DR3 / 1nd cycle, Day 14 / Rest day
LBFH
Still in recon. Feeling angry, easily irritable.
Probably do to not having a partner while using LBFH? I’m not sure…
Yesterday I’ve got the intuition of doing metta meditation sending love toward womans in my life. All past relationship, feeling love for my exs and really let em go.
At the end I was easily filled with a sensation of being loved by the universe.
Strangely last night (after the above meditation) I got quite harsh dreams about rejection.
I was sexually rejected by one of my ex gf and felt so damn angry, she was trying to touch me but I was screaming to let me alone.
Completed so far
- 1 cycle DR1+LB+SM (this was before coming into the forum, had very very bad recon)
- 1 cycle DR1+CFW
- 1 cycle DR2+CFW
- 1 cycle DR2+CWON