The MALKUTH Catharsis (Malkuth Journal)

Ordering that and City of Brass

The reviews likened it to The Golem and The Jinni and Uprooted. Both of which I loved.

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There are treasures that lie only inside of loss and losing.

The process of discovering them involves a whole lot of cursing fate.

Until you don’t.

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Working on my life.

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could I ask? You being “forum ambassador”… what does that mean exactly Malkuth?

Also the music gave me chills. What a nice tune.

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Hi @Spartan. Here’s the response I gave the last time someone asked me this question. I think it still works.

MalkuthForum Ambassador

Sep '22

A forum ambassador is a forum participant who is trusted by Subliminal Club to:

  1. try to support the wellbeing of the forum as a whole and the wellbeing of individual users on the forum
  2. actively share her understanding, learning, mistakes, and insights with the community
  3. support other forum participants who also wish to do the above two points

Like a mini-moderator without the administrative access and privileges.

(oh god. I just realized I’m a Class Prefect.)

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Ontological Recon

is a MF.

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It’s not mainly ontological recon, I think. This whole year I’ve been dealing with various financial challenges. Pretty much starting in January. Now things are slowly getting better, but the next few weeks are a bottleneck. The pressure’s on.

That’s the crux of it.

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Don’t worry, you’re the only person I know who knows it all without being a ‘know it all’

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signed

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I don’t know how to do what you’re doing!

Keep killing it.

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I cannot, in retrospect, deny the flow of results and developments coming from working with PHENOMENAUT Genesis.

But much of it right now is in form of ideas. What I’m striving for is to cross the divide between idea and embodiment.

This is the journey from Kether to Malkuth.

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The only way to deal wisely with power is to resist the temptation to view power as a shortcut to happiness and a convenient alternative to facing and working through challenges.

If you view power in this way, you will not be able to avoid becoming drunk on power. (Why would you regulate the thing that is making your life work?)

The opposite of avoiding challenges is Learning. The result of being drunk on power is extensive ignorance. Inability to see or find the balance in one’s life (the foundation of true wellbeing).

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Walk wisely around people who seem powerful to you.

The more enchanted you are by their power; is also the more likely that you will partake in their ignorance.

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I don’t know what happens after I die.

I can’t believe I’m here in the first place.

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Been playing PHENOMENAUT Genesis QTKS since 18 October 2023.
Been playing BUILD QTKS since 21 February 2024.

I’ve been ignoring the first few months, since I considered 27 April 2024 as a kind of new beginning. (Probably because I did a long washout from 31 March 2024 to 26 April 2024. And, before that, I did an even longer washout from 29 November 2023 to 2 January 2024.)

But nope, those earlier listening dates counted.

So, I’m already 13 months into PHENOMENAUT Genesis QTKS
and 9 months into BUILD QTKS.

And I should also count the fact that I first played PHENOMENAUT Genesis in ZPv2, starting on 15 August 2023. That adds 2 more months to bring total listening up to 15 months. Sheesh.

Yet, I feel that I’m just getting started. No plans to change any part of my stack.

Not until I work through/transcend my blocks to creating, building, and expressing in the world; (whether those blocks are objective or more perception-based).

I did not remember starting BUILD in February. I’m only 3 months from my first anniversary.

Continuing on.

These programs capture my core animating vision.

This is it.

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I’m looking forward to playing my stack again tomorrow.

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Busy morning thus far. A couple of meetings. A little breathing room now.

But I did get to wake up, shower, and meditate with subs, before launching into stuff.

Now, I’m at my desk waiting for lunch to be delivered.

Then, we’ve got a 4 pm and a 7 to 10 pm. And a 10 to 1 pm tomorrow morning. The beat goes on…

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Why am i so looking forward to my next play day/meditation tomorrow?

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