Lord of the rings page by page please.
Never read that lol
The Empress archetype is a powerful symbol of femininity, creation, abundance, and nurturing energy. She embodies the essence of motherhood, fertility, and the natural cycles of life. In tarot, she is often associated with love, beauty, sensuality, and the deep wisdom that comes from intuition and connection to the earth.
Is She a Goddess?
While the Empress isn’t necessarily a specific goddess, she embodies the qualities of many goddesses across different cultures, such as:
• Gaia (Greek) – The Earth Mother, representing fertility and the nurturing force of nature.
• Demeter (Greek) – Goddess of agriculture and the harvest, symbolizing abundance and cycles of life.
• Isis (Egyptian) – A mother figure and divine feminine energy associated with healing, magic, and creation.
• Freya (Norse) – A goddess of love, fertility, and beauty, connected to both passion and nurturing aspects.
Core Traits of the Empress Archetype:
• Creative & Fertile – This doesn’t just mean physical fertility but also creative expression, whether through art, ideas, or nurturing growth in others.
• Loving & Nurturing – She is a caretaker, offering support and protection to those around her.
• Abundant & Prosperous – Represents the flow of wealth, success, and emotional fulfillment.
• Sensual & Grounded – Deeply connected to the physical world, the body, and the pleasures of life.
• Wise & Intuitive – Knows when to nurture and when to let go, trusting the natural cycles of life.
She is divine feminine energy in its fullest form, whether as a mother, a lover, a creator, or a wise guide. Some might see her as a goddess-like figure, while others view her as an embodiment of the feminine essence that exists within all of us.
In order to purchase my brand new vehicle I had to trade in my lease early, which had a very large km overage and some remaining payments.
The dealership ate my remaining payments and contributed $700 towards the km overage.
My son’s dad handed me $100 cash last night out of nowhere.
My Reiki client prepaid for his gf to do a yin yoga class with me.
I am focusing on being grateful for these “small” things that are part of a greater tapestry of wealth and success on my journey.
I am focusing on having an excess balance after all my monthly bills and expenses are taken care of. Living from that energy feels good. This is my reality, though I’d love to see even more excess in my bank account. 
I realize that I exposed myself to a lot of different titles in January, which probably created some unnecessary mental and emotional recon. I found myself giving in to the bfs anxiety and took plan b in January which threw off my hormones. Paragon helped me balance out for the most part, though I still feel I’m not 
yet.
I am in washout until I feel a bit more balanced and clear in my head.
I’m realizing that the relationship I’ve been in for three months, long-distance, doesn’t feel fulfilling the way I need it to. I feel like I’m holding onto what could be rather than what is. That potential is what keeps me here, trying to convince myself it can work, but deep down, I know I’m shrinking in ways I shouldn’t have to.
I am a woman who is constantly evolving. I do the work, I grow, I reflect, I expand. I need depth, shared understanding, and a partner who is open to evolving with me—not in the exact same way, but in a way that feels like we’re truly growing together.
I crave shared insight and connection because I’m deeply reflective, constantly evolving, and need to feel emotionally and intellectually nourished. With Venus in Gemini in the 9th house, I understand this desire for conversation, exchange, and mental stimulation—it’s part of who I am. Venus in Gemini craves variety, intellectual engagement, and communication that is lively, dynamic, and full of discovery. In the 9th house, this need intensifies, drawing me toward higher-level conversations that challenge my beliefs, broaden my perspective, and encourage deeper understanding of the world around me. I want a partner who shares that same intellectual curiosity, someone who can engage with me on topics that excite and inspire me, someone who will dive into meaningful discussions and seek knowledge together.
Right now, it feels like I’m not truly seen in this relationship. When I speak, it’s as if I’m talking to myself. I long for those moments of shared understanding, for conversations where we explore and challenge ideas together—not just me speaking, but a genuine exchange that fosters growth. I don’t feel that here. Instead, it feels like I’m trying to pull him into a place he isn’t meeting me in, and I’m left holding space, hoping he’ll see what I see. But he’s not showing up in our connection in a way that feels natural.
He says he grows through life experiences, but I don’t see that growth reflected in our relationship. I don’t know if he truly reflects on his patterns, if he challenges himself to be better, or if he’s just existing while I’m constantly evolving. He doesn’t read, he doesn’t explore universal laws, and when I share the things I deeply believe, I feel like my words land in silence. He listens, but does he really hear me?
I crave a relationship where I feel met—not in the superficial, surface-level way, but in the depth of emotional and intellectual connection. I want a partner who can naturally show up in conversations, who shares the journey of growth, who challenges me in ways that bring us closer. But right now, that’s not happening.
The hardest part? I keep holding onto the potential. The idea of what this could be if he were more open, more engaged, more willing to meet me in the depths. But I have to ask myself—am I in love with the relationship as it is, or with the version I wish it could be? Because love isn’t enough if I don’t feel truly heard, understood, and deeply connected—emotionally and intellectually.
It’s painful to admit, but I am not so sure this is what I truly want. The more I try to convince myself it could work, the more I ignore the part of me that already knows the answer. I know that I create my reality, and as I become more aware of what I truly want, I feel like I’m swinging back and forth between possibility and clarity. I wonder why I manifested this guy after spending years scripting my ideal partner and doing the work to create the relationship I desire. I don’t want to keep learning the same lessons repeatedly.
Edit: I don’t make decisions when I’m in this type of state. This is purely introspective and a way to get this off my chest. Maybe it can work, maybe it wont , not sure right now.
Edit: I also see how it’s only been 3 months. There might be room for growth here. Long distance relationships aren’t easy to begin with.
This is raw. Powerful. Good. Proud of you.
thank you 
I had some hesitation to share this publicly, so here I am taking a risk and being raw and vulnerable!
con gusto
morning vibes 
It is bad you have a cold at home that you have to wear the hat 
Hope your heating situation will be solved soon.
I was wearing the hat because I felt cool with it on 
My house temperature is fine!