I quit drinking coffee a few months ago and it’s honestly been one of the best things I’ve ever done for myself. As far as sales is concerned I’m actually much better since I find myself more relaxed in social / sales situations. Also FAR less anxiety and better sleep quality overall.
You might feel sluggish for a week or two but just push through. Trust me, it’s entirely worth it in the end.
Just checked your profile and you’re also eligible for a 5% discount code since you’ve made over 250 posts on the forum.
Send in a support ticket and they’ll hook you up!
And you my friend are eligible for a 15% discount. Not bad at all.
Just gotta say I love posting on sub club and engaging with you all even on the off days.
Im 2.5 days into a washout and I can feel my social eloquence deteriorating as I’m feeling more uncomfortable (not on top-of-of-the-world) in conversations these days.
But the washout has been good for my routines and helping me get grounded. I think I’ll be very structured this week and get back into discipline and morning routines. My morning meditations were helpful, time to bring them back.
More wealth manifestations are happening to me.
I referred a friend to a program I’m in and he actually joined on the spot. I didnt expect that at all! Just wanted to tell him about it. So normally thats a 1000 dollar referral bonus… but i actually got a 2000 dollar referral bonus because for the month of august they were pushing more referrals. So I got lucky with the randomness and the timing of it.
I also found out that someone from the business owes us 800 dollars and will be paying us back this week. Nice manifestation.
And finally, I found a box of free books at the beach today with as-good-as-new quality copies of meditations by marcus aurelius and 3 other very interesting looking books.
Love reading about your journey!
Day 4 of my washout.
More cool wealth manifestations.
I’m getting a SECOND credit card (business credit card… don’t worry, I’ll be responsible).
They’re going to give me even higher cash-back rates than I was previously getting from my first credit card for 3 months, and I get free door dash deliveries for 3 months, and I get 3% off of gas for life while using the credit card.
On top of that, I’ve been doing awesome at sales. I’ve been studying Jordan Belfort (thanks, @Sub.Zero!) and have been closing a lot of good business. I’ve been specifically using techniques from JB and being AMAZED at how prospects melt when I say the right thing in the right tone.
This is the start of me transforming from a “naturally persuasive talker” to a “trained salesman.” Love it.
Update… EVEN MORE wealth manifestations.
I got two envelopes in the mail today.
One was a cheque from my insurance, givingnme a cheque for 120 dollars as a rebate.
The other one was from my bank, saying they accidentally charged me 12 dollars 6 months ago, so they’re sending me 12 dollars now.
Lots of wealth manifestations coming my way. Theyre not changing my life, but, they’re amazing. I wonder if this is the result of AM, Financial Success Reality Shifter, or my Natural Winner + Overdrive combo…? Maybe Emperor HOM has more powerful stuff than I thought, but it also couldnt been positive being attractor - wealth.
Interesting.
I wouldn’t be surprised if it was Emperor HOM,
Emperor: HOM is the most powerful manifestor of people and money
of anything I’ve run at Sub Club.
Washout is going really well. Ive been falling asleep between 9pm-10pm every night. I’ve been working hard.
Last night, I dreamed that I was running Limitless Executive solo. Lol. Its the only dream that I can remember. Maybe my subconscious is telling me what my booster should be.
I had an amazing sleep and fell asleep at 9:51pm. I woke up naturally at 4:45am, before my alarm, without any of my usual grogginess. Now im gonna meditate for the first time in a week or so, since I have the extra time and energy.
My oura ring gave me a very low sleep score today, but it’s wrong about my score. In reality, my sleep was so good i popped out of bed before 5.
In my sleep last night, apparently I turned around and started hugging and kissing my girlfriend while fast asleep.
My conscious is happy in wakefulness my subconsciousness is happy in sleep!
Had some big insight moments today.
First of all, I’m loving my washout. So much stuff is integrating. Ive closed a client the last 3 days in a row. Im only half way through the week but ive already closed more than my average (2 per week).
I saw some hot girls and my first thought was something along the lines of “damn theyre hot, check them out.” But then, I realized that I’m high status as fuck, and they should be checking ME out. I think this’ll shift a long standing narrative i’ve had of getting way too focused on whoever is “hot” around me; and i only just today realized the core of it was that when I saw someone hot, I subconsciously believed that I wasnt high status enough to get them.
Final realization I had today was during a moment in a meeting where everyone was being silent for like 2-3 minutes preparing their work… I got uncomfortable, but then it clicked that I didnt need to fill the silence with anything. I could literally feel my brain looking for something impressive to say. My ego flared up because the silence made it insecure. But I just said to myself silence is ok, noone expects you to break the silence, and the silence isn’t your fault. Thats when I realized I genuinely have this belief that if theres too much silence, it’s because of me. That thought was locked soooo deep inside of me tht I never realized it, but it subtly effected a lot of my interactions.
Woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. Alarm went off and I did NOT want to wake up. Didn’t have any calls lined up for the day so I went back to bed for 2 more hours. Now I feel like shit physically speaking. Tired, anxious, unproductive. Been fucking around instead of working pretty much all day.
If I had a full schedule of calls, I would probably feel better at this moment in time.
Just thinking about some multi-stages today. I do get in my head around “hot” women so I’m wondering if one day I should run just stage 1 of Khan, or include Total Breakdown into a custom one day.
Meanwhile, I’ve been looking at Ecstasy of Gold. I never was all that interested in it because I already feel like i’m on my path and have an abundance mindset, like I want to make a lot of money and believe I can, but now I’m thinking that Stage 3 could be good for me one day.
But the whole point of this reset was to take a break from subliminals and then come back more focused on Ascended Mogul as the driver to my stack, so don’t worry, I’m not getting tempted by other subs (again 
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Other multi-stages look interesting as well like QL3 QL4. What would the result be if I listened to just one of those two stages without having any prior experience with QL1/2?
Yesterday was absolutely awful. I woke up feeling like shit. Slept in an extra 2 hours and was still tired after. Couldn’t focus at ALL at work, to an extreme. I would open up a browser on my computer to complete a task but then I would just stare at the empty new tab and wonder “hmm what was it I was trying to do? I can’t remember.”
I spent all day fucking around at the office watching Super Smash Bros tournaments and texting people. Then I went home early so that I could try and take a nap, relax, go for a forest walk, but I was so tired and had no willpower so i just kept on watching Super Smash Bros videos and eventually watched porn.
By the time 6pm rolled around I was straight up DEPRESSED! Slouched shoulders, couldn’t engage with my gf when she talked to me, wasn’t interested in anything or anyone. I’d pick up a book and then could barely focus on it. I’d practice juggling for a bit (the best part of all of yesterday, for sure) but then got tired of it after 15 minutes.
Come night time, I’m trying to read, and my girlfriend is super happy and wants to talk to me so I tell her to let me read… she gets a bit upset and then I just start fucking yelling at her out of nowhere.
So bad. Honestly I felt like shit and took it out on her. Then I dug into her about it later and made her apologize for being wrong. Jesus christ I was being an asshole.
At first I thought this was recon from the washout, but then I realized where it’s from and I know for a fact that it has nothing to do with my subliminal journey.
I went off of Keto this week because I was feeling so good. Even on days that I ate carbs (I have a cheat day once a week that is an important part, re-introducing carbs reduces long term side effects), I felt amazing, so I thought “why not try a normal diet for a bit.”
I felt great on day one and OK on day two, but I was back to full on depression mode by day 3, aka yesterday.
Day 4 I feel more of the same, although not quite so shitty, but I woke up and slept in for an extra 1.5 hours today like yesterday, with very low energy, distractibility, a totally depleted work ethic, anxiety, and low focus. YouTube and online distractions are way more appealing than solving problems and doing work.
Definitely going back into keto today. Drinking triple the normal amount of coffee to get the fat burning process going, eating a shit ton of pumpkin seeds for fat and fiber, and I’m going to go for a loooong run later today to burn out all the excess glycogen.
Luckily I’m so fat adapted that I should be back in keto by tomorrow morning without any keto-flu symptoms.
I have already been thinking about making a LITE version of my custom, using all of the same modules but only using 10 modules and an AM core, because I really wanted AM to be the driver of this custom, and it’s kind of lost in the background and other elements of the custom are taking priority. It’s making me amazing at sales and we’re generating clients like CRAZY, but we’re scaling up faster than our system can accommodate, and I need to focus on my BUSINESS first and my SALES SKILLS second.
So the custom would look something like this.
|Ascended Mogul Q Core
|Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
|Instant Business Tactician
|Direct Influencing Aura
|Natural Winner
|Positive Being Attractor - Wealth
|Wealth Limit Destroyer
|Overdrive
That would be if I didn’t add any modules. But as I still struggle with internet addiction, and I have an extreme case of ADHD, and I now believe that manifestation modules are the way to go for wealth creation, I might add some of the following modules…
Way Of ROI
True Sell (might be off brand for this specific custom, but very on brand for me)
Single Point
Organization Perfected
Yggdrasil/RICH (Or another manifestation module)
Eye Of The Storm/Foundation/Stronger (habit building/willpower)
Solitude (OK with being alone, working).
Now that SubClub has these specific modules (ROI, Single Point, Organization) I can actually get to the root of my issue, AKA low focus and adhd like symptoms.
What this custom will look like overall is a lighter version of my full custom, but it might also incorporate some of the new modules that I literally was the one to request. I mentioned ADHD symptom relief (organization, focus, knowing how to prioritize) and next thing I know they’re all in the Q store. I was one of two people to recommend the prototype to ROI, the ONLY one to suggest organization perfected, possibly one of a few people to recommend the focus one, and one of the many many voices that recommended a sales specific module… so… I feel like I manifested these modules and would be wise to take the gift that’s being offered to me and include at least some of them.
Not sure where this possible custom will take me, but I know for sure that when I first come back after my washout, I’m only going to focus on Ascended Mogul and a booster ultima.
Sounds like a awesome journey. If you have problem with adhd I also recommend single pointed meditation. It have helped me client tremendously with his ADHD
Yeah this was the major reason why I went and lived in meditation centres. I spent about 3 months living in the Goenka Vipassana centres here in Canada, then I travelled around Asia and visited a couple more centres over the course of the next 5 months. All in all dedicated 8 months of my life to meditating. It was very transformational for me, both for focus/concentration as well as mindfulness/insight and the releasing of a lot of built up trauma.
My life basically started at the end of my meditation journey. Everything before that was just a downward descent, but after my meditation experience, that’s when things took off and life became amazing.
I’m putting out an extreme amount of anger towards people. Why? I’m aware even as I’m doing it that it’s weird and I could just stop, but I don’t.
I just sat down with my mum for 5 minutes and in that time managed to sound like an asshole the whole time, say fuck you, and made her walk away from me.
I don’t know if this is Keto, recon, bad coincidence, or something else.
My big trigger is when my mum/girlfriend don’t like how the conversation is going so they just end the conversation and walk away when they initially get triggered. My gf did that last night and my mum did it to me today and I said fuck you to both of them.
It’s always bothered me, but I used to freak out and internally combust/bend to their will. I would react with panic, and want to make it right… not confidence and anger.
On keto/subs, I actually wasnt bothered by it. But in my no sub no keto washout, I’m now responding in kind, if they cut me out and say “fine im leaving/ending the conversation” as I way to make it their way or the highway, I’m just responding with “no problem, good riddance, don’t let the door hit you on your way out.”
Oh how we all marry our mothers, lol. I’ll have to talk to my girlfriend and tell her I was dead serious last night when I told her I’m sick of her doing that. Because If i wasnt still raw from that encounter last night I probably wouldn’t have been so reactive today…
But writing this out I’m really seeing how manipulative the whole situation is, and I am not gonna put up with it anymore.
Now that I write it out, I can see my change in reaction from panic to anger is definitely a manifestation from Ascended Mogul. More alpha, less reliance on others, more fuck you attitude if you try to cause drama.
I can also see that it’s not anger in GENERAL, but specifically me being sick of an unhealthy pattern.
Day 1 of being back on subs. Had an INSANE amount of distraction yesterday probably from recon from returning back to subs again. Got just about nothing done. I also don’t like the tasks we’re doing for the business right now, which plays a part of it. But I’m really concerned about the way that I was so distracted. My new #1 goal with subs needs to be being able to work completely focused and without distraction. AM will help with that, and so will more conscious journalling. No YouTube, no Reddit, no subliminal forums unless I have a major update. Sorry Y’All, I gotta focus on me first for awhile.
For the last 2 days of my washout i went camping. To get to the campground, we had to canoe two hours just to get there with our tent, cooler, firewood, everything inside the canoe. It was awesome. My oura ring scored that night as the best sleep I’d ever gotten since I started tracking my sleep.
Last night I walked home after work because I was bored and didn’t really have anywhere to go… but just to put that in perspective, walking home took me 3 whole hours, from 6pm-9pm. I stopped in between. Twice, actually. Both times because I got into conversation with really attractive young girls. The first conversation happened because I was on the phone and these 2 girls stared me down. After a minute I told my friend “hey I’ll call you back.” Then I went up and talked to them for a bit. That was fun. They were happy to do all the talking and seemed really comfortable. They gave me a big hug at the end of the convo. I could tell that it was a sexually charged conversation, for sure, but I wasn’t biting.
Then the second conversation happened when I was sitting down resting after having walked for so long. This girl was walking out of the grocery store and was looking at me, literally craning her neck back to keep looking at me as she walked away. I said “hey” and she turned around completely. I said “do you want to take a seat?” because it looked like she was doing that anyways, and then she was very eager “omg yeah can I?”
It’s really interesting that all this happened. I wasn’t seeking these out all that much but I wasn’t turning them down either. They were fun conversations. The second one was definitely less charged, but probably because she was waiting to see if I would charge the situation, which I didn’t feel like doing. She was calling me cute and telling me a bit about her sex life and stuff but again I wasn’t really biting. Just enjoying the moment.
I feel like even just listening to Wanted once had a profound change on me. In both these conversations, I just leaned back and looked at them, with this mindset of “hmm I wonder how this conversation will go. What will she say?” I noticed that I was extremely leaned back, had total confidence even when these girls were talking to me out of nowhere, and it felt extremely natural. I didn’t feel like I had to chase or impress them, ever.
Might start listening to wanted more often as a more relaxed way of focusing on sales! It obviously has a powerful effect on me.
My washout was incredibly beneficial. A lot of the magic of subliminals naturalized during the break. Not only did my results and confidence improve during my washout, but I really felt that I “became” the Ascended Mogul archetype.
As my recon washed away I foyund that under my past “gunk” was a much brighter and more brilliant person, and I truly believe that I didn’t “create” that person. He was always there. I just had to scrub away the dirt (read: limiting beliefs) that were obstructing him from view.
But a large well of anger bubbled up during my washout, as well. Anger at parts of my life I no longer wanted to tolerate, but were still there. Anger at my girlfriend and mum for the things they do that trigger me. Determination not to put up with it anymore.
With Ascended Mogul’s rock-solid belief in one’s self, I put them both in their place when they pulled their old shit. I let them know that it wasn’t acceptable anymore…
But if I hadn’t been so emotionally raw and vulnerable to my own weaknesses and stored traumas, their actions never would’ve bothered me in the first place.
I’ve decided to start a healing journey, as championed and advocated by @Lion. I’ll be listening to regeneration + elixir for at least a month. I’ll probably use regeneration long term while adding AM in back in month two.
Until I come back to Ascended Mogul and wealth heavy subs, I’ll be posting in a specific healing journal. This journal will be paused but not stopped. If you’d like to keep up with it, just go to “watching” for when I post again there.
I’m going to post goals of the healing journey as the first post in that journal along with every reason and motivation I have for making the switch.
Continuing this journal in a new thread… as a way to start fresh, recommit to focusing almost entirely on Ascended Mogul as the main driver of any stack.