The Body Keeps the Score

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#201

Early this year I noticed that I grew a couple of Transformation lines in the left side of my forehead. I believe they grew quickly because I often look at my face and I can’t remember seeing them before, over time they slowly grew more.

Since I started RoS I didn’t think much about it, except this morning I noticed they grew a lot more and also a couple more appeared on the right side.

Emotional map from Traditional Chinese Medicine:

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Example of Transformation Lines:

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The diagonal line on this man’s forehead shows that he has undergone a prolonged
period of suffering and came out the other side with wisdom and an expanded
consciousness.

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#202

I wanna create a custom exclusively centered around manifestation, of course Im thinking Ascension Chamber and Minds Eye as cores. No more than 10 modules total, including the 2 cores.

This is what I have for now:

Ascension Chamber
Minds Eye
Void of Creation
Plateau Transcendent
Jupiter
Yggdrasil
Divine Will

Now I have to clarify a couple of doubts… A custom with Ascension chamber should be used as Ascension Chamber (Once a Week) or it should be use as a regular part of the stack?
:thinking:

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#203

Im feeling that special kind of inner turmoil, the one thats a symptom of inner shifts going on deep inside. I better get ready for the ride…

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#204

Wow… I was thinking about how long since she started Sanguine the Elixir and had to look for it, Im gonna propose her a washout.
Ive seen enormous calmness in her in the last couple of weeks, its like the “inner worrier” she had simply left the picture.

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#205

A regular part of the stack.

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#206

Thanks bro! I figured out all this desires for creating new customs were just recon :sweat_smile:

Better stick to the plan!

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#207

Haha! Happens to me too.

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#208

Hm, that has never happened to me before, surely… :thinking: :grin:

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#209

I believe you bro :shushing_face: :face_with_hand_over_mouth:

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#210

Todays been a fried brain day… :woozy_face:
Starting tomorrow Im lowering the dose of RoS.

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#211

Day#13

TL-X × 4:44 minutes
Stark × 1:11 minutes.

Last night couldnt sleep for more that 2 hours uninterrupted… Weird dreams kept waking me up.

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#212

Doors are opening up in my relationship… Its a free flowing good feeling, we are synched and aligned and things just happens.
Sexual energy is very strong… I just feel good.

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#213

Theres something about Stark that triggers a lot of rejection. I dont know if Im rejecting the sub or Im afraid of a specific change stark is bringing to light.
What I know is Emperor wasnt as recon intense (headaches) as stark.

Im gonna deep dive to find some answers

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#214

Im hating this so much right now… feeling down atm.

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#215

Well now I remember why I parted ways with Stark a long time ago…

3 days with a headache and very low shitty mood, add a couple of extra days of restlessness and poor sleep to that, it all began after the 2nd day of stark.
This sub is the one that has given me the most awful headaches and recon of them all, by far.

In Q once I had 3 days with a piercing inhabilitating headache, very similar experience with ZP and now on ZPv2. I abandoned a custom for the same reason.

I wouldnt mind going through this if after the recon my life felt different and I could percieve positive changes, but honestly Ive got much better, deeper and faster results with other titles and without all the hassle and pain.

No more Stark for me!

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#216

The worst is that Im unable to decide if thats because Stark just dont resonate with who I am, or if it triggers something really deep that Im not ready or willing to face… that bothers me a lot.

Anyways let the storm pass…

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#217

Have you run Stark with Limit Destroyer together? Maybe that’d tell you if it’s a block/limit or an aversion archetype.

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#218

No, I dont own LD. To be honest at this moment I feel repulsion for stark, I still have a headache and Im pissed off.

Today was supposed to be a listening day, but Im taking a day off… I’ll sort things out when I feel good.

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#219

Went for a walk out in the sun, ate some sweet fruits and rest for a while. Now I feel much better and decided for a few adjustments on my stack.

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#220

I Sorted things out.

New stack:

Day#1

Wanted
Sanguine The Elixir

Possibly I will add mogul, it depends on the new product releases announced for next week

Did 5:55 of Wanted and 3:33 of StE

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