Right, my experience. I have been feeling a bit apprehensive to write it, since I’ve been completely messed up, in an entirely different way. Let me explain…
Those observing my posts across the forum would have noticed that at the end of the Stage 1 experience I also became a bit less jovial and friendly. After switching to Stage 2, I almost immediately started feeling hopeful again, the fog lifted. It took about two to three days for my posts to clear up.
However, as I was setting my goals and getting ready to get moving again, I got hit by a little side-effect of an increased sex drive. Now for most guys that would be welcome. For me, however, not so much. I naturally have the sex drive you often see in those cheesy R-rated college movies. I now have the sex drive of a teenage boy. Sex all I can think about. I’m a walking advertisement for Viagra. If they were using the Energizer Bunny as their mascot.
As a result, I can’t perform anything that is either too complex or takes too long. I’ll get completely distracted and go off track.
You can imagine how much fun it was to do the remote viewing exercise for Alchemist when Saint asked me to. In High School, I used to have an art teacher that told us never to ask him what our art looked like, because his answer would always be it looked like woman’s breasts. He was a great man.
Now imagine me doing a remote viewing exercise, trying to clear my head while every 10 seconds I see X-rated content flash by.
I also stopped being able to recall any dreams. My days are mostly spent daydreaming or taking short naps because I felt a sudden need to jump in the bed and afterwards felt strangely depleted. My circadian rhythm has all but disappeared.
As “fun” as the ride is for me (and occasional company), I’m waiting for some equilibrium now. I have to trust that the programming will take hold even if I can’t take as much action as I want and I may have to stay on this stage a bit longer. Maybe Alchemist’s As Above is going to help me put some of that sexual energy to better use.
On the plus side, while out and about recently, I noticed I care a lot less what people think of me. I get more looks, make eye-contact (with a devious smile) and I walk with a lot of swagger. People more often move out of my path when they see me coming. I also feel content about myself, while logically my life is a mess right now. I’m not stressing, although given my circumstances, a little stress might be a good thing.
For obvious reasons, my goals are shifting away from financial independence and towards women. I might even be guilty of checking out a competitor’s product that is like Sex Mastery X but works on the part of getting to the sex instead of the actual act of sex. Might be.
Anyways, there’s your update. It’s definitely not what I expected, but I’m glad I can at least see that the subs are doing something to me.
@HappyHero I suppose at 20+ hours a day for about a month, divided between two subs, that would make it between 200 and 250 hours per sub. Which is not entirely unsurprising, I’ve spent over a decade working on the things holding me back already. I might stack Stages 1 & 4 together when I finally do get to 4.
If you’ve all made it this far, please do check out the section below. I know I can post a lot of trivia, but this time it’s worth it, I promise. If you really don’t like the read, skip to the two YT links at the bottom.
And now for something completely different...
Last time, I was describing my second dream about the artist. I said it was Victorian style. Afterwards I got to thinking and the picture that came closest to mind was old Russia, actually.
To show you, I want to share a commercial with you. This, as far as I’m concerned, is a must-watch. This commercial is so beautiful, so amazing, it spawned a documentary and a making-of. As well as a sequel. That’s how awesome it is. Even Saint, our resident producer, should watch it for both the cinematic and score.
So, it is called L’Odyssée de Cartier and depicts the history of the jewelry giant as seen though their panther (which was once a jewelry-embedded watch and has since spawned a collection). The whole thing is like how you would imagine a lucid dream to be, and I invite you to dim the lights and watch it full screen.
Finally, before I link it, two more things. First, right after the panther breaks through the ceiling, he runs through Russia the way it was in my aforementioned dream. And soon after that, he runs though giant rings. These rings were actually a 1970’s collection of bracelets called Love Bracelets that would lock around someone’s wrist while another held the key. Although it sort of promotes the idea of ownership, it was nonetheless an amazing Valentine’s Day gift to that special lady. And guess what? They still have them. Women make you prove your love with a ring, now you can make them prove theirs by wearing a bracelet.
So without further ado and no more mincing of words, here it is: L’Odyssée de Cartier.
Of course, Maison Cartier has to go with the times, so here is the sequel, equally stunning and completely surreal: Shape Your Time.
I recommend some of the other videos on the last channel as well, the director has a certain style. The BMW one is nice.