The Embodied Queen 👸

That’s kind of the reaction I liked. I think it was Chosen. I’d see people and sometimes they’d noticeably soften and even drop their shoulders in my presence, just in passing. Felt like I was helping raise the collective somehow.

It’s good to see your reports on the Summertime. It seems like it’s going to be a really rewarding experience for you.

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I swear the sun’s been shining bright for me all day since listening!

Heading out for my concert feeling very beautiful.

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Day 2 ~ rest

I had all sorts of dreams that I haven’t fully recalled yet. That concert was so much fun last night.

My aura had people feeling present and comfortable to be themselves fully. I talked to so many different strangers.

Talking with my long time friend felt much different on the drive there and back. I was saying things that made them belly laugh. I even had the customs officer at the border sharing things that most customs officers wouldn’t say. :rofl:

I am finding that certain music has me crying, releasing whatever needs to be let go of. It feels gentle.

I wrote a poem this morning:

There was a time
when a part of me felt
like I wasn’t enough

Like I had to work
so hard
just to feel like I mattered

I compared
I questioned
I watched others and wondered
how they made it seem so easy

I wished I could be better
wished I could finally become
someone who felt like enough

And in a way
that wishing
that ache inside of me

it sparked something

Because I didn’t stay there

I turned toward myself
I did the work
I met the parts of me
that felt small
that felt unseen
that believed they had to earn love

That voice
the one that used to be so loud
so convincing

has quieted

It doesn’t run the show anymore

Now when it speaks
I hear it
and I gently remind that part of me
what is actually true

That I am already whole
that I don’t have to prove my worth
that I don’t have to become
anything more

I have taken
every heartache
every betrayal
every loss
every moment that once felt shameful
or not enough

and turned it into something

Into depth
into compassion
into purpose

This journey
has been about learning
to love all of myself

The good
the hard
the so called ugly

And staying

With me

As I am

:yellow_heart:JLK

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Day 3 ~ full loop of Seductress & 5mins. of summertime.

I got a double helix ear piercing yesterday and after listening today I am not really feeling any pain. Cartilage piercings can feel pretty rough during the healing process.

I have been weeding out “potential” men to possibly date much more calmly since adding summertime to my stack. I am so clear on what I am looking for.

Some of them are just falling away naturally without having to lift a finger. One guy said I was too much and exited left stage. :joy: I didn’t internalize that at all, I actually felt some relief? He was projecting his insecurities and it wasn’t sticking to my aura.

I am a very bold and honest woman who doesn’t hold back anything anymore. I’ve done so much work on my solar plexus & throat chakras. The right man can handle my passion and power. I believe this very deeply.

I have this warmth inside of me that has been radiating outward to my kids, their dads, grandparents, my clients and even strangers.

I’m noticing such a shift in how conversations are flowing.

This is wonderful. :yellow_heart:

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There was an intuitive pull today that felt very clear.

After listening to Summertime and Seductress earlier, I felt drawn to play A Stark Black Reality. It wasn’t coming from overthinking or trying to add more. It felt like a quiet inner nudge that this title wanted to be included.

I’ve used A Stark Black Reality on and off for two years now, mostly in full loops, and I’ve stacked it with Seductress many times before. So I already understand that dynamic well.

I listened to seven minutes, and even that felt intentional. It didn’t feel like adding intensity. It felt like activating a layer I already know, but in a different way.

I feel that Summertime shifts my baseline into something much softer and more present.

I wanted to understand how adding A Stark Black Reality into this would change things across my business, relationships, home life, and physical goals.

So I asked ChatGPT.

This is what it gave me:

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Summertime is the internal state
Seductress is the magnetism and expression
A Stark Black Reality is structure and direction

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:briefcase: In business

Summertime brings presence and ease
Seductress draws people in
A Stark Black Reality adds precision, strategy, and long term vision

So the energy shifts from building through pressure into building from embodiment, while still creating something stable and lasting

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:house_with_garden: In home and family life

Summertime softens the emotional tone
Seductress makes presence felt
A Stark Black Reality grounds it into consistency and quiet leadership

This creates a balance of warmth and stability, where the environment feels both calm and anchored

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:black_heart: In relationships

Summertime removes the need to chase
Seductress brings attraction and desire
A Stark Black Reality reinforces discernment and solid standards

The dynamic becomes open and present, without losing clarity or self respect

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:muscle: In physical body and self care

Summertime deepens connection to the body
Seductress enhances confidence and attraction
A Stark Black Reality supports consistency and follow through

This shifts self care into something embodied and natural, rather than something that requires effort or discipline alone

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:ocean: Overall integration

Adding Summertime changes the foundation entirely

What was once magnetism and drive becomes magnetism grounded in ease

There is less pressure and less intensity
while still maintaining direction, standards, and movement

:fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire:

And honestly, this makes sense.

It doesn’t feel like I’m adding more intensity back in.
It feels like I’m anchoring everything into a state that already feels good, and letting the structure build from there.

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:black_heart::microphone:

Day 4 ~ rest day

Been playing that above song on repeat while singing my heart out… hitting those notes differently… wow

It’s hard to describe with words what summertime has been doing for me…

I was so much more present these last couple days in hot vinyasa yoga class.

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Day 5 ~

Seductress full loop
ASBR 8min. Loop
Summertime 5min. Loop

Another amazing experience participating in yoga class. I noticed several people watching me during certain poses. :sweat_smile:

I made a video of me doing body movements, added some music to it and uploaded to my socials. Getting lots of views. :fire: I don’t usually post stuff like that.

Getting a lot more attention. It feels like I am becoming more comfortable and relaxed about it.

My teenager was very chatty on the drive home from his concert band competition. Nice to see him more relaxed and happy today in my presence.

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Day 6 ~ rest day

I woke up right before my alarm this morning feeling ready to take on the day.

I find that I am getting so much more done. Mundane things seem more enjoyable.

I’m also staying on top of household tasks with more ease and flow.

I’m continuing to notice these moments of “boredom” where I’m just totally present without much analysis.

My breathwork in yoga is on point and getting even better.

I’ve been continuing to make different styles of social media content.

I get an idea and just roll with it before the analysis paralysis kicks in.

I did a little video clip of me hardcore dancing (2 step) and some windmills, encouraging people to move with me! :sweat_smile:

I watched a video on YouTube and then while I was getting ready for bed I started writing a post inspired by that video. Total presence.

My sister’s bf told me the views are getting better on social media today.

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Day 8 ~ rest

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Day 9 ~ Summertime 7mins. & Seductress full loop

Night descends, and in its profound stillness, she closes her eyes, ready to let the old self dissolve in the darkness. But the sun always rises. And so does she.

She rises.

She rises beyond the turbulent seas of fleeting desire and the oppressive clamor of societal confinement. And she becomes the embodiment of calm sovereignty. Here, living within the simplicity of her pure truth, she has mastered the art of being

Summertime has enhanced results in this scripting from Seductress:

*Symmetry: Seductress helps you truly treat your body like a temple, a sacred self space where you celebrate and perfect every facet of your beauty the way YOU want. But we all know that beauty will draw those who will subject you to the projections of their lust, and that kind of constant attention can drain you of vitality.

That’s why we’ve included scripting to help you develop a strong resilience against those who would do this, helping you to understand that you have the right to express your beauty without being reduced to a mere object of other people’s fantasies.*

This scripting will help heighten your intuition, allowing you to easily determine who admires your beauty, but truly sees you as a unique expression of an infinite universe, and those who simply want to use you to fulfill their own dreams.

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Day 10 ~ rest day

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Day 12 ~ rest day

I’ve listened to 7 loops of summertime so far.

The first loop was a full one before taking a wash out and the other 6 loops have varied in length between 5 and 10 minutes.

I’ve been listening to Seductress full loops every other day with ST and sometimes Stark Black between 3 and 8 minutes.

I am feeling pretty good. The recon isn’t as intense because I am not doing full loops of all 3 titles. Normally I do full loops these past couple years.

No need to challenge myself like that right now. Slow and steady. :heart:

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Last listening day of Summertime & Seductress.

I did 10 loops of Summertime this listening cycle.

Beginning my washout tomorrow.

:heart:

Edited: decided to add in a loop of Alchemist Singularity for science. :sweat_smile:

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