It’s not mainly ontological recon, I think. This whole year I’ve been dealing with various financial challenges. Pretty much starting in January. Now things are slowly getting better, but the next few weeks are a bottleneck. The pressure’s on.
That’s the crux of it.
Don’t worry, you’re the only person I know who knows it all without being a ‘know it all’
signed
I don’t know how to do what you’re doing!
Keep killing it.
I cannot, in retrospect, deny the flow of results and developments coming from working with PHENOMENAUT Genesis.
But much of it right now is in form of ideas. What I’m striving for is to cross the divide between idea and embodiment.
This is the journey from Kether to Malkuth.
The only way to deal wisely with power is to resist the temptation to view power as a shortcut to happiness and a convenient alternative to facing and working through challenges.
If you view power in this way, you will not be able to avoid becoming drunk on power. (Why would you regulate the thing that is making your life work?)
The opposite of avoiding challenges is Learning. The result of being drunk on power is extensive ignorance. Inability to see or find the balance in one’s life (the foundation of true wellbeing).
Walk wisely around people who seem powerful to you.
The more enchanted you are by their power; is also the more likely that you will partake in their ignorance.
I don’t know what happens after I die.
I can’t believe I’m here in the first place.
Been playing PHENOMENAUT Genesis QTKS since 18 October 2023.
Been playing BUILD QTKS since 21 February 2024.
I’ve been ignoring the first few months, since I considered 27 April 2024 as a kind of new beginning. (Probably because I did a long washout from 31 March 2024 to 26 April 2024. And, before that, I did an even longer washout from 29 November 2023 to 2 January 2024.)
But nope, those earlier listening dates counted.
So, I’m already 13 months into PHENOMENAUT Genesis QTKS
and 9 months into BUILD QTKS.
And I should also count the fact that I first played PHENOMENAUT Genesis in ZPv2, starting on 15 August 2023. That adds 2 more months to bring total listening up to 15 months. Sheesh.
Yet, I feel that I’m just getting started. No plans to change any part of my stack.
Not until I work through/transcend my blocks to creating, building, and expressing in the world; (whether those blocks are objective or more perception-based).
I did not remember starting BUILD in February. I’m only 3 months from my first anniversary.
Continuing on.
These programs capture my core animating vision.
This is it.
I’m looking forward to playing my stack again tomorrow.
Busy morning thus far. A couple of meetings. A little breathing room now.
But I did get to wake up, shower, and meditate with subs, before launching into stuff.
Now, I’m at my desk waiting for lunch to be delivered.
Then, we’ve got a 4 pm and a 7 to 10 pm. And a 10 to 1 pm tomorrow morning. The beat goes on…
Why am i so looking forward to my next play day/meditation tomorrow?
Beautiful meditation today.
Late. But good.
Now, I get to have lunch with my daughter.
Then it’s off to attend a work-related formal event.
Yes, I’ve made the choice to put Unfolding programs as the driving core of my stack.
The Revelation of Spirit
The Revelation of Mind
It can mean a more organic, subtle, and, at times, even slow process, for me. But it seems to be the way I’m wired. So probably for the best in the long run.
The mind–the imagination–are defined and shaped, in early life and beyond, by physical conditions. This ontological conditioning is, for many of us, the only reality we will ever know. Slaves who don’t even know we are slaves.
Fighting and striving, longing and suffering, in a frame that we barely understand.
Like a person who has lived in a locked room, and doesn’t even know enough to imagine that there might be a world outside, let alone to wonder what that world might be like.
An old state of affairs. The well. The cave.
Association - Dissociation
The Lego blocks can be linked together and they can be pulled apart.
Reconfigured and then put together again.
But these blocks are your feelings and sensations of being alive.
With every shift your world seems to change.
And if you’re identified with and as the blocks themselves, then every shifting, every dissolving, every reconfiguration; is an ending of the world and a new beginning.
But what if one identifies as the sea or ocean of consciousness that surrounds the blocks? What if one holds ego more loosely?
Son and wife have been sick for about a week with the same sore throat, cough thing. Yesterday it finally got to me. On Wednesday had done a bunch of sitting in the cold and being in a crowd of a few hundred people, and I guess that took us across the threshold.
I’m already feeling a significant abatement of symptoms, so, grateful for that.
Last night, I slept, got up, slept, got up, and then slept one last time.
In the last round, I woke up from a dream that I was driving with my son in an unfamiliar place (and an unfamiliar car), and when I came back to where I thought the car should be, either I was wrong or the car had been stolen. And I was standing there realizing, I’m not even sure I know the make or model of this car. Let alone the license plate.
And….scene.
So here we are now, back in the waking world. Mercifully free of stolen cars.
What was that about, Mind? What are we working on/working through?
Well, hope that it’s working, whatever it is.
And the beat goes on.
I hope you all feel better soon.
Spirit: BEING
Mind: KNOWING
Spirit + Being: Deepening and expanding my exploration and expression of Consciousness. Of Experiencing.
The Revelation of Spirit + The Revelation of Mind: Clarifying and Focusing my Way of Being
Genesis: Harnessing and Courageously Expressing my Way of Being in the form of explorations and actions in the world. PURPOSE.
These are the three program cores of my primary subliminal.
Deepening BEING and KNOWING and Integrating Them into Embodied, Meaningful Action. Purpose.
Dynamically Evolving Purpose.
Now, I know something about my purpose and potential based on these decades of lived experience. The remaining modules are about strengthening and developing what I do already know.
Understanding myself and understanding others
Teaching, facilitating, supporting others
Cultivating beneficial mindstates, perspectives, and paradigms
Helping others to do the same
Developing meta-awareness (awareness of awareness)
Facilitating people’s connections to their own resources
Exploring, learning, and studying the vast range of experiential iterations, of human and sentient diversity
Appreciating the journey
These are expressed in the modules:
Entranced, Eagle Eye, Empath, Mercy Protocol, Way of Understanding, Whispered Power, Chiron, Storyteller, Polyglot, Ultimate Writer, Trailblazer, Technological Prodigy, Instant Business Tactician, Carpe Diem Ascended, Victory’s Call, Mountain Breaker, You Are Not Alone.
Those represent my talents and my aspirations.
What I feel I’m here to do.
This is PHENOMENAUT Genesis. The Birth (Genesis) of a Journey of Consciousness (PHENOMENAUT).
PHENOMENAUT Genesis.
My core custom.