The Adventures of SubliminalUser

Journals - Major Programs
#168

Looks like I’m living in reconciliatopia—the land of reconciliation. I am relatively low on energy. I came back home feeling quite tired from the day. It helped a lot to have a respectable at-home dinner which did boost my energy, mood and also how much reconciliation-related thoughts I am having.

What happened? I’m not listening particularly often, in fact this inculcation strategy is one I’ve done multiple times this year when introducing a new title. To recap, the inculcation listening strategy for a new sub A given subs B, C is:

  • Day 1: A + B
  • Day 2: A + C

However, me sticking to 15 minutes for the custom (while the rest at 7 minutes) probably meant I was getting quite a bit of scripting. What was probably the kicker was the bad sleep I had today. That, I knew for a fact, was going to throw my whole day off, even though I did take cold brew in the morning. As to why I had bad sleep, well our area has gotten hotter AND I finally stopped using the sleep supplement. I stopped it because I ran out and nothing else. :laughing:

  • I’m seeking for feedback here. I’ve been on that supplement for so long that at this point I don’t even get the long quality sleep I could reliably get using it. I’m thinking I should just tear off the band-aid and now try to get my body to readjust to a condition without using any sleep supplements. I would like to manifest great sleep without any sort of aids…@Lion @RVConsultant @PurpleRT73. Paragon Sleep zippy charger remains elusive.

The Experience of Today

  • I exercised and went to work early due to poor sleep. However, I lost steam at work early because that started to catch up to me. So, mental fatigue occurred.
  • I did not practice my sport for the full duration that I had originally planned to do. Fatigue set in physically, too.
  • No hangouts in this evening. I wanted to do one, first because it’s Friday evening and then second because I thought it could help me feel better. I decided against the latter reasoning since I’m an introvert and also because I don’t think it would be that great to push onto myself social stuff while dealing with reconciliation over a social-heavy sub. I want to rest.
  • Even right now, as I write this I feel the tiredness within me.

So here I am. At the very least, I am grateful that I am able to at least identify that I am in a state of reconciliation and accordingly set my expectations for what I am doing now. I recall that some limiting beliefs like “I can’t manifest anything while under this” started to come up, but I shot them down. Saint already confirmed that we can still get results during recon, it may just be harder to see them. Speaking of which, did I observe any results?

  • At my sports arena, there was a higher percentage of females than usual. There was even this one chick who was next to me and I considered striking up a conversation with her, but I ultimately didn’t.
  • Things went a bit sideways with the original hangout I had planned for this evening—the other person I messaged in the morning turned out to be busy. That’s okay, because as it turns out, that’s better for me as I need to rest.
  • I don’t feel I have the aura/energetic mojo as much as the past few days. Again, probably due to the sleep.

So yea. I still saw some results, but it’s a bit muted. I need more sleep, and I think I should reduce exposure a little bit.

Actions To Take

  • Focus on sleep this weekend! Sleep in, don’t use a timer. If I have to skip lifting, that’s fine.
  • Experiment by reducing the runtime of the custom to 7 minutes.
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#169

Instead of this, try:

Day 1: A + B
Day 2: Rest
Day 3: C

If you are running CHOSEN, Heartsong and Paragon, I would recommend:

Day 1: CHOSEN + Heartsong
Day 2: Rest
Day 3: Paragon

#170

@Lion my apologies. There is a rest day between the two days. A+B, rest, A+C.

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#171

No issues. Try A + B, rest, C

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#172

What exactly do you want feedback on?

#173

Checking In

It’s a rest day, and it’s not the end of the day yet. I still have one evening event to go to, but I still want to check in due to what happened yesterday with reconciliation as well as what happened today.

First things first—I’m feeling a LOT better. I got a solid ten hours of sleep, taking my sleep quality percentage from ~40% the previous night (among of the lowest percentages ever) way up to exactly 100%, according to the sleep tracking app I use. With that as well as a successful workout, I had a great start to the morning.

The Manifestational Challenge

However, things got a little more contentious when I and my friend visited the apartments today. At this point, we’ve narrowed things down to one particular community. The challenge is when we got to the place we found out that our next preferred listing (and the cheapest of the available listings) had just got taken! What’s left were a few plans in the furthest building of the community and let’s just say we’re not fond of those—and the price tag associated with them.

What a bummer! This got me a bit stressed out earlier because I really do like the community. I have an idea of manifestational actions to take here—let’s just say, I took pictures/videos of the ideal part of the community we’d like to be in—but it still is somewhat concerning. We’re trying to move in by the middle of next month. For me it’s not an outright deadline but for my friend/future flatmate, his circumstances dictate it as an actual necessity.

Responding to Comments

Yea, I know about this one. It’s the default 3-sub listening strategy which is certainly going to work. If the upcoming plan to make the MFO runtime 7 minutes still causes too much of an issue, I’ll do this next.

This plan was already in my future as I planned to do it for at least part of stack 5 (tentatively Rebirth, MFO, and Khan ST1) since that stack has quite a bit of healing.

Ah, don’t worry about it. I was looking for advice on next steps regarding sleep supplements, but I’ve figured it out. I’m going to be tapering off and doing some other things over an extended time period to get rid of that.

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#174

Perhaps glycine?

#175

Listened

  • MFO
  • Primal
  • AsCh
    • I remember, when I was listening to AsCh I was looping the video I recorded of the place I’d like to be at.

More recon once again. I really started feeling it in the last hour and a half. I just broke my fast with a protein shake, let’s see how much that helps. Also, in light of this particular recon I’m scheduling a lunch hangout set to occur soon.

Why a hangout this time? The recon isn’t fatigue but rather because of the issues, my mind is working on. In other words, I’m being challenged by the script. The Manifestational Challenge has been on my nerves today. Even despite all the knowledge I have of my manifestation ability, it still irritates me.

And when my friend suggested that we should maybe consider a backup community (one that I vetted and checked out—I talked about it in last Sunday’s entry), that poked me, too. Though, when I think about it maybe I SHOULD be okay considering an alternative if only to get my mind off of this seeming obsession. It’s not good to obsess away like this and have the concern eat at me. To the current extent, when has that kind of concern actually helped? It can be lessened.

Here’s my theory about how the recon and the challenge are related. With MFO I’m set to manifest people, romantic or otherwise. I am of the current belief that my moving out to a great apartment with a great corresponding community is part of that process, something I need to do. The apartment because it’s a lot easier to manage the stuff of that nature when I have my own place (you guys probably get the idea) and community because that community would serve as a significant pathway of manifestation as Saint would call it. Being in a community where there are a lot of outgoing people in my age group is a great thing. If I moved into a community where it’s mostly just families and was impersonal, however, well that wouldn’t help me. Therefore, I entertain the idea that the manifestation scripting of MFO is influencing the manifesting challenge. Of course, even if I wasn’t able to draw up a connection I can see that negative emotions would compound on top of each other.

Now, having written all that out I do see that there are some things I should consider to discount concerns.

  • There’s no guarantee that the best people for me are to come from the community I live in. I just take a look at all my good friends and it wasn’t necessarily the case that I was living right next to them/in the same community when I met them. (In fact, that doesn’t apply to all except for 2 people I can think of).
  • The impact of considering higher rent prices isn’t that much for me. Of the more expensive places we’ve considered, it’s still well within what we can afford; we’re not going to struggle with money here. The consternation is mostly about it being out of our original price target as well as the rent technically being a higher % of our overall income. That, and feeling like a fool when I eventually tell others (family, friends, or what have you) how much we’re paying for the apartment.
  • At the end of the day, there are multiple ways for me to get to a destination reality. That’s one of the biggest lessons I’ve gotten from exploring concepts from all these concepts, such as Law of Attraction, Reality Transfuring and now Neville Goddard’s teachings. That’s also been cemented by the practice of manifesting and even further now with subs like ME and currently MFO. I feel it’s rather unlikely that things don’t work out in the end. I was reminded of this by a longtime friend who, in a recent phone call reminded me that things just do seem to work out for me nearly all the time, whenever i put my mind to things. Yet, this middle is very annoying!

It’s also interesting to note that I still believe I am receiving results from the subliminal. Just take a look at the way my journal entries have changed since starting MFO. There’s no Ultimate Writer module in my custom, but the Dragon Tongue module may be manifesting in my writing, as it has in my speech lately.

And now, I shall head off to lunch with a friend and enjoy some good food.

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#176

The hangout was great and I got a good perspective from my friend about my situation which made me really think about where I should move. The idea shared was especially similar to the first point I listed under “…should consider to discount concerns.”

However, I’m at home again and the actions I’ve taken at home are strange. Right now, I’m drinking a large diet soda—incongruent with my diet. Sure it’s zero calories and not even caffeinated, but it’s not good for gut health and it’s incongruent with my recent training towards a savory palate (removing the sweet tooth). What kind of Sunday is this? It’s weird as hell and the pacing is discordant with the flow I’d like to have for life.

What Now?

There’s one conclusion: The reconciliation is continuing into the afternoon and it’s not making me feel so great to even stay at home, even though that’s really what I have wanted to do today. It’s like something is telling me “What you’re doing today is diddly squat.”

So guess what @Lion — I’m taking your suggestion. I’m going to move to the classic 3-sub listening pattern. Since I listened to MFO + Primal today, on Tuesday I will listen to just Chosen. I’m not dismayed at reducing loop counts, in fact I’m curious to see what changes since I see the value in rest days more than before. Not to mention, Chosen has been in my stack ALL YEAR, Primal will be having 1.5 runs and MFO will be in my stack for as long as it needs to be around.

I realized the top things I have to be concerned about for the remainder of the month are as follows.

  1. Ensuring my sleep doesn’t go off the rails: Sleep affects everything, including my energy and decision making processes, both of which are needed for the next two items.
  2. Finishing the month very strong at work: This is to present my best case for promotion.
  3. Locking down the right apartment: Discussed in detail above.

Reducing loop counts is in alignment with those objectives.

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#178

I may be switching MFO out of my stack and putting back in ME temporarily. This is in light of some current stuff where MFO doesn’t really help much…

#179

Locked this decision in. I’m fine with it, since I know that I’ll be back to MFO in stack 5 at the latest.

#180

Hmm, I may need to do a washout. Quite a bit of weird and bad feelings today. Doesn’t help that I decided to not go to the office.

#181

Listened:

  • Chosen
  • ME

As you can see, there’s a bit of an odd turn today by running ME. This kind of switch is probably a result of recon, and the action in of itself produced more recon. As to why I decided to go back, I had the idea that for the challenges I immediately face, I can do my best to manifest the solution to them. The immediate challenges (defined as occurring during the remainder of this month) don’t have to do with people manifestation, so I wanted to leverage my general manifestation power and also boost it in the process.

Of course, doesn’t help if I’m experiencing recon over the sudden switch…

I worked from home today and I wish I didn’t. I did it due to a morning meeting day and my calendar seemingly swamped with meetings. But then, most of those meetings got canceled, so I could have gone straight to the office after the first morning meeting. Staying at home, sitting with the really weird feelings coming from recon (in some ways eerily reminiscent of the feelings encountered during Dragon Reborn ST2) led to some odd decisions during the workday that I definitely would’ve avoided had I been at the office.

What made me feel better today was:

  • The simple accomplishment of some big work items which lessened worries about ability to get stuff done for the rest of the month.
  • A phone call with my close friend about some of the recent challenges both of us are facing, and next steps we’re going to take for those challenges. Neither seem bad now.
  • Practicing my favorite sport in the evening and getting dinner with one of the people there! First time we got to hang out, outside of the sport.

Next Steps;

  • So it’s clear to me that MFO is powerful, however its time to shine is not just yet. In light of how this second half of June currently looks, I may be running ME instead of MFO for the rest of June. However, I have noticed that things really seem to change in a matter of a day lately. So to hedge against that bet, in my next run on Th I’m going to run just one title: Primal. Then there’s no run until Saturday when I can reassess the situation.
  • Definitely going to go back to the office as soon as I can.
#182

Rest Day.

Today has been a great day. Top things:

  • I went to the office in the afternoon, which had such a clear difference in productivity and effect on my mood, it made me wonder why I didn’t make a more concerted effort to go to the office yesterday. What was I thinking? I thought. I really don’t like working from home!
  • In the morning, I had to take a meeting from home. After I got to the office, a woman who was in the meeting (who, funny enough, was at their home during the morning meeting) recognized me in the hallway and stopped to talk to me! Well isn’t that something? She was surprised to see that I am in the same org as her (albeit on different teams). She sits fairly close by, it turns out. I wonder…might there be an action to take here? :thinking:
  • We found that a spot opened up at the ideal community that I was talking about above. It came just in time, because we had planned yesterday that today we were going to make a decision on where to stay. The sequence of events was pretty interesting and it took some time away from the workday. I will say, the spot reflects one of our preferred floorplans, is at our target price point and at the top community. The oddities were that it’s on one of the lower flowers and it’s a bit on the further side of the community (though not in the very far part that we last visited). However, this is still great and it’s the highlight of the day! I became a lot more satisfied after this.
  • A hangout in the evening made me realize that a lot of things have been falling into place and turning around quickly in just the first half of this week. Anything can change in a day…it’s the same thing I took away from the trip I last went on. I wonder, have things been changing more rapidly because of taking on the belief that anything can change in a day? :open_mouth:

Pretty great stuff if you ask me!

Next Steps

  • I’m not sure I want to run a title tomorrow. In fact, there’s a good chance I’m going to do a washout until Saturday to give my mind a break from all that I did.
  • Continue the office visits.
#183

Another rest day.

Positive developments:

  • Our apartment application got approved. And due to a particular program, we’re also waiving our application fees. In other words, we’ve locked this one in. It’s amazing how it came at the right time. I checked the listings available today out of curiosity and we really did the one we preferred the most based on our desired criteria.
  • I decided to talk to that woman I mentioned in my entry yesterday for a little bit. It was just about work stuff and seeing how she’s handling things. She was also unmasked in person this time, which made it better.
  • Work had fairly productive meetings, in my opinion. I’m usually not like a meeting-heavy day but today was good. Not to mention, the hangouts I did after work were respectable. They were all with coworkers though.

That last hangout did start to get me thinking heavily, though. Although the second half of this week has gotten much better and now it’s about making sure I finish the month on a strong note, my mind still looks ahead to the future after that and came up with some heavy stuff.

I’ve been alone for a long time. Or so I think. It’s actually not as bad as it sounds. I’ve been surrounding by my family first and also some great longtime friends. I at this point also have a clear best friend, a title I thought I wouldn’t give anyone ever again after high school (a long time ago). I’m moving out with him. There also is a respectable number of people I hang out with on the weekends. So I have a social circle.

Let’s be honest with ourselves. I’m just missing her. This is what I think feelingly. Yet it is quite the opposite I must do, for the current condition simply manifests more of it. That is the thing I must change, and I’m thankful to have a tool that is clearly oriented toward that. I should forget about how “things have been a certain way for so long” and “it’s hard/tough/going to take a long time to change this.” After all, anything can change in a day. I ought to focus only on the end. Live in the end, some might say.

Think feelingly only of the state you desire to realize. Feeling the reality of the state sought and living and acting on that conviction is the way of all seeming miracles. All changes of expression are brought about through a change of feeling. A change of feeling is a change of destiny. All creation occurs in the domain of the subconscious. What you must acquire, then, is a reflective control of the operation of the subconscious, that is, control of your ideas and feelings. - Neville Goddard

I want more general close friends, too, but I realize that want is more of a logical, strategic thing. It’s under some presumption that having an inner circle will be better for me at some point later on in life, but I don’t know yet how so. Sort of like how I simply had to presume about a decade ago that being more social and outgoing is going to help me big time in life, though I didn’t see it or feel it in an obvious way at the time. However, an inner circle doesn’t necessarily mean just more close general friends. Let’s take a look at what SC has to say about that.

The Inner Circle is designed to rapidly manifest people that will be helpful to you in any area of your life, and is a perfect supplement to any major subliminal program, be it a multi-stage or a single-stage program. Though the script is light and can be mixed with any other title, rest assured, it still packs all the power of a major program.

It will also help with manifestation of guides, mentors, friends, lovers and other people you might need and desire for your life to be more complete.

I’m looking to be surrounded by people who inspire me to be better, who are going to draw out my best self. I have plenty of friends who I can call up and meet up with on the weekends to have fun. They are people I can share funny stories, have random adventures and enjoy great food with. But for the lot of them, I’m not particularly inspired, nor do I feel like I could depend on them or talk about real stuff with. This has to do with how we’re dealing with different levels of challenges and have changed at different rates. It’s also a reflection of the simple fact that I wasn’t the person I was when I first became friends with these people.

My best friend motivates me to do better and I would like to be surrounded by more people—be that guides, mentors or what have you—who motivate and lead me on the right path.

It’s a great thing that I’ll be running MFO for a while because this way I’ll continuously be manifesting the goals of that sub. Just as how I’ve been running CHosen for the well-defined career goal, so too do I have a defined goal with MFO. This is a sub I can see myself upgrading and creating different versions along the way if I need to. So if there’s ZPv2 or something else that changes the game I’d hop on that. After all, I’m at a state where the $ for it isn’t a problem. It’s really about shortening the time it’ll take for my goals as much as possible.

Brainstorming Stack Futures

Remember how I said my mind started thinking forward? Well, I was considering what I would do in the time where I can truly dedicate stacks towards the goals of MFO. In this timeline, I have gotten my promotion when I wanted to.

Stack 5: Rebirth, MFO, Khan ST1
Stack 6: MFO, Daredevil, (?)

I’ve really only thought about that far. After that it gets into just subliminal ideas. My thinking for what I need to do after an initialization stage (Stack 5) is run subs that fall under two categories:

  • Physical Shifting. This one is tricky. I haven’t run EF ST4 yet and I’ve wanted to, to quickly lose fat and gain muscle. But here’s the thing—there’s also WANTED whose physical shifting is specifically tailored towards being more attracted. Not only that, WANTED has all of that other personality scripting specifically towards developing my attractiveness. Meanwhile, we know SC is working hard on improving the technology even further.
  • Skills subs. Stuff that really works on outer skills and action-taking. Daredevil is a clear one that applies. State shifters (aura types are fine too, but I feel like they would need to be carefully balanced with action. E.g. MFO + Daredevil + TS (True Social).

For all the titles that I do want to stack, it’s hard to say how long I’d run them for, which is why it’s hard to design these stacks. Physical Shifting’s timeline isn’t predictable, and for skills, well there’s a particular set of criteria I’d try to develop to time-bound my runs. So I’m just going to throw out some ideas for what I’d run here. Honestly, I think I’m going to have to let the adventures of the stack runs dictate runtme.

  • Daredevil: Solidify social fundamentals.
  • True Social to very quickly get myself into zone of social mastery. I don’t like that this takes up a stack item, however. I wish SC has turned this into a proper lifecharger, because right now this title falls into odd territory (even with Friday’s raving review of it).
  • Libertine obviously would be great to run, I’m just not sure when’s the right time. Highly annoying this takes up a stack slot instead of being a lifecharger.
  • PCC: Highly pragmatic to install within me. Although this is defensive, it might be nice to simultaneously run this with Daredevil.

    • Power Can Corrupt is quite externally focused — consider stacking it with a more internal-focused social / status subliminal such as Daredevil, Stark or True Social. This will enhance your inner growth and allow you to more easily make use of the external capabilities you develop with Power Can Corrupt.

  • Alpha archetypes: I can see myself revisiting Khan ST4. The next one I’d consider is Stark.
  • WANTED: Very nice title that contains attraction in both physical and mental aspects in one title.
  • EF ST4 for pure focus on physical shifting. I’m stuck on whether this is strictly better than WANTED’s physical shifting, and there’s currently no clear answer on this. What I’m most concerned about with EF ST4 is running it without seeing desired results for a while, whereas if I ran WANTED I may be experiencing benefits from the non-physical aspects of the sub while physical stuff is a work in progress.
  • Primal Seduction: Wide-reaching overhaul of seduction abilities. Isn’t that desirable! Only real downside I see to it is that it may conflict with WANTED.
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#184

Another rest day.

Dealing with quite a bit of general fatigue today. Not feeling that great. Let’s see how this evening event goes.

#185

Quite a few swirling negative thoughts carrying over from the night. Need to do a longer journal.

#186

Let’s Reflect, Please!

It’s funny that in a conversation with a friend I suggested that they should journal about their issues to help them mentally understand their situation better. Meanwhile, I myself have been having these thoughts of pessimism throughout the day yet I haven’t journaled! Let’s fix that.

I drove a bit far yesterday for an event at a family friend’s house and I found myself getting sick of this stuff. It’s definitely the long drive that ticked me off this time. Why do I need to go to these things? Granted, this one was a unique special occasion with a longtime family friend that I can excuse. However, by and large, I do not want to be attending the gatherings typical of this South Asian-related community. Today, for example, I declined to go to one and have stayed at home for most of the day.

One fear I had was that even after moving out I would be asked to attend these kinds of events. Writing it out, I realize that’s a pretty funny fear. I’m an adult, man—I can’t actually be forced in this case. Not to mention, I have numerous examples of my parents respecting my autonomy in this aspect. After all, they were fine today, weren’t they? Even funnier is the fact that I have the power to manifest the solutions in my life, yet I seem to forget and go back to focusing on the problem. When I realized this today, I went, What am I doing? and did my manifestation list for the day, where some items focused on the end state which would serve as a solution to this so-called problem. Old habits really do die hard, and I must practice the Goddard way every day!

As to why I don’t want to attend most of these events anymore, I’ll say these things:

  • They’re simply not for my age group anymore. I can tell I’m too old for this, as people my age generally aren’t attending them. Makes sense, at this point we’ve got our own things.
  • I do not want these events as a “safety net,” as a fallback if I don’t have anything happening over the weekend. If I don’t have things happening on the weekend, that’s fine—I shouldn’t be trained or train myself to expect hangouts every single day (weekend or otherwise). And if I don’t see it as fine, I should figure out a way to design the social life that’s right for me, with my own people and events. I’ve already been doing that for years, but I can tell that when these events are thrown into the mix I sometimes become a bit too complacent or not as proactive. I want a social life that’s tailored for my current needs, which these things simply do not handle.

The only reason for attending these events now is to keep in touch with the main circle of people I attended these things with growing up. However, they don’t attend a lot of these nowadays, so most of these events are superfluous.

I’m already getting the feeling that there’s going to be a sharp drop in my attendance after moving out, so perhaps the related manifestation is already on its way. I envision my weekends as for recharge, errands, and just overall living my own life. That’s what I’ve got to do. Especially given the goals of MFO, I feel like I need to maintain the power of being single-minded and design my social actions towards the accomplishment of goals related to MFO. I’m even thinking that I should reduce contact with those friends and acquaintances who aren’t helpful in some way (helpful being broadly used here, because sometimes it is helpful to just disconnect from everything and have fun chats and hangouts to break from the usual flow of life, without any expectation of it being consequential to some larger plot).

Anyways, I can rest assured. When I move out, I truly will be running my own affairs.

What’s going on with MFO? I’m not running it right now.

After ceasing the use of MFO last week, I have become cognizant of the fact that MFO is going to present an uphill battle. Since the cessation of use and the advent of recon, I have noticed thoughts related to people’s scarcity and difficulty in the accomplishment of related goals coming back and hitting me hard. It’s like my mind wants to furiously assert “Hey man, this is hard, you’ve been this way for so long, it really sucks, society sucks.” It’s as if my mind was pulled back by MFO—akin to a rubber band—but since MFO didn’t really cause a breakthrough yet—that mind snapped back at me hard.

It’s due to the above that I’m set to do a powerful healing & initiation phase with Stack 5. I will be writing about my desired MFO successes on this forum. It is going to happen. Just as Chosen is being run in my stack until I get a promotion, so will MFO be run in my stack until its goals are realized in this 3D world. It may take some time and MFO can even get upgrades, but it will be a part of my stack all the while. Honestly, the time it takes may be shorter than expected.

That initiation phase already looks like it will be a lot for me to work through. It has a lot of healing, as one might observe:

  • Rebirth
  • MFO has HS among other modules.
  • Khan ST1 (!)

This is why I’m definitely not starting it yet. I have just 11 days left in the month before the end of the month and I can’t let recon and the complexities of healing prevent me from sticking a strong landing at work. It doesn’t even make much sense for me to run MFO now at this time, because I plan to do a washout in the last 5-7 days of the month so there won’t be enough loops of MFO to make a substantial difference (worst case, my mind snaps back like a rubber band as it has done recently).

I might also not run ME in these last few days and focus on just Chosen + Primal because I suspect running ME is making my brain think “Okay, I have enough power for general manifestation. Why am I running this still instead of moving to MFO where I can work on manifestation for this specific case?”

#187

The journal above deserves a reflection of its own. Prior to it, I had concerns that it would take a while for me to write it out and resolve the internal conflict within. I thought I would need an hour because it was so complex. Turns out, I wrote the whole thing in one 25-minute block.

When kept in the mind, issues are overstated in their intensity. It doesn’t take that many words most of the time, but coming up with those words is hard without journaling or putting pen to paper. I have a feeling I’'ll need to remind myself of this in the coming weeks, so I’ll be tracking my journaling habit once again.

#188

Listened:

  • Primal
  • Chosen

I’ve dropped ME from my stack per the deliberations yesterday. So it’s just two subs this week.

Friday is the final listening day. It is followed by a 7 day washout where I won’t be listening again until July 1, when I start stack 5.

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