SubliminalUser - A New Era

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Hey everyone, welcome back to reading about my adventures as I now set up my journal for the '25 year. I’m looking forward to journaling more frequently once again. Last year was truly massive in terms of its changes and some of those things took me away from journaling. However, in the latter half of that year, I rediscovered the value of journaling as it helped me integrate my new experiences in a way other methods simply cannot.

Last few runs

Funnily enough, I’ve not started my official stack just yet. It’s been a strange last few runs:

  • Last run of last year: ME, WB, Primal
  • Jan 1 run: ME, KB ST4, RICH (full durations for all titles)
    • Idea behind this run was to set up a manifestational intention for the big themes I want to focus on this year (relationships/sexuality and wealth)
    • Originally meant to be followed by a 1-week washout
  • Jan 4 (bonus run): ME, KB ST3, Primal
    • Done in preparation for some hangouts and events on Jan 4 (more on that below) where I felt I needed to be more prepared.

It’s interesting to note that I faced no identifiable recon from these switch-ups. I suspect ME is massively helping in that regard. Anyways, my next planned run is expected to be on Jan 9.

Focuses

While I’ve privately written down many goals (wishes, even) for 2025, there are ultimately a handful of things that truly matter to me:

  • Dating and then getting into a relationship. Once again, this goal will continue to define my stack.
  • Owning real estate. Can I do it? Financially it’s become within my means to be able to pull this off, but I have to dedicate the time and energy to find a good place in this area. Luck needs to also be on my side as far as opportunities go.
  • Doing well in my career. Once again, I acknowledge that my developed career is the basis on which I’ve been able to do all that I did last year. It’s only thanks to it that my stack can focus mostly on social/romance stuff now (compared to a few years ago, when I ran CHOSEN for half a year to successfully get my key promotion). After a key realization last year, I’m more motivated to do well in my career so I can continue earning a lot and funding my lifestyle and goals.
    • One example of something more of a wish when it comes to money is seeing if I can monetize one of my hobbies. It got fairly big and I saw the potential to make more money from it. That’s a moonshot!

Planned Stacks

This is all absent new titles and the advent of name-embedded mains (which we know always disrupts our stacks).

Next Stack:

  • Mind’s Eye (ME): Huge results booster that is likely also massively reducing recon.
  • Wanted Black (WB): This is for both physical shifting and attraction. I had placed on my calendar last for Jan 1 to consider using PS instead, so after reviewing that I decided once again for WB. But I do know this time it should be stacked with another romance-related title to develop all my qualities.
    • What would happen if I ran WB for a whole year with the right things stacked to boost its results (such as ME or KB ST4) and to add a sharper edge to myself (such as Primal)? How much can I change? I wonder.
  • Primal: Keep developing alpha attributes that allow me to be more and more authentic and raw, allowing me to do better with women.
  • Ultimate Programmer X (UpX): Being the only title I can safely add in as a fourth title (as I tested last year), I intend for this to be in my stack year-round to support my job. I was able to do this last year through micro loops on working days, so I’m going to utilize the same strategy this year.

Other titles I’ve considered include:

  • Daredevil: Title I had immense success with last summer as I talked to over 100 new people in 3 months. This title truly gave me fearless and energetic socialization, I love it.
  • Dragon Reborn RED ST4: There’s usually a month I dedicate to healing each year, so this would make its debut there. But I could do this only if I got the OK to go straight to this from DR ST4 which I ran last in '23, before the existence of RED/GOLD programs.
  • Khan Black ST4: ME is not to be in my stack for that long, I just wanted to get my new stack off the ground. And I don’t believe I’ve gotten everything out of Khan Black just yet. I’ve also heard stacking KB ST4 with WB would make for some amazing results.
    • Not to mention, there’s still Khan Black V2 which hasn’t been released yet.
  • SSX: I of course can continue to get better at game, which running SSX would help me at.
  • Heartsong: I also considered this title last year, but never ran it. I suspect it’s a bit underpowered right now…Anyway, I still want to continue developing overall attraction first. Last year I set up the deadline of “Start running Heartsong on June 1 of next year” but right now I am not sure if that gives sufficient time.

This year, no custom titles (name or voice embedded) are planned.

Sometimes, I wish it was OK to run more than 3 titles at once. But I realize that results on everything are going to be slower that way.

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#2

The Weekly Reflection

Alright, so let’s add one real entry for today. This was meant to be done right after the opening post, but today’s been a strange day where I didn’t do much. Today, I seem to have temporarily lost the motivation to work on my bigger goals, though I did meander and do a little bit of exploration. The main things I did today were:

  • Set up this new journal
  • Explore a new travel route via ferry!
  • Go out exploring, mainly food/cafe related
  • Catch up with one friend over the phone

I meant to do more journaling at that cafe and then the rest of my original plans for the day, but that just didn’t happen. Despite getting a fairly good amount of sleep, I just lacked the motivation. Even now, my mind wanders as I type this all out. Anyways, what happened last week?

I put one friendship on hiatus. While things cleared up between me and her, I figured out from her friends certain things that led me to conclude I should spend less time with her. So I haven’t talked to her yet this year. I did hang out with her other friend on New Year’s Eve though, that was nice. I’m interested in that other person, and it was cool that she had invited me out. I want to hang out with her more.

Later in the week, I got to do more city exploration and celebrate a friend’s birthday. I got to share all my updates regarding the unique friend with her, and she noted that at least I got closure from it all. I couldn’t help but agree.

Overall, funny series of events. I think my stack helped out with the way things went, primarily with the titles of KB, WB and Primal. I want more benefits out of Primal and WB.

#3

Another Day

Bonus journaling since I currently don’t have much going on. My mind is mostly set on performance reviews and making sure it’s done properly. That runs through Wednesday.

Outside of that, I’m thinking about my goals. For the real estate goal, I’m first going to have a document outlining my why—why I want to own real estate, and what’s its relative level of necessity in my life right now. There’s also the relationship goal—what can I do that would make it more likely to happen? I’ve got to keep meeting people, timing my subliminal listening and optimizing my energy and fitness. I’m planning a water fast with a few friends within the next month, so that’ll be nice. And as to my sexual energy, I’m going to keep refining it using Khan Black. I expect KB ST4 to be in my stack for most of the year—Mind’s Eye has been competing for that slot temporarily. I also have to make sure to be disciplined at home. I thought spending time at the office would be enough, but I still have to be careful on weekday evenings. It’s pretty clear to me that there’s one particular step I can take that can improve my results there, so I should just do it.

Ah, when will Khan Black V2 arrive?

Anyways, regarding dating, I’m currently not seeing anyone at the moment, though I went on dates last year. There was one interesting prospect that hasn’t gone anywhere yet, and another I just got introduced to online. She seemed very promising at first, but a quick Google search revealed some info that let me down a bit. That being said, I’m curious to see if I’ll be able to talk and then meet up with this individual in real life. It’d be a good chance to try out my subliminal stack AND my pheromones which I got during a Cyber Monday sale (and unlike the last time I tried 'mones, they work for me this time).

I got comments from the Dragon Reborn RED thread advising that because DRR is so different from the original Dragon Reborn to start with DRR at stage 1. Because I am not dedicating a full DRR run, I’ll just not run DRR. I had considered as a way to boost KB since the main healing I want is around romance/sex stuff, so I guess when I’m in my healing phase I’ll just do KB ST4 (which isn’t much different from outside the healing phase).

#4

In accordance with my desire to journal more, I’m back.

While it would be nice to journal daily like I did during the middle of the pandemic, my life just isn’t like that now. I’ve got more things going on (naturally) and other goals that need the time. I’m fine with journaling at a minimum of once a week, to better integrate what’s happened over the days’ worth of events.

The first half of the week wasn’t that eventful, since I focused on performance reviews at work. It got more interesting the first night after reviews when I got to talk on the phone with someone my parents introduced to me. I wonder if this connection (and the date we planned for next week) is one of my conscious manifestations. Truth be told, I’m not that enthusiastic about her, but I’ll still give it a good shot when I do meet up. I’ll be powering up using my subliminals, the stack which is as follows (first run either tonight or tomorrow)

  • Khan Black ST1
  • Primal
  • Wanted Black

I threw back in KB ST1 to especially work on sexual healing—I may pull out one of the other Khan stages for special days (e.g. KB ST3 for the day I go on that date), but for the most part I really just want to get rid of all the bullshit that gets in the way of me being authentic and masculine when it comes to women. Primal and WB just stack on top of this. Overall, I do think Khan Black and WB can be in my stack for the year; the slot that Primal takes up is the one that can keep changing (Primal, SSX, Daredevil, etc.), but Primal for now!

The other events for the remainder of the week were social, nothing romantically related. Some hangouts and stuff for my social media hobby, which is doing pretty good. I’ve found that the hobby plays a part in my dating life, something I did not expect but hey, let’s see how it helps when I go on that date next week. Anyway, the eeriest part of the week was Saturday when…I chose not to go out at all. I focused mostly on real estate research (even then, in a very dilly-dallying manner) and then not to go to any event. That was a little shocking.

But hey, maybe going out to fewer events is something I need to become comfortable with for a bit. After all, I’m planning another extended fast—the first one in a while. That water fast will be long enough to where I’m planning a different life to live during the fast. Instead of doing lots of hangouts, I’d be exploring more of the city myself…and also going to open houses as I search for properties I may want! I’m planning a water fast to not only lose weight but also to get clearer skin—an amazing benefit of autophagy I’ve overlooked in the past since I’ve typically not had skin problems (it’s more of a recent issue that I’ve sought out aestheticians for, but it’s still not at a satisfying state).

What do I want to do differently this week?

  • Sexual discipline: keep at it. It’s one of the things I can do to improve myself when I’m not actively around people. I’ll be using the subs to help me out greatly, but I shouldn’t depend on subs wholly and work with them. Khan Black ST1, help me out here. I also am curious to see how Khan Black ST1 stacks with Primal, a subliminal that very much helps the inner (though it’s not only inner!).
  • Lift 5 days a week, if not 6 (the sixth day is more tactical—e.g. getting a pump before an event) Honestly, it frustrates me that my skincare appointments get me to stop lifting for a bit, it’s frustrating. Next time after a skincare appointment, I’m going to instead turn down the intensity in the days following after, rather than just dropping lifting altogether.
  • Consistently good sleep. Prioritizing this on the weekdays especially.
  • Better effort on real estate stuff. I know the next thing I gotta do is find some good lenders (from three different types of sources) while I seek out referrals for real estate agents. I’m not planning to apply for a pre-approval yet since that’s going to mess with my credit score—there’s something I gotta wait for.

Things I’m looking forward to:

  • Interesting food hangout tomorrow with one of my female friends. This is someone I like more as I hang out with her (I did not like her when I first met her :joy:) as she’s quite interesting. She invites me to stuff.
  • Singles event on Friday night. This is another circumstance in which I could be using Khan Black ST3 instead of ST1.
  • A cool vintage fair on Saturday, I get to go with another one of my female friends. I want to see if I can get some outlandish vintage outfits for cheap.
  • The date that’s on Sunday. Here I’ll be using Khan Black ST3 before the date.
  • The big hangout I have on Monday (long weekend here in the US) with some friends who want to do the extended fast with me.
#5

Alright, let’s do another weekly reflection. I am glad to be consistent about this so far.

Last week was a pretty good week work-wise. Since projects haven’t started up yet, it was slow during the working day so I took the liberty to catch up on sleep and get back into the routine of lifting as much as I should be lifting. I successfully got through my target of lifting 5x over this past week. I even did a sixth lifting day today to prepare for a date I had in the afternoon! This sixth day is exactly in line with what I had in mind when I wrote this last week:

I did make progress in the other things on my “do differently this week”:

  • Regarding the discipline, I improved though I did falter in the first half. I got much better at it in the second half of the week—it probably helped that I got more outgoing and hung out with (mostly) women in the last few days.
  • Real estate stuff: I got to catch up with some peeps once again. Midweek, I talked to two people who have a bunch of real estate knowledge; one of them works in the commercial real estate space and has a lot of contacts, while another owns property in the city. Both were very encouraging of my real estate goal and the former especially knows people who can help me in the process (mortgage broker, residential real estate agent, etc.). I need to follow up with him later on said contacts! But I haven’t set aside the time to do more real estate research since those meetups. I’m just glad that it’s becoming more and more possible for me to pull this off, though the interest rates are frustrating.

Stack for the week, prior to Friday:

  • KB ST1
  • Primal

Stack for Friday and Sunday (today)—those days specifically since special events happened on those days (see below).

  • KB ST3
  • Primal
  • WB

Anyway, let’s update on the things I was looking forward to—they’re all social events. All those events have happened (save for tomorrow’s!) in addition to the two friend catchups I mentioned earlier. Let’s go through them:

  • Tuesday featured the food hangout, that went well. I want to continue staying in touch with her.
  • The singles event was just bad. It was a nightclub-like environment. Too loud, can’t talk to people so easily. Not only that, most of the women there seemed to be interested in dancing and not much else. If not that, then there were women who were sitting around saying that they feel burnt out from dating and that they were not looking for a relationship (…but they were at the event)? I would take it such that I would not choose to go to another event sponsored by this org, now that I know the org’s style.
  • The vintage fair was really good, though I didn’t buy much—just a ring that I wore too on the date I went to later in the day :joy:

The best hangouts of the week were the ones that happened Friday through today, since I got to hang out with three different women—one each day. Now that’s something that never happened back where I moved from.

  • Friday was with a friend with whom I can act somewhat romantic with (mostly flirty, not physical…yet). Funnily enough, I had met her at a singles event months ago. We hung out for several hours together and thanks to her I got to discover a truly amazing place thanks to her. This place was more of a hidden gem, and thanks to her considering me special she decided to share it with me.
  • Saturday featured a date with someone I hadn’t seen in a while (she had been quite elusive). But it was fantastic we could do this. I had decided to message her just two days before about meeting up again before the month ends—I only explained during the date that it was due to the upcoming fast. She was fairly understanding of it, that was good. I learned more things about her that made me like her a bit more, so I’ll want to stay in touch with her. Perhaps we’ll even do a meetup during my fast (there’s a lot we can do in the area that doesn’t involve food) :slight_smile:.
  • Sunday was the long-awaited date I had with someone I had been introduced to through my parents. It was a respectable date, though there were some things I wish happened (such as us going to a third place and also taking a selfie together before she left). She enjoyed it. I thought that despite some of the appearance-related issues I saw from her, I enjoyed the date more than I expected to (especially after seeing how she had been during the initial phone call). Notable about this date was that I put into place some lessons I got from earlier dates (particularly around ordering drinks) and I had to deal with the challenge of winter weather. I do think I’d want to see her again.

Overall, pretty good. I’d have to say that I have a ways to go before I can say I have fully lived up to the script of Primal and Wanted Black. My main thing right now is that I’m afraid to physically escalate things (e.g. I could have given that person on Saturday a kiss on the cheek, or at least tried to). I know it’s because of my historical lack of experience but I need to overcome it nonetheless. I wonder if the Khan ST1 + Primal combo can help out here…

#6

Let’s bring it in for another week.

Listening to:

  • KB ST1
  • WB
  • Primal
  • UpX (microloops)

Admittedly, the events of this past week aren’t directly using the romance part of the stack since I didn’t actively go out to do anything romantic. I do appreciate KB ST1 continuing to work on me though, because I’ve gotten a better handle on sexual discipline.

Last week (Monday onwards) was pretty good, I got to do a few big hangouts. A few things for my hobby, some more catchups with friends, and finally a day to set up intentions for the fast. Work was awesome because I was fairly productive. As far as dating goes, not much except some back and forth with one of the women I had met up with over the weekend. I do want to see her again, though whether it’ll happen during my fast is quite the issue. She’s open to meeting up during the midst of it, but I’ll have to design a hangout that’s not food-based.

My highlight for the week was reconnecting with one of my friends who just moved to this city from my hometown. It was great seeing them again as I hadn’t seen them since my move last year. From what we talked about I can tell that their concerns are very reminiscent of my concerns from when I first moved to this city. There are a few key differences that will make it uniquely challenging for them (such as it being wintertime here right now) and I wish I could help them out a bit more, but I’ll be busy soon.

On the last day prior to my fast, I did a heroic-level listening of the following, all at full duration (15 minutes).

  • Mind’s Eye
  • Wanted Black
  • Primal
    The idea behind doing this specific stack before the fast was to set my intentions for massive change. With ME and WB each, I did manifestation sessions. WB for the physical and Primal for the inner work (I recognize that WB is much more than just physical, but the physical part matters more for the fast). I can tell my mind got a bit overloaded based on how I felt when I finished listening to Primal. It was a good thing that I went to a buffet right afterwards, since that basically countered all of the immediate recon (and of course put all my attention elsewhere).

During the fast, I intend to go back to the previous stack, albeit scaled down.

  • KB ST1 (5 mins)
  • Primal (3 mins)
  • WB (1 min)