The MALKUTH Catharsis (Malkuth Journal)

The world is filled with things that are not immediately obvious

Why restrict yourself to only those things that are

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Well, if you’re still doing your Neigong, (theoretically) that’s one reason you don’t experience recon as much. Clears the energetic system deeply, less blockages both physically and mentally. I’ve noticed that ever since I started pursuing mastery in Qigong that daily energetic cycles seems to affect me less, and I’m more capable of maintaining a stable and steady sense of self.

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You have a Work in the world.

It’s what you are about. What you’re here to do.

It’s not static; it’s dynamic and evolving. But there is a soul to it; a core.

In all likelihood, you’ve forgotten what it is. Or never quite figured it out.

But, for you, it’s gold. It’s more valuable than gold.

The first thing you need to do is to treat it accordingly.

Treat it like it’s one of the most important things in life. (This does not mean ā€˜with desperation’. It means with care and attention.)

Your job is to place that Work in such a way that it brings benefit to people.

In exchange, it will lead you and guide you and be an excellent North Star.

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Another fortunate morning meditation hour.

Today I felt small and slightly overwhelmed.

I also felt aware of the dynamic web of life that permeates the planet and that is bounded by the atmosphere.

The constant process of extruding additional beings.

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Look.

I seem to get Externalized Recon.

Seems weird to me too. But sometimes it seems to come in the form of situations and conditions around me.

I don’t know. It just seems like it.

Things have been a little trying, so I decided to just meditate no subs this past Saturday. Give my mind more time to integrate and process.

Then this morning, I did just meditation again. But I thought I might do shorter loops, separate from meditation, during the day at some point.

It’s all experimental. I don’t really know what’s going on.

Sometimes, I get manifestations that are the precise inverse of the program I’m processing. And that seemed to happen, so I thought it might be good to just Sit Down for a minute.

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It’s getting worse before it gets better.

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So, to recap. Here’s a possibility:

We can talk in terms of two (at least) levels of reconciliation.

There’s reconciling and integrating your mind and your life. Life Reconciliation, Mind Reconciliation, or Self Reconciliation.

And then there’s reconciling the specific stimulus of the subliminal programs. Tech(-nology) Recon.

I have never felt much Tech Recon. Some here or there. But I get constant Life Recon.

These two Recons have some overlap and also have distinctness.

Both play a role in your subliminals journey. (Just as both play a role in your Life Journey.)

But Tech Recon speaks more directly to how you should handle the structuring and scheduling of your subliminal sessions.

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Just needed a reminder of this.

Thank you, Gemini.

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Dragon Reborn Gold : cut down to 6:30 listen tonight

Ecstasy of the Golden 1: 5:10

Let’s see how this plays out.

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Working with full loops in meditation again today.

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Today I’m thinking about 2nd-order, ā€˜aggregate’, phenomena.

One primitive example of this, for me, is a wave.

One very small drop of water. Say .05 milliliters of water, is going ot have various physical qualities and characteristics.We can analyze it. Measure it. We could even drink it. A butterfly or an aphid might get a nice big drink from that.

The wetness. The surface tension. And so on. These are 1st order water phenomena.

But now if we aggregate billions of those drops of water, and now we fill up an entire bay or harbor with water. I just checked and San Francisco Bay contains approximately 6.9 billion cubic meters of water. (For comparison, that is about 140 quadrillion drops of water.)

At that level of combination and aggregation, we now get phenomena that would not be possible at the individual, first-order level. We can see complex wave forms propagating and traveling through those billions of cubic meters. An average size human can ride those waves on a surfboard. We get complex ecologies of animals and plants making their homes within it. And so on. and so on.

One lego brick. To a replica of the Empire State Building comprised of millions of Lego bricks.

One individual human being. To social institutions that harness thousands or millions of individual humans.

And in all the cases of these aggregates, new relationships, and phenomena, rules and principles, become possible that could not have occurred at the individual level. These large aggregates are completely inclusive of the nature of their individual elements, but also transcend and express additional dimensions of nature.

ā€˜Greater than the sum of their parts.’

This is what I’ve been reflecting on this morning.

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Stop asking if it’s working and make it work.

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Look to the investments that you have already made in your life. Although they may not give you the final answer, they will give you very important clues about the tools currently at your disposal.

In general, your ā€œnext stepā€œ will involve applying and utilizing those tools.

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I got my first major Ecstasy of Gold result today in the form of a plan.

It’s realistic, it’s workable, and it’s actionable.

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I said that my benchmark for playing ecstasy of Gold stage one was launching a business project or venture.

It looks like it’s going to come much sooner than I expected. Not the full version of what I originally envisioned, but a launch nonetheless.

I think I will continue with stage one longer.

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I think that everything I wrote about yesterday was a result from Ectasy of Gold (or Ecstasy of the Golden One).

I have felt very clueless in the whole conversation of shorter loops, because while on the one hand, 1) I do not experience much tech-specific reconciliation, I also 2) do not necessarily get fast, obvious results.

So, I took about a 4-day break from subliminals(11 to 14 April), and on Tuesday 15 April I played shorter loops (5 to 6 minutes) of my two programs. I felt fine, and actually had an intuitive feeling of ā€˜the cup not being full’. Then yesterday morning at 10 am, I did my customary meditation with 1 full loop each.

By 7 pm, when I went walking from my office back to home (a ~3-mile walk), I got a flow of specific ideas and connections related to improving my financial situation and building wealth.

This morning when I woke up, the ideas felt slightly (subjectively) shakier, but objectively still solid, workable, and realistic. So that helped me to see that, yes, these plans are being supported by my subs.

I’m thinking that in general, full loops still are my preference. And possibly full loops with Terminus build strength. (Though I’m not completely certain on this point.) My Ecstasy of Gold name-embedded major is built in Zero Point Quantum; and it seems that this build may be working well for me. I’ll see how things continue to unfold.

I also think that regular exercise and energy movement practices (walking, taijiquan, rowing, etc.) seem to also play a pivotal role. As, of course, so does meditation (though that’s less of a question since as long as I’m able, I’ll be doing that regardless.)

Anyway, those are my reflections for now.

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Existence is a whirlpool of dynamic form, with empty Consciousness at the center.

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Loving an adult human is a more complex project.

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I have to admit this is a new feeling.

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If what I’m feeling and imagining this morning are any indication of what’s to come, I may be becoming a huge fan and proponent of The Ecstasy of Gold.

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