@Alphamale - am not sure if you are banned. But if you are and you read this, please consider my simple advice:
The answer to all your questions is that you are running too many titles at a time. You did that when you joined the community (running something like 7 titles at a time) and after being adviced many many times to not do so, you cut back.
I don’t know if you took a washout or started running only 1 or 2 titles but the change was noticeable. That was when you started talking normally and it was a strange but beautiful thing to see.
Then you made yourself a stack of 4 titles (or possibly more) and here we are again after another one of your many rampages through the forum.
I think you need to go back to the drawing board and see where you went wrong. Follow listening instructions, journal your journey instead of asking others a million questions and take sufficient rest days.
Our minds are powerful but we still have limits since we live in the physical realm. So respect yourself, be courteous to others and life will treat you well.