The Ecstasy of Khan

Right, my experience. I have been feeling a bit apprehensive to write it, since I’ve been completely messed up, in an entirely different way. Let me explain…

Those observing my posts across the forum would have noticed that at the end of the Stage 1 experience I also became a bit less jovial and friendly. After switching to Stage 2, I almost immediately started feeling hopeful again, the fog lifted. It took about two to three days for my posts to clear up.

However, as I was setting my goals and getting ready to get moving again, I got hit by a little side-effect of an increased sex drive. Now for most guys that would be welcome. For me, however, not so much. I naturally have the sex drive you often see in those cheesy R-rated college movies. I now have the sex drive of a teenage boy. Sex all I can think about. I’m a walking advertisement for Viagra. If they were using the Energizer Bunny as their mascot.

As a result, I can’t perform anything that is either too complex or takes too long. I’ll get completely distracted and go off track.

You can imagine how much fun it was to do the remote viewing exercise for Alchemist when Saint asked me to. In High School, I used to have an art teacher that told us never to ask him what our art looked like, because his answer would always be it looked like woman’s breasts. He was a great man.

Now imagine me doing a remote viewing exercise, trying to clear my head while every 10 seconds I see X-rated content flash by.

I also stopped being able to recall any dreams. My days are mostly spent daydreaming or taking short naps because I felt a sudden need to jump in the bed and afterwards felt strangely depleted. My circadian rhythm has all but disappeared.

As “fun” as the ride is for me (and occasional company), I’m waiting for some equilibrium now. I have to trust that the programming will take hold even if I can’t take as much action as I want and I may have to stay on this stage a bit longer. Maybe Alchemist’s As Above is going to help me put some of that sexual energy to better use.

On the plus side, while out and about recently, I noticed I care a lot less what people think of me. I get more looks, make eye-contact (with a devious smile) and I walk with a lot of swagger. People more often move out of my path when they see me coming. I also feel content about myself, while logically my life is a mess right now. I’m not stressing, although given my circumstances, a little stress might be a good thing.

For obvious reasons, my goals are shifting away from financial independence and towards women. I might even be guilty of checking out a competitor’s product that is like Sex Mastery X but works on the part of getting to the sex instead of the actual act of sex. Might be. :wink:

Anyways, there’s your update. It’s definitely not what I expected, but I’m glad I can at least see that the subs are doing something to me.

@HappyHero I suppose at 20+ hours a day for about a month, divided between two subs, that would make it between 200 and 250 hours per sub. Which is not entirely unsurprising, I’ve spent over a decade working on the things holding me back already. I might stack Stages 1 & 4 together when I finally do get to 4.

If you’ve all made it this far, please do check out the section below. I know I can post a lot of trivia, but this time it’s worth it, I promise. If you really don’t like the read, skip to the two YT links at the bottom.


And now for something completely different...

Last time, I was describing my second dream about the artist. I said it was Victorian style. Afterwards I got to thinking and the picture that came closest to mind was old Russia, actually.

To show you, I want to share a commercial with you. This, as far as I’m concerned, is a must-watch. This commercial is so beautiful, so amazing, it spawned a documentary and a making-of. As well as a sequel. That’s how awesome it is. Even Saint, our resident producer, should watch it for both the cinematic and score.

So, it is called L’Odyssée de Cartier and depicts the history of the jewelry giant as seen though their panther (which was once a jewelry-embedded watch and has since spawned a collection). The whole thing is like how you would imagine a lucid dream to be, and I invite you to dim the lights and watch it full screen.

Finally, before I link it, two more things. First, right after the panther breaks through the ceiling, he runs through Russia the way it was in my aforementioned dream. And soon after that, he runs though giant rings. These rings were actually a 1970’s collection of bracelets called Love Bracelets that would lock around someone’s wrist while another held the key. Although it sort of promotes the idea of ownership, it was nonetheless an amazing Valentine’s Day gift to that special lady. And guess what? They still have them. Women make you prove your love with a ring, now you can make them prove theirs by wearing a bracelet. :slight_smile:

So without further ado and no more mincing of words, here it is: L’Odyssée de Cartier.

Of course, Maison Cartier has to go with the times, so here is the sequel, equally stunning and completely surreal: Shape Your Time.

I recommend some of the other videos on the last channel as well, the director has a certain style. The BMW one is nice.

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Stay with it man.

But don’t expect balance in your sex drive and everything else until ST4.

Khan, until ST4, made my libido out of control. But I was approaching women and getting sex, so that balanced it. Only ST4 would have allowed me to control it without girls’ “help”.

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Oh, women don’t help me here, unless they can go all day. I tried. Most of them wear out after the fifth time in a row. :wink:

Funny thing is that up until now my experience on subs, even the sexually oriented ones, has been that my sex drive goes away, as if my subconscious is re-tasking the energy towards improvement. Which for the most part happened on ST1. It surprised me that I gained such great control of my climax on ST1. But I could function just fine.

Now, I might as well join a sex addiction anonymous group, although my sexy aura would likely get me and a lucky fellow participant in trouble. And it still wouldn’t fix the inability to focus.

Actually, I think I’m almost at the point where it is calming down. It may be better in a week. Still, another month without career success is frustrating.

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Khan ST2 here and i am insanely horny aswell but i am listening Sex Mastery and Libertine aswell. I had sex over 7 times in 3 days and i am masturbating more than twice every day this week. I didnt have anything similar in ST1 if i remember correctly but i increased the volume i am listening the ultrasonic by 1-2 clicks in ST2. In think and grow rich, author wrote something among the lines of successful men put their sexual drive into productivity. It is a long time i read the book but the point was that you have manipulate your sexual drive into having a healthy sex life and energy into business. I understand it can be distracting, it is for me but you can try to tame this energy

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The transmutation of sexual energy into something else, Napoleon Hill devotes a chapter to it I believe. Often the domain of men that have mastered multiple orgasms, they can pull the energy from the groin up the spine. It is why I’m so curious about the Alchemist’s superchargers.

It is said that some famous leaders like Winston Churchill actually masturbated to the point right before climax every day, causing a very powerful masculine aura and drive. That’s how you win a world war, people! Masturbation. :slight_smile:

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@DarkPhilosopher did you get The Alchemist?

And did you start using it, or staying on Khan and EoG ST1?

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Do you feel different as a person since you’ve started this stack, @DarkPhilosopher?

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And @DarkPhilosopher, you know Khan is very powerful.

Stacking both Khan and EoG, do you feel you’re benefiting from both, or that Khan is overtaking the whole stack?

I noticed you talked a lot about high sexual drive and sexual energy, but nothing related to money, wealth ideas, entrepreneurial drive, etc.

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Alright already, I’m comin’. :wink:

So, remember how on ST1 after about a month I got really lethargic and rude? Well, somewhere last week I did indeed balance out my sex drive and normalized my state. Even though my exposure of the ST2’s has been markedly less compared to ST1. And then near the end of last week there were a few days where I got super-confrontational. It’s like I was looking for a fight everywhere I went. Not just that, but I started making mistakes where I normally never would. Almost as if I was losing my mental equilibrium. I can honestly say I did not like myself at that point.

So, being normalized yet once again rude (to an extreme this time), I talked it over with AMASH and Saint and figured I should move to ST3. If I missed anything in ST2, it’ll likely come back in ST4, which I may run for several months (during which I may start stacking some things onto it like Alchemist). I don’t like having less exposure than I normally would, but I feel that I’ve spent a lot of time working on my beliefs and attitudes both where it concerns money and women, so maybe I really didn’t need all that much new programming.

Yesterday was a transition as I had to replace the tracks on my various devices and last night as I slept I officially started on ST3. As before when I started a new program, I feel refreshed, but not much else at this time. I’m considering sprinkling Iron Throne into the stack here and there, the idea or three action-provoking goal-getting subs appeals to me. But since IT supports Khan, part of me wants to add Ascended Mogul (which I don’t have) on top of EoG.

Maybe now people will start doing small talk with me again. As much as I enjoyed the sudden cessation of all contact initiated by others while on ST2, it was starting to creep me out. Turns out, I actually miss it when my friends invite me to go skating or just WhatsApp me about something completely irrelevant.

I could use people’s suggestions when it comes to superchargers that could help boost my development. Definitely looking forward to Mind’s Eye, my visualization practice could use some work.

To be continued…


Now for AMASH’s questions. Thank you for your continued interest.

I don’t feel that different, really, but there are likely a lot of subtle transitions that I wouldn’t notice. I went into this with an open attitude and am just accepting whatever happens as natural. There may be some things though.

Over the past month I have lost my taste for snacks like chips and candy, even freshly baked bread doesn’t appeal that much anymore. Which forces me to either prepare complete meals for myself or to fast for a day and lose some weight. Since I watch TV when eating, it is also increasing my productivity, since I’m doing more non-recreational stuff.

I’ve noticed that I’m taking a different, less-rigid approach to training. I’ve always trained in bursts, starting an over-the-top exercise regimen which wore me out and ended me in an exercise hiatus for the next month. Recently, I’ve been considering a less demanding program that would be easier to maintain. Combined with less eating and more protein shakes, I am likely going to see some beneficial effects.

I think I’m beginning to let go of things that don’t matter anymore. Recently, I’ve been cleaning out stuff from my house that I haven’t used in years and with everything I see I ask myself if it serves a purpose or if I should just give or throw it away. Slowly but steadily, it seems I am clearing out my environment to make place for new things. A part of me thinks that this attitude would not have been as evident if I hadn’t been listening to the subs.

Is it possible to separate the effects of Khan & EoG? I’m going to be a bit like AMASH and claim to know which modules are part of which stage, without actually being able to know any such thing. :wink:

It is important to know, as I stated above, that I have a really healthy belief system. I have been reframing my beliefs for over a decade, pretty much only ever use positive self-dialogue and between studying the seduction arts as well as the ins and outs of how a monetary economy works I believe I need very little mental shifts when it comes to money and women. For me, the largest change is to get out of my head and into my life.

But it is one of the two reasons why I believe I haven’t seen a great deal of changes in my life yet. The other being that I simply haven’t been out much. Most of the experience has been in solitude. Which likely means there haven’t been that many opportunities to manifest external changes.

Now I think that the ST1’s do mainly the deconstruction of things that would stop the further stages from working. Which I didn’t have. So the ST1 changes would have given me some new ideas and eureka-moments, but the ground-work was already present.

The ST2’s do re-programming. In the case of Khan, that would be things like telling you that nobody but yourself can determine your worth. In the case of EoG, that would be things like telling you that you are deserving of financial abundance. These things I know. So ST2 also wouldn’t need to do a whole lot.

Now the rudeness and confrontational phase at the end puzzles me. It is possible that although I’m am assertive enough to hold my ground, I may actually be too polite for a leader. I tend to be quite understanding and accepting of other people’s crap as long as it doesn’t affect my life. But perhaps this phase is temporarily flipping me to the other extreme as a sort of wake-up call. One can’t go through life without ever pissing somebody off. Not even the most experienced politician. Maybe sometimes I do need to push the boundaries of my assertiveness and step of the line ever so slightly, in order to claim what I deserve rather than just expect it to come to me in a universe of abundance.

Finally, I did notice that recently I have been imagining doing more elevator-pitches and job interviews, running the conversations and my answers through my head. Maybe that’s EoG? I have no idea. As we go into ST3 & 4 I expect the changes will shift from internal to external, at which point it will likely become easier to discern which program causes which changes. The volunteer center is back from holiday as well, so I’ll be spending more time there.

I do believe, however, that there is a decent overlap between the two. So it may not be as easy to discern between them. I might end up the leader of a popular fashion magazine with one of the models for a secretary. :slight_smile:

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Great to know, man.

I feel happy for you that you’ve built such a solid foundation already not much breaking down is affecting you, or reprogramming.

Let us know how ST3 goes, and how life goes when you return to volunteering.

Also, I assume now you came to the conclusion that mixing Khan and EoG is not overkill or too much.

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Moments after I wrote the line about hoping people would contact me again, the head of the volunteer center mailed me saying they are back in business and if I would please come over. :slight_smile:

My conclusion has sort of shifted. I believe that it may still be a lot for many people. In my case, I had a solid foundation and a high mental resilience. I also think with these two programs, it helps that the stages have a similar goal, so they work on similar things. Running ST2 of one and ST3 of the other may have an entirely different effect.

I am, however, coming to the point where I’m wondering how much more efficient it would be to run power-stacks instead. Like Khan + PSIT + Libertine/True Social. Or EoG + Emperor + AM. Perhaps Khan + EoG is, to some degree, dividing my attention.

For me Khan + EoG was an experiment. So far my head didn’t explode, true, but I can’t know if the effects of running either on its own would have been more profound either. On the other hand, I’m glad I haven’t given in to the temptation to jump stages, which I may have done if I had ran them separately.

I think once the ST4’s start, I will let them run without an end date as maintenance, adding and removing things to shift focus. If the experience is stable enough, I might add Alchemy and go through that while running Khan/EoG ST4 in equal measure. Alchemist will take longer, but I feel no need to go through that one fast.

Given enough time the ST4’s, even when stacked together, should be able to enforce their full effects.

One thing I wouldn’t object to building is a Fitness powerstack. I guess I’ll be keeping an eye out for Emperor Fitness.

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Just found out you keep a journal haha.
Will you continue with this stack or start something new?

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You really are too optimistic my friend.

You have no idea how strong ST4 of Khan + EoG will be.

You expected this to be difficult, well, when you get to ST4, your wishes will be fulfilled :smiley:

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I meant to run through EoG+Khan until the end of the year, so if the pace persists, I’ll be on ST4 somewhere in October and keep doing that the rest of the year. Since they have so much to offer, I’ll probably keep running them and add some new stuff in as I get used to them. But I don’t think I’ll stop using them any time soon.

What I meant is that if there is any loss of effectiveness or programming because I’m running both, running ST4 for longer times will compensate for that. At least that is what I expect. I doubt there’s conflicting programming.

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I don’t mean there is conflicting programming.

I mean ST4s are so dense and intense, two ST4s will rock your world :wink:

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I haven’t posted in a while, in part because there is little to report. I will do so soon though. For now, however, I want to share a dream I literally just came out of.

You know how I often say to people that the subconscious needs to build a foundation upon which your improvements manifest? Especially on multi-stage programs?

I was with a bunch of guys at a high-rise going to something educational, like a seminar. To get there we needed to take the elevator. I have a very tiny bit of apprehension getting on elevators naturally, this time was no exception. But I don’t tend to show weakness, so I got on. As the people were getting in, a very big guy with a steel cart filled with dirty dishes came on board. I got back out to let him in, hesitated, but eventually squeezed in the elevator after.

As we were going up, at some point the elevator started swaying strongly, being pulled diagonally up one way, then another, as if a strong wind was trying to pull it out of the elevator shaft. The guys commented this was odd, but the caterer said it was perfectly normal. And on we went.

At some point we exited the elevator shaft. We were now suspended solely by the cable and swinging wildly from one way to the other. I was pretty much panicking at this point. Somehow I was now outside the elevator holding on to it for dear life.

The elevator stopped, went down a bit and set down on the floor. It refused to go up further.

Looking around, we were about 1/3 up the building. All around me there were ruins, construction waste, as if the whole center part of the building was being renovated. The entire top part of the building was standing on a bunch of remaining foundational pillars. The wind shear was so strong. Looking up, following the whipping cable, I saw the opening where the elevator was supposed to go up into.

The guys got out of the elevator, stretching and wandering around a bit. One of them got out his cell phone to call the lobby to ask why the elevator wasn’t moving any further. At one point he asked me if I had touched anything while I had been holding on to the outside. I told him no, wondering what would have happened if I had still been on the outside as the elevator went up into the hole above. I was looking around for the stairs down, about to tell the guys that they could go up, but I would be taking the stairs back down. I had seen the movie, it did not end well.

At this point I didn’t feel like sleeping anymore and the dream seemed to be stuck there, so I broke off the dream and woke up.

So what does this mean? Is it my subconscious telling me my foundation is okay, but I’m missing an essential part of my development before I can continue? Something completely different? Was it just a super-creepy dream?

I don’t know, but this one I had to share. Hope I didn’t scare you out of elevators. But hey, stairs are healthy, at least. :wink:

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My intuition tells me this is the answer. What could any missing necessary parts, to reach your goals @DarkPhilosopher, be found?

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@DarkPhilosopher, did you reach ST4 yet? It’s a new month :smile:

@DarkPhilosopher - a very enjoyably lengthy journal. Hope you continue to update it.

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No, possibly thanks to the recent alchemical addition I don’t get any clear signals right now. It could also be that ST3 has been turning the ignition and my engine has been stalling, so I have yet to make it out of the driveway.

It has been draining on my social life though. Yesterday I went to a group dinner where a local Rabbi explained some things about the Day of Atonement, after which I talked for two hours to an agnostic, a Protestant, a Muslim and a Buddhist about energy cultivation and how Eastern philosophies fit into the core messages behind each of the religions. I’ve also found myself really curious about mesmerism. If it works, how would it work? Apparently in order to learn the captivating stare that goes with it, one needs to do Qigong and energy cultivation as well. The eyes may be the window, but the real power of mesmerism is the focused intent behind the window.

I keep wanting to journal everything, but time continues to escape me. Especially with my weird sleeping disorder. Last week, I slept for 20 hours one day, even after cutting down on my listening schedule (another possible reason why I may not be done with ST3 yet). I have no idea what’s going on. And I’m running behind on everything with these time constraints. Change is happening very slowly. Another month gone, still no work…

My turn. You seem to have turned into AMASH the therapist lately, often answering posts with deep questions. Almost like you’re turning into a SubClub subliminal, instead of giving advice like you used to do, you continuously challenge people to help themselves by asking them questions. Is this a ST4 thing?

Maybe I’m just depleted lately, but I am apprehensive to participate in the forum since I seem to lack the energy to think about the questions, as grateful as I am that you make the effort. Do you only do it on the forum, or in real life as well? It must be a great way to keep women talking about themselves, they’ll end up thinking you’re the most interesting man on the planet. Or their BFF. :wink:

PS Hey, look! I made a journal post!

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