The Emperor Within

[TheRock]

25.10.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 4
25.10.24: 15 min Primal Romance

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Had a fantastic weekend with my wife. Nothing special happened, but the connection with her is on a new level. We talked more than usual, and the conversations are also deeper than in the past.

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Primal Romance also frees me from some unhealthy and wrong beliefs. For example, this one:

@TheRock

No, I haven’t. I could not do it because of the so many “sexual subs” on Subclub. She is VERY jealous and alone titles like " Emperor: Subliminal Audio for Wealth, Empire Building and Increased Sex" would have made her very mad.

I was so wrong. As soon as I told her about the subs and introduced her to Paragon she wanted to know more and was very into it. During one of this conversations I mentioned Symmetry - Helen of Troy and she immediately opened up an account on subliminalclub and bought it for her self

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The next blockage I have to solve is this one:

@TheRock

(…) To give an example of her jealousness: I can not talk at home about female co-workers or mention any of them. Everytime I did it, it was hell unleashed. So the only solution is, that I don’t mention them, etc.

I’m sure now that this reaction of hers is also a reflection of my self unconscious behaviors and feelings, not only her insecurity, thought that plays a big role, of course. Since running Khan Black I recognized that my behavior, thinking and feelings towards other women is way more relaxed and detached. I’m sure that reflects in my behavior.

[TheRock]

27.10.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 4
27.10.24: 15 min Primal Romance

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29.10.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 4
29.10.24: 15 min Primal Romance

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31.10.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 4
31.10.24: 15 min Primal Romance

[TheRock]

Two nights ago, I slept very badly and woke up several times. The last time I woke up, I had a profound revelation: I realized I’m a big coward and do everything to avoid emotional pain and decisions with uncertain outcomes (out of fear). It was a very hidden thing; I hadn’t realized it before. In fact, the opposite was true – I always thought of myself as a bold person (perhaps this is a form of cognitive dissonance).
I’m grateful for this insight because it means I can change it. (Is this related to Khan Black?)

I also became aware that I’m not taking responsibility for myself as much as I should. I should take responsibility for my desires and my life, take action steps towards them, and not be afraid to live them out. There are no valid excuses like “I’m not that kind of person” or waiting for external factors to force me to act. I have to take responsibility for it.
I’ve always had a hard time defining my vision for my life or setting goals, perhaps due to fear. I have to accept that it’s okay to have small goals and a changing vision. I always thought these had to be big and defining. (Is this also related to Khan Black?)

Blooming of Emperor? Yesterday, I became aware of another thing: the state of my internal status, which is related to the two points above. Emperor, together with Phoenix and LBFH, changed my self-image from a mostly depressed and worthless “beta” to someone aware of his own worth. Yesterday, I found some fantastic female DJs on YouTube who were not only talented, but also look like supermodels. This got me thinking about the kind of man you have to be, to be attractive to such a woman (talented, self-confident, beautiful, and aware of their beauty). I realized I still have a lot of inner work to do to develop a frame and a spirit that isn’t afraid, but rather feels deserving of such a woman. As I say this, I have already a very good-looking and strong woman, and are not looking further, it is more the awareness that this thought brought to my inner frame, that is startling to me and shows such a profound change in myself.

[SoulFire]

Amen brother, big shift happening, nice to see I’m not the only one, love and strength to you!

[TheRock]

02.11.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 4 (12min)
02.11.24: 15 min Primal Romance (12min)

[TheRock]

My experience with Primal Romance has been transformative. Since starting it two weeks ago, my relationship with my wife has done a complete 180. We were struggling immensely, almost to the point of separation, but now we’re experiencing a level of love and passion I haven’t felt in years. It’s like we’ve rekindled the spark we had at the beginning of our relationship over a decade ago.

We’re both more open, relaxed, and passionate than ever before. Even our sex life has improved dramatically, with increased passion and a deeper sense of connection and love. It’s truly amazing.

[TheRock]

Yesterday was tough. I was grappling with intense feelings of envy and low self-esteem, something I haven’t experienced so strongly in a while. It wasn’t just mental; it was a physical sensation too. However, unlike previous times, I was able to step back and analyze these emotions, reframing them in a new light. This allowed me to gain a fresh perspective on my life and accomplishments, using those difficult feelings as motivation to grow and strengthen my mindset. I was also able to not let interfere these feelings with my relationship with my wife.

I realized something important: I often compare myself to others, focusing on the “highlights” they share or that I observe. But these glimpses rarely tell the whole story, and I end up with a distorted view. I need to focus more on myself, figuring out what truly matters to me and what I want my future to look like.

[MechaShaman]

@TheRock

I realized something important: I often compare myself to others, focusing on the “highlights” they share or that I observe. But these glimpses rarely tell the whole story, and I end up with a distorted view. I need to focus more on myself, figuring out what truly matters to me and what I want my future to look like.

Beautiful realization. There is this saying: Where attention goes, Energy goes…So its really important to take care where we put our attention.

Also beautiful sharing regarding your experiences with primal romance…are just you listening to it, or is your wife listening aswell?

[MechaShaman]

@TheRock

Two nights ago, I slept very badly and woke up several times. The last time I woke up, I had a profound revelation: I realized I’m a big coward and do everything to avoid emotional pain and decisions with uncertain outcomes (out of fear). It was a very hidden thing; I hadn’t realized it before. In fact, the opposite was true – I always thought of myself as a bold person (perhaps this is a form of cognitive dissonance).

Thank you for this sharing…I am the same and want to drop it…
I told myself am so bold, because I do psychedelics and then confront all those emotions…in a safe space at home…but out in the wild…I am afraid of them…where fast reactions are important. Where its not possible to “pause the process”.
But as my theraphist would say: Its a process, you are learning it in a safe space before and when you are ready you will be able to do it in the wild.

[TheRock]

@MechaShaman

Beautiful realization. There is this saying: Where attention goes, Energy goes…So its really important to take care where we put our attention.

So true! Thanks.

@MechaShaman

Also beautiful sharing regarding your experiences with primal romance…are just you listening to it, or is your wife listening aswell?

Only I are listening to PR at the moment. But the changes are profound.

@MechaShaman

where fast reactions are important.

Because of that I’m considering a stack with limitless in 2025.

[MechaShaman]

Interesting that you are also drawn to limitless…
I am also considering it, to develop my strengths further…and i am definitely an intellectual guy…
Also, somewhere in the emperor daddy thread I read that saint recommends limitless as the best result enhancer currently…
Seems logical…when it improves our brain amd thinking, all other subs will work better…

[TheRock]

04.11.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 4 (15min)
04.11.24: 15 min Primal Romance (15min)

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06.11.24: 15 min Khan Black Stage 4 (15min)
06.11.24: 15 min Primal Romance (15min)

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Washout till 12.11.24

[TheRock]

The washout has been difficult. I’m not experiencing a complete relapse, but definitely a regression to previous behaviors in my wife and also in my thinking and emotional stability. It’s not as bad as before, but things are worse than they were while listening to Primal Romance.

I’ve noticed my wife’s behavior starting to shift away from the calm and loving connection we’ve built over the past few weeks. I’m seeing some of her old patterns resurfacing. I have to be very careful not to get pulled back into those old dynamics.

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This cycle I will introduce back the Emperor in my live. I will replace New Emperor after running it for a year with Emperor Daddy (as suggested by @PizzaShaman ).
My stack will look like this for the next cycle:

• Emperor Daddy
• Primal Romance
• Khan Black Stage 3

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12.11.24: 15 min Emperor Daddy (30secs)

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The 30 seconds of Emperor Daddy shifted my perception very rapidly, I think within 2 hours. I was in a very low mood in the morning and “messed” things up (like forgetting things, etc.) and thinking “low” about myself. That changed rapidly, and I was back to thinking good about myself and being proud of myself. It’s fascinating to see how I always fall back quickly to my “default” behavior of the last 40+ years in a washout. The old patterns are really deeply ingrained.

[TheRock]

Reference to washout question:

@TheRock

I’m running subs for a year now. I follow the recommended listening pattern, with washouts every 21 days. On washout, I always fall back in my old thinking and behavior patterns and low status mode I was operating during the last 40+ years. Also, I ALWAYS have fights with my wife during washouts. I think it has to do with the before mentioned “low” state of mine. I never felt a bloom during washout, only “lows”. Is anybody experiencing the same, and if so, what do you do to prevent it?

This cycle I will use micro loops, starting with 30 secs, trying to find my sweet spot. Maybe that helps, integrating the subs more into my subconscious.

[TheRock]

Next cycle I will try this, to minimize my “low” state during washout.

@TheRock

Thanks everyone for the ideas! Here’s the summary: This might just be recon, a normal part of the process. Technically, I could shorten washouts to 3 or 4 days (keeping the stack the same), try microloops, or listen less at the end of the cycle. Meditation might help me absorb and process the subliminal better.

Here’s the plan: I’ll keep going with the microloops I started this cycle and try to find my sweet spot. I’ll also try to fit some meditation into my routine.

If I still have those “lows” during washout after trying microloops, I’ll shorten the washout to 3 or 4 days when I feel a “low” coming on. I might even try @WorldOvertaker’s suggestion and skip a washout altogether.

[TheRock]

These last few cycles have really shown me how much I procrastinate and avoid life (or try to control my future). Remember how I said I wanted to set up an investing plan? Well, I’ve done tons of research, but I’m avoiding actually doing it. It’s like I’m using research and preparation as an excuse to procrastinate, all because I’m scared of making mistakes. I really need to get over this and, like @Evolver said, develop a “fast action personality.” Just do things quickly instead of avoiding them!

@Evolver

All the rich guys that I personally know have a fast action personality.

[TheRock]

I will keep this for reference:

@MechaShaman

Hi friend!
I know what you are describing. This changed for me quite massivley when I started to listen to the subs on a low volume isntead of quite loud…Just so that I could hear it.

The other thing that I recognize…When you are in that low state…go to your journal. And jsut write down what you are feeling. Write all those bad lowstate feelings out. And at one point you may have are revalation…Just write…I am angry. I am sad. I feel frustrated. I feel lonely…whatever. Starting to do this changed my life massively.

I feel like this dropping out of the sub and into negativity is when there are unresolved feelings. I go to my mamalian brain where the fight/flight/fawn/freeze response lives and where negativity is. And the old self. The subliminals life in the Higher brain…but we cant get access to it when there are feelings on the surface.
Also regarding your wife. I feel like see is sensing energetically that you arent in your power anymore and doesnt feel safe. It should become better as soon as you try to find a way to journal your feelings out.

The meditation will definitley help aswell.

Hope this helps Bro!

@MechaShaman

Also, as I listen a bit rarer than the recommended listening recommendation:
In those time of recon…its really time to make the changes. After 4 days of not listening to the subliminals…I have the impulses of again watching some youtube or series…but everytime it comes up…I know…that if I change it now, it will be permanent. During the heavy listening, the sub is like a clothing for me…but during the washout, its about integrating the subs into my being. To really make the permanent changes. Its been hard, but this is the real work. These are the real small changes that add up.

[TheRock]

14.11.24: 15 min Khan Black, Stage 3 (30 secs)
14.11.24: 15 min Primal Romance (30 secs)

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16.11.24: 15 min Emperor Daddy (40 secs)

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18.11.24: 15 min Khan Black, Stage 3 (90 secs)
18.11.24: 15 min Primal Romance (30 secs)

[TheRock]

@TheRock

I’ve noticed my wife’s behavior starting to shift away from the calm and loving connection we’ve built over the past few weeks. I’m seeing some of her old patterns resurfacing. I have to be very careful not to get pulled back into those old dynamics.

After running Primal Romance for 30 secs on the 14th my relationship got better. The nagging and testing went away. Interestingly, yesterday I told my wife that I’m running Primal Romance (aka “A sub that improves relationships”) she told me, that she observed it too ("you are way less ‘annoying’) whoo, I thought she acted way less annoying… but, the subs work on me and just secondarily through my behavior and my “vibes” on her. So, I think the subs change me for the better
Primal Romance is just a relationship saver.

[TheRock]

20.11.24: 15 min Emperor Daddy (15min)

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Experienced heavy recon on microloops. Yesterday went back to full loop of Emperor Daddy. Recon was non existent and it felt great. Will go back to full loops for the other two titles as well.