Survival Instinct Spartan Custom

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#241

Today was 15 mins of SI/Spartan custom. One more listening day before the 5 days off. I don’t feel like I need 10 days off anymore but maybe I’ll take 10 days anyway.

Still tinkering around with what I really want to replace SI/Spartan custom with. Emperor because I feel like I’m probably not going to be able to work a typical job. Being on my own is probably my surest path to success. I always wanted a sales job but I don’t know if I’d even like that environment.

I do want Chosen/SSX custom with the true sell module. Then I could pick Mogul or EOG for that third slot. I would pick a few modules to shore up what I think my weaknesses were last time I tried Chosen. I think I’d want Furious Ascent on board and probably Rogue too. Plus with the kind of business women types I got attention from on Chosen, and combo’d with SSX it’d be lots of fun.

I could save Emperor for further down the road. However, Emperor would be great because I already seem to have no choice in the matter and am independent now. Plus it has the fitness stuff and the get things done aspect that would really benefit me in starting my own income sources.

I still have time before titles get updated and until I’m ready to make my final decision. Whatever it is I plan to stick to the same stack for the entire year.

#242

I think Emperor has won being my next title. It’s just a complete package and I wouldn’t need SSX. I might even just drop SSX and keep running both customs in a micro loop situation (when I start Emperor). I’m tempted to start ASAP but I will still just consider this prep time and a clearing stage until March.

Ascension Chamber has dropped out of rotation for me this past few weeks.

Today is my last listening day. It’ll be 15 mins SSX and 30 seconds of LBFH/DRLD custom. Then I’ll take either 5 days or maybe 10 days off before starting up again.

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#243

New plan! Primal has just been updated and released. So I will go 10 days off then start up the New Primal and continue with SSX. I already bought Primal months ago and I think it will be even better prep for Emperor and I can restart my customs when I start Emperor.

I already get the free upgrade since I already bought Primal. So it just makes perfect sense and timing right now.

Now just to decided on how long to listen to Primal. I’m thinking I will stick with 3 minutes for the first cycle and adjust/experiment from there.

PS: I just checked what I have in my store account. I have Chosen: Way of Nature that I’ve never used.

So I guess I’m going to take the opportunity to try it out as well.

Primal, SSX, Chosen:Way of Nature will be my stack until April. Now I’ll just take 10 days off and get started!

#244

Day 2 of 10 day washout.

My last listen was 15 mins of SSX and 15 mins of my LBFH/DRLD custom. I decided to go for 15 minutes since I’m taking a break anyway. I was listening to 30 seconds of my LBFH/DRLD custom because I was experiencing some potency in terms of it’s heart/love trauma healing.

Well it’s kicked in again. When I get relaxed the stuck trauma or whatever in the body comes up and I get physical releases. It almost makes me want to stick with it instead of switching titles. But at the same time it’ll be a nice break. It’s pretty potent stuff at 15 mins. It’s just a matter of knowing I’ll need time to be alone and relax so I can let it move through. But even at 30 seconds it’s kept me in high spirits, but 15 minutes I just get those physical releases and will need the time and space for that.

#245

Day 4 of 10 day washout/break.

I really want to get started again. Pretty smooth sailing.

So I plan to start at 30 seconds of each title (the new Primal and Chosen: The Way of Nature) listened back to back, every other day for 21 days. I will increase listening time by 30 seconds every listen for the first cycle.

Then, now I’m thinking to bring on Genesis for that second cycle. I just think that would be such a good powerhouse stack. Then whenever I feel ready for the next level I’d get on the new Emperor because it’s the whole package. I still want that and EOG at some point.

#246

Day 4 and 5 of my washout have been a little rough. The social/people issue healing modules from my customs are digging in again. In combination from the heart healing in LBFH/DRLD. I still feel optimistic (no toxicity here) and know that it will pass.

Mostly patient but also ready to get started again on the 6th with the new Primal and Chosen: The Way of Nature.

I’m still considering adding EOG in April and just going longer with this stack. It’ll just be better prep for when I bring in Emperor which to me is the whole package. I’m sure the more time the better as this is probably going to be a great foundational stack for me.

I’ve also considered Heartsong again. But at this point I’ll get enough to workout from Primal so probably no Heartsong this year.

PS: I decided to go for a micro loop of my LBFH/DRLD custom. 30 seconds. I just finished and it already seems to have helped get things moving along again. Feeling a bit lighter already. Normally it’d be a day to start back up on a new cycle. But I plan to wait until the 6th to start the new cycle.

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#247

The healing seems to be continuing on day 6 of washout. I also feel some of that goodness and optimism in the background.

#248

I’ve finalized my next listening cycle finally.

1 title: The new Primal. That’s it. I think it deserves at least one solo cycle. It is a large title from the description. I will keep my LBFH/DRLD custom on tap as needed. I’ll only do 30 second micro loops as needed if things get rough.

I realized it’s just a better idea than to try two new titles at once. Primal was just released and it’s a large title and so I’ll give it space for my first cycle with it. Then cycle 2 I’d bring in Chosen: The Way of Nature.

Update: I got ahead of myself. I was thinking in terms of getting the fastest results. I remembered my LBFH/DRLD custom has the Solitude module, so I won’t use it with the new Primal. I don’t want any clashes there.

So I’ll stick to the original plan of Primal and Chosen: The Way of Nature. I’ll just start at 1 minute of each and just increase by a minute each listen.

#249

Once again I started leaning towards getting on Heartsong. Those types of things keep coming up. So probably just some lingering healing coming on from my LBFH/DRLD custom. In 3 days I’m jumping on the new stack, the new Primal and Chosen: The Way of Nature. I think CWON is going to be really great paired with Primal. Really excited to get to it.

A few rounds of Inner Circle would probably be good for me. But Primal is definitely the best thing for me right now. I’m sticking to two titles for now.

#250

I changed my mind and decided it’s best to just dive in with Heartsong. The emotional turmoil that comes up still would be stuff that Heartsong would help to clear up. Definitely best suited if I want to go at it directly. I’ve also been resisting doing Heartsong even though it was big on my mind last year. I decided to go with my customs and after all this time, maybe the most practical thing is to just try out Heartsong. I would plan to do it solo for a cycle. I can do one cycle of Heartsong. Then one cycle of the new Primal. Then I could decide to team up or I’d know which is the better path forward.

#251

It’s so tough to choose a title. For now I’m going solo with Heartsong at least one cycle. I think it will really clear up some things which come up as my biggest stumbling blocks in life. On the one hand I don’t really think I want to find my soulmate or even a partner, but I know I will gain immense clarity, and that clarity is priceless.

So instead of going with my head and going with what I think is most practical. I’m going to go right at what’s coming up as my biggest recon and/or emotional distress. Heartsong is the absolute best candidate.

Plus running Heartsong for at least one solo cycle will make my time with the new Primal that much smoother. When I have targeted what comes up for me as my recon emotional stuff, I’ll have a much better chance at making the most of Primal instead of having those emotions come up and it will help me to build those ‘right’ relationships instead of feeling I need to fight off the negativity and judgements of others. So that’s where Primal will come in, to clear out the rest of that junk, just after some time with Heartsong.

PS: I haven’t had many women checking me out lately. I have a feeling of peace and optimism about Heartsong. I think it’s the right move for me right now, because it’s something that always comes up. I push it away and resist it. But at this point I’m going for it.

I will jump right in and start off with 15 minute loop on the first listen. Then I will pull back and start at 30 seconds and increase by 30 seconds each listen. That way I hope to minimize any recon and not get overwhelmed by any emotions that arise. So that’s that. 2 days until my first listen of Heartsong.

I also haven’t had spectacular results from SSX, initially I did but then I got into the healing trenches. So Heartsong will open up any future SSX runs for sure.

#252

I’m expecting a bumpy ride with Heartsong. I decided to keep going with SSX. I think they will be complementary. I know it’s for like couple relationships specifically and I will gain immensely from the healing contained therein. I also think it might crossover into general relationships with others as well. First and foremost I’m looking at healing for what’s in the way of me having an amazing relationship that Heartsong is aimed to help bring about.

I have been thinking about Chosen again. Just so many choices. But rather than being intellectual I’ve decided to let what keeps coming up as my blocks to be my guide. So Heartsong wins out for now. I’ve done plenty of healing and tried some of those but now it’s time for me to take that targeted approach with Heartsong.

In the past week it seems like I’ve had another round of dumping in terms of not being attracted to women I once was attracted to. So it seems that’s an effect of the combo of SSX and my LBFH/DRLD custom.

Also I wish the module from my SI/Spartan custom called Code of Loyalty was working more obvious. I still find myself having some frustration with not meeting people who are on my wavelength, people that are loyal and actually have time to get back to me instead of leaving me on read or just ignoring me.

So I’m looking forward to getting a break from that repelling the unwanted to focus more on what does resonate with me, who is a right fit. I’m sure I’ll have that bloom continuing while the focus shifts.

#253

I think Khan Black stage 1 is the best option you could choose for healing and clearing up trauma that might be preventing you from loving relationship. 3 cycles first stage. YOu dont even need to run the rest.

#254

I just was kind of thinking of Khan this morning or last night too. I’m at the point where enough is enough and I’ll take a look at it. I just bought Heartsong though. I was also thinking that it would be cool if someone maybe dropped some input for me to consider as well.

I think that’s it. I start Khan Black tomorrow. Being frustrated and not where I want to be yet, is just what I needed to dive into the Khan Black. I’ve definitely come a long way though since finding sub club.

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#255

This am, 2 mins of KB 1.

The uptick in dreams has remained on an increase. The content more tame than the first night of nightmares.

It is still early in the cycle, I haven’t gotten to 3 mins yet. I am still being pulled or perhaps pushed towards bringing Heartsong on board. I will plan to go real slow with it. I’d do the next cycle of 30 second micro loop listens for the entire first cycle. I just think Heartsong will give me an increase in subjective life satisfaction. I think its healing and whatever else it does may still be the missing ingredient for my life at this time.

#256

Got a full night’s sleep. I’m feeling pretty good this am. Starting my day like I was before KB. Singing and feeling light hearted and just good again. Another night with all the dreams, I don’t remember them tho.