Rest day. Today is not such a good day. I plague myself with strong feelings of guilt about everything Iāve done wrong in my life. It seems like everything that went wrong is being demonstrated to you. Luckily I can also come up with a lot of things I did right. Iām just trying to focus on the positive, but thatās really hard for me today.
I was hit with bad recon yesterday also, doing better today. I assume it was GLM recon finally kicking in to process but not sure could of came from dragon stage 3 also considering i started both of them at same time
Sub day again. Iāve gotten a little thin-skinned in the last few days. Smaller things annoy me quite quickly and my mood is not exactly the best either. My dreams have a sexual content again since I started GLM. On the one hand, this is not unpleasant, but it does not bring much to your knowledge either.
At the moment I would like to change the stack and get away from the healing subs completely. Stark and Emperor are already waiting to be used. However, I will continue until Iām through DR. It is also too short for GLM to say more precisely. So letās be patient again.
I decided to expand my stack a bit. After listening to CFW for months now and replacing it with GLM Iāve added CWON to my stack. DR/GLM/CWON is the new stack now.
After the two rest days I started with CWON today. A short time later I was completely calm and relaxed and in the moment. When I then looked into the garden, the colors of nature shone in all their splendour. They really glowed. That looked beautiful. An interesting effect that I have not experienced before.
As others have already described, this effect is really very strong and pleasant. Also, I got really hungry. I suddenly had a craving for bread with cheese. Iām also in a better mood than before and this good mood is still going on. Excellent results for a first run.
The instant calming effect of CWON is phenomenal and I am curious how things will continue with CWON alongside DR and GLM.
FYI: I was running the 192k Version. Will try 320k later.
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Last sub day before washout. Feeling fine today nothing big happened and the mood is good.
Was running DR3 and GLM as usual. Since adding GLM libido is increasing and the dreams were more sexual related. I also feel more like a man and thatās very good. Masculinity is increasing. Thanks to GLM. DR3 is a smooth run atm.
Now its time for the washout.
Sub day after washout. DR and GLM were again a smooth run.
Iāve used the last few days and cleaned up properly. Sorted all my emails and done unfinished business. Now iām up to date again and can do the next tasks. The longer DR runs, the less you procrastinate. I can definitely confirm that.
There is nothing new to report on my emotional level at the moment. Still slight fluctuations up and down. All in all, the mood is good.
Can confirm as well, and i think its by far the greatest effect for me running this sub, since i was being held back by this since middle school. I believe its an energetic block it removes