12 to 1 pm. I went overtime with both of them. Felt right today.

Now, it’s 2:17. About 30 minutes after the latter ended.

Daughter’s bringing sushi to me here at office.

This morning prior to those meetings, I had enough time to meditate before showering. So that was great.

This being Saturday it was a subliminals day.

And so a new influx of Dragon Reborn Gold and Ecstasy of the Golden One are processing in my mind.

Still working out my way of referring to name-embedded majors. Now, I’m thinking that a slight variation on the original name of the major might work. So, since I added Synergy: The Golden One to Ecstasy of Gold, I’m trying out calling it: Ecstasy of the Golden One. haha.

So all of that is processing.

Got a major bit of dots connection. I’ve been having some strange and worrying physical symptoms over a long period of time and consulted with a health professional and even got some helpful advice and supplements.

But last night, it occurred to me that I’m experiencing symptoms of rheumatoid arthritis or some related processes. Freaked me out but also felt good to have clarity.

It’s completely interfered with my weight-training for a couple of years now.

We’ll see what I learn and how it helps.

Anyway. The day is the day.

Love my stack.

And that’s that.

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Do the best things you can think of doing.

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Practice perceiving your life as a flow of opportunities

Practice recognizing the opportunities that exist amidst everything else

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Observe mind observing

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Something’s happening

A lot of things are happening

Unfolding

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Ironically,

The essence of salvation is the release of the perception that ‘I must be saved’

The foundation of connection is the transcendence/release of the perception that ‘I must find connection’

Regret is an ontological error

Release desperation as an existential/emotional stance and regret is revealed as an illusion

Regret is only possible atop the foundation of desparation

It’s not true

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allow yourself to be as free as you are