The Call to Adventure

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Alright, so here’s the deal—I’ve been testing different subs for the past few months and now it’s time to lock in and commit. I’ve been getting solid results with my current stack of New Khan, Khan Black, and ASBR. But I came across a combo of Emperor, Stark, and HoM a while back, and man, that just clicked for me. So, I’ve decided to bring that energy back while also going all-in on the Emperor line.

Right now, I’m on Stage 2 of my current stack, and I’m gonna run through all the levels. After I take a washout break in early January, my new stack will be fully custom. Here’s what I’m planning:

  • ASBR/EoG/NWE
  • HoM/TWTP
  • Emperor or EmpD/KB

These are gonna be my primary focus. But, because I like to keep things fresh, I’m planning to cycle out HoM/TWTP every 2-3 months so I can test out:

  • Primal/O.G. GLM
  • Primal/TWTP
  • TWTP/Spartan

I decided to call this whole process “Serial Winner” because I need to remind myself that the results I want are tied to what I do every day. It’s not just about running subs—it’s about my actions, my behaviors, and making things happen.

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#2

So, I decided to run Emperor Daddy and Primal Romance after a short washout.

This changes everything. Primal Romance allows me to be my most authentic self. I don’t feel the need to run another sub around seduction at this point. Having run Primal, OG Wanted, Wanted Black Primal Nights and I think Primal Seduction, Primal Romance is what I was looking for from all those others.

Primal Romance Experience
There is someone who I’ve gone out with several times and it was ok. We’ve never been intimate and not very physical. Additionally she’s very guarded for a number of reasons. We met for dinner Saturday night and it’s the best interaction we’ve ever had. I was relaxed and truly having fun and she opened up like never before. We talked about so many things, disagreed on somethings laughed a lot and we were just really vibing. Generally I pay when we go out. However I made a joke about her buying me dinner and she was about to pay. We ended up splitting the check and let me know she’s buying dinner next time.

We never hardly ever talk on the phone but when we were saying goodbye I got a rib crushing hug (she hates PDA) and shouts back “call me!”

Interestingly even our text conversations are better.

Emperor Daddy Experience & Primal Romance
My ex-wife and I had an intense conversation about why we didn’t work out. For some reason I could never be fully emotionally open and expressive about certain things. Not on purpose there was just a block. Not anymore, I was vulnerable, open, honest and admitted mistakes I made. While also, pointing out where I didn’t feel supported and times where I felt hurt.

Was never able to express this before but it was just there. She was shocked and took some time to reflect on our conversation. Follow up conversation was good but we left it at that.

Since listening to Primal Romance she sends messages now about how much she misses me, or would love a cuddle. She even sent a selfie! She never sends selfies! I don’t think she sent a selfie the entire time we were married! I could be wrong but - but nothing comes to mind. And this is all PG stuff we share like at the gym or day-to-day things. But still! Never sent one! Till now. We aren’t aligned on two really significant things and have discussed that. However our conversations are more open, honest and just more fun.

Primal Romance
I connected with someone on a dating site. There is some distance so I suggested a phone call, first conversation was a little over 40 minutes. Great first conversation, we just connected and were vibing. I was fully present, relaxed and just my best self which was reciprocated. On the app she didn’t share much but while speaking she really opened up. It was one of those wow conversations. Everything just totally flowed.

Primal Romance
At work there are 3 women all in their 20’s, I’m in my 40’s. When I was leaving one of them literally ran…RAN to give me a hug before I left. In conversation another (absolutely STUNNING) woman commented I would be a good partner and wanted to know my status. A third started giving me “the look” and we have just been kind of vibing. I personally think workplace romances are a terrible idea, however the responses have been surprising.

Emperor Daddy
An on again off again lover invited me over and almost immediately tried to pick a fight. On Emperor I would have just shut it down and switched the conversation. On Khan I’d kiss her and we’d end up having lots of sex.

However on EmpD things were different. First I genuinely wanted to find out what was going on. And realized one of the reasons I never wanted to go further is because she doesn’t take personal responsibility for her actions and somehow ends up being the victim. I said as much and was very clear but caring at the same time. Which was new for me. Ultimately I realized I was using her as a project and had a bit of a saviour/messiah complex when it comes to relationships. I never knew this about myself before but there it was. I’m not going to see her again, and I don’t have that heavy felling I get after a breakup.

Emperor Daddy
I’m really thinking about what’s important in my life in a different way. I’m still working out those details so will work through those thoughts with journaling. But the areas of focus are nothing like they were a few weeks ago. Before EmpD and PR.

Changing Journal name to reflect where my head is at now.

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Main Disc. Thread - Emperor Daddy
Main Disc. Thread - Primal Romance
#3

Thank you for that journal entry. Your experiences are just mind-blowing. :100:

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#4

Interested to read about this. As I plan to run the same combo. Good luck

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#5

I’ve been thinking about a good long term stack, something to run for the next 12-24 months. Looking back at some of my journal entries, that timeframe works best for me.

The difference now is I have no desire to run anything related to seduction. With Primal Romance that part of my life is easily handled. I’ve certain if I had this years ago I wouldn’t have gotten divorced, it would have totally saved my marriage.

I’ve experiment with dropping it for 5 days and the difference is night and day. Primal Romance is one of those I’d want to keep in my stack long term. Just for how good I feel interacting with women. When challenges come up I don’t get in my own way and can navigate situations more skillfully. In addition to being vulnerable in a way that feels authentic.

While I love the impact EmpD has on my life overall I’m not as disciplined. Which is similar to how I get when running Khan. Unlike years back when I’d have a million goals at once, now I only focus on one objective at a time. And so far Emperor is the only sub that has me sitting down and knocking things off my list regardless of how I feel - things just get done and I move on with my life.

Until I figure out how to get the discipline aspect down with EmpD I’m removing it from the stack and I’m pretty sad about it. This is a phenomenal sub that impacts so many areas.

Spartan and GLM might help but I really don’’t want to use up stack space for either of them. Would be great to have a discipline module - call it Godlike Discipline & Focus.

Edit 11/21/24

I figured out adding QL to the stack boosts my productivity when running Khan. The same may apply to Emperor Daddy. The productivity still isn’t on the level of Emperor. But I also ran Emperor for 2 years straight so it could be, a single loop now just brings everything online.

Interesting Khan and EmpD have a similar level of relaxed grounded-ness or chill.

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#7

Stack: Khan/EoG/QL

Placeholder for transcription to offline journal

I dreamed without fear. (many of my dreams for the last few years always had an element of fear or situations where I was terrified and woke up in a panic)

I was in a stadium and a woman said something. A group of people didn’t like it and put a bag over hear head, and while she slowly sand out of my view, they were laughing and ridiculing her. I was shocked and said WTF, are you serious? They tried to explain this is what you do but I was having none of it.

While leaving the stadium to check on her I said something really loud that got everyone laughing. Someone replied with a comment that was unkind towards women in general. I told him to keep his mouth shut next time because that’s not it.

As I’m exiting the stadium he and a group of friends make it known they’re coming after me. God I laughed so hard, and suddenly realized I was in all black. We were in the veld. It was pitch black but my eyes quickly adjusted to the darkness and I could finally see. I was so comfortable in the dark.

I stalked them and found the group in what seemed like bright clothes. I decided to move to another location to better position myself and wait. While laying low in the brush I heard a growl and knew it was a lion. But there was no fear. I decided it would be better to lead the lion to them and it would be easier to deal with both challenges.

I ran, but still no fear. I felt so free. I knew the lion could never keep up with me.

As I approached them, I jumped in the air high above the group. Suddenly, from the corner of my eye I saw a lioness leap from a tree straight at me, she was so well hidden. When I noticed the lions tried to set me up and I saw her coming at me, I think I smiled, shifted my body in midair, got behind her and instead of killing her just gave a hammer fist to the back of her head and she fell unconscious.

The scene changed I was surrounded by darkness in a void, and I saw a giant moose. I don’t know if I killed it or if the head just appeared in my hands. Then I was in my bedroom and the dresser was against the wall in front of my bed. I put the moose head on top. For a moment I thought it might be to heavy. But then a thought came, no - you can handle it. Then it seemed the dresser suddenly got stronger, more solid. At some point the skin and flesh disappeared leaving only bone.

As I was waking up I kept getting images of lions on the veld and the moose head seemed to get whiter or almost glow. I never dreamt of a moose before, I can say with certainty this is the first time.

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#8

Virtue Series: Diligence

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#9

Thanks, I’m putting this in my next custom.

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