– Pride Unbroken –
Stopp I already ordered the custom 
Gotta redo it 
I think you should do well if you start listening to LBFH. Improve self-esteem, remove negative thoughts, some healing, etc.
Think about it.
Like I told @Matalexander305 yesterday about LBFH. I never understood why people run it before running Stark, PS, Khan or other titles for at least 6 months. My opinion, LBFH shouldn’t be the sub you use first to achieve love. How can you give love and be loved if you have no value. That’s why it’s a sub I’m going to run in the future when I have all the external values I need because to truly be loved and feel loved you need to have the values that bring you happiness and love
Might get the WHOOP again, I really liked the way it tracked my sleep and recovery among other things. I’m very data driven and having the possibly to track how I’m working on a health basis would be a nice way to move forward.
But that’s the thing PS has healing, Stark has healing and Khan definitely healing. I respect Luther but some of his thought process is in my opinion incorrect or makes no sense since his opinion is geared after he already ran Wanted and PS a few months and then trying to give an opinion on LBFH healing when he already had the healing of Wanted and PS. That’s just my personal opinion.
It is like I am reading my own thoughts and I realize that is still hard to swallow. I am at a point where I am used to the loneliness but it still hurts. I have to go but I would like to talk more often to you.
I hope you aren’t talking about me, if you lived closer; we’d be hanging out all the time
But I know how you feel, I tested this out on a few friends before. And some, I never heard from again. I even went as far as wishing them a happy birthday, saying “let’s hang out sometime”. And some never made plans with me or even wished me a happy birthday. So, if they never come looking for you, don’t go looking for them. They’re not real friends.
Well, also consider that the ’ not real friends’ might be dealing with their own struggles too
Nope not talking about you or @GoldenTiger you guys are amazing friends you know this already lmao. I mentioned before not now but more so I’m talking about my other friends cough cough like the guys we went clubbing with.
That’s rough but yeah right now I’m focusing on having a small group of close friends instead of having a big group of meh friends.
Honestly my biggest is not even that I have bad friends don’t get me wrong.
I have one friend who’s one of my closest friends but he’s in the monk mode/work mode and I completely understand his decision and respect that and he’s 28. He doesn’t want to go out a lot since he wants to focus on his relationship (Or soon to be) and his foundational wealth which like I said I respect but it still causing the issue on my side where I’ve already achieved my foundational wealth goals and now what to having fun/socialize and go out often but I don’t have anyone that I can go out with that I would enjoy going out with except him in city so it’s really hard.
And then I have another friend who’s also a close friend of mine but lives in Ottawa which is the reason we can’t always hang out as much (Travel is kind of expensive between my city and Ottawa unless you have a place to stay) so I’m not going to make him come out here for a day for that but I’m seeing him hopefully this month so that will be fun.
But yeah the others, I use to be the guy who would enjoy buying their friends stuff because I reached a level where money isn’t an issue and I could just buy whatever I want until I realized those people we’re either ungrateful and treated like shit on top of that. Now I only spend money on my family, girls I will go out with and my two closest friends.
True but my thinking might be a bit mean but I believe being a good friend/person is completely your responsibility. No matter your struggles, only you decide how you want live your life. I see the world in that if your poor or fat/skinny (Assuming they have no health conditions), etc it’s your responsibility to fix that if you want to. I understand their struggles but a real friend is their when a friend is struggle and will be their to help or at least talk with the person/give them advice on what to do.
No one’s perfect but only you can choose how you wish to live your life.
Ahh okay haha, I was about to screenshot the post where I told you that you could always vent to me, and basically tell me anything.
That’s the way to go
First loop done let’s see how it goes tomorrow.
I realize that a number of things you mentioned are objective, such as friends not reaching out to you.
There is another part that is definitely in your control, such as your listening schedule. How about taking a week off and starting by listening once a week?
Not sure what’s wrong with my listening schedule? I’ve been doing 3 times a week one loop each time so not sure why take a week off?
You might surprise yourself.
Might have Mo Samuels as my bodybuilding coach (Someone I’ve been watching youtube videos from for a long time so that’s pretty cool or I could get coaching from Mike Thurston since their both people I know but price for the coaching is definitely more expensive then normal.