Day 10 ~ SB full loop
Made 2 shorts/reels for my platforms.
Played some drums and did a little vocal exercising.
Felt a bit generous this morning with sharing some information on Fawning with a friend who also comes for Reiki sessions. (Pays for those.)
An abundant person loves to give while also enjoying receiving too. Abundance and prosperity baby!
My inner critic can be a jerk sometimes creating unnecessary frustrations.
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If you feel angry, address your grief and all the ways you haven’t forgiven yourself yet.
Maybe you need to have a moshing session in your kitchen to some good music and just let it all pour out of you!
You will rise….
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Day 11 ~ rest day
So many processing dreams. I took a nap today which also included processing dreams!
Very productive day, engaging with people making content and focussing on my desires.
The dream stuff is kind of bothering me a bit, but I am framing it in a way that it’s all beneficial for me.
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Day 12 ~ RM full loop
Honestly guys, I am on fire 
I’ve been consistently banging out content for YouTube and my socials.
I am now desiring to wake up my sleep private Facebook group. Get more engagement.
Less lurkers!!!
Back to the following question from SB:
What can I offer that no one else can?
To step this question up a little bit:
What am I currently offering that no one else has offered?
When did my high impact value blowup in the world?
The ideas keep rolling out and I’m executing.
I am starting to notice an increase in people wanting to talk to me again like the last cycle running stark black, except now I have reframed the meaning I add to that. It could also be that I’m not over exposing this cycle, so I can manage the attention.
I really don’t have tolerance for stupid though. 
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I hate those.
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Yikes!!! 
If I Go Before You
Verse 1
In the stillness of the night, when the world fades away,
I remember all the moments, the words we couldn’t say.
You were my heart, my home, but I had to walk away,
Searching for my spirit, in the shadows where I stray.
Chorus
Maybe one day when I’m gone,
You’ll have something to remember me by.
If I go before you, love,
Will you see the truth beneath the sky?
Verse 2
I reached out for your hand, but you let it slip away,
Left me hanging on your words, and now they’re lost in gray.
I wanted us to blossom, to rise above the pain,
But the silence between us drives me almost insane.
Chorus
Maybe one day when I’m gone,
You’ll have something to remember me by.
If I go before you, love,
Will you see the truth beneath the sky?
Bridge
I fear that time will take me, and you’ll never really know,
The love that still burns softly, in the spaces we let go.
So if you ever miss me, look for the signs I leave,
In the echoes of our laughter, in the dreams we used to weave.
Chorus
Maybe one day when I’m gone,
You’ll have something to remember me by.
If I go before you, love,
Will you see the truth beneath the sky?
Outro
I don’t want it to be too late, when you finally realize,
What we had was something real, not just a sweet disguise.
So here’s my heart, my plea, don’t let it fade away,
Maybe one day when I’m gone, you’ll wish you had stayed.
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Now that’s what I call love!
The sweet pain of the deep longing expressed in words is pure bliss, thanks a lot for sharing did you write this?
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A collaboration between ChatGPT and myself. I started writing something earlier and wanted some help expanding on and making it come to life! 
Thank you. 🥹
Feel free not to answer if it’s too personal but, are you going to share it with him?
This is very very sweet wow I’m really touched by this even with the little I know about you.
Life is beautiful.
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I want to. It comes straight from my heart. 
Maybe I’ll email it to him.
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How about waiting for the next time you get to meet in person and just give him in paper format to read while you’re present?
This is too precious to send digitally in my opinion.
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I see him pretty often since we share a beautiful daughter together.
I get her off the school bus at his place 3 days per week and then he’s at my house every Saturday to pick her up.
I’m a bit of a chicken when it comes to this though. It tugs at my heart the most.
Maybe I need to listen to daredevil soon!
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I just went to pay my bill at a café and they said someone else paid for it!
Hahaha, that’s both really cool and a little spooky until you know who it is and why.
Put on your Sherlock glasses, headphones and a loop of Daredevil to go on an adventure to discover who did it!!
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It’s funny that you say that because I feel like Sherlock Holmes sometimes. 
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Someone else was doing Love bomb for sure
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Day 13 ~ rest
Went shopping in an Elmo costume today with my daughters! 
Decided to soften and open my heart more today. I get too serious sometimes with my oldest daughter. Much better day for us!
Made a video for YouTube before bed and uploaded it. I started reading about teleprompters and got annoyed, so I dropped it for now.