Thanks for the humor. That incident still throws me off.
I came to let Fire and Saint know that I’ve been using AM these last two days, and today I was a beast at work. I’d experienced this the last time on AM, but didn’t think much of it until today. Limitless Physical Energy is in Regen; is it in AM too? I had a very active temp worker “counseling” me on why I should slow down today. I listened to his whole speal a few times today, for I was of an opposite mindset compared to what he and others in my area were doing. I just felt very productive, and I was actively looking to be busy.
I felt really good, and I didn’t have to think myself into working; I wanted to, and I did. And I trusted it. The whole sales point for AM of the bosses noticing your productivity…well, it’s true. *However, my motivation was not to please them or be in their graces.
Here’s why I’m on SC subs presently. I’ve been on another vendor’s emotional healing subliminal, I’ve had success with it…but I feel I’ve signed up to a dependent mindset again. Like I’m always waiting on permission and approval to venture out and try things out for myself. The Extreme Independence module, along with the entire scripting packages in the alpha subs, are my main reasons I’ve returned to SC.
Last time I had gone from Ascension to AM, then I tried hanging onto Emperor…but Emperor burned me some. Well, it discouraged me since I felt I was pulling away from everybody. My original reason for seeking subliminals here was some freedom, and SC delivered. This time I’m on AM with GM, and I’m running Regeneration and Sanguine at night. Regen is powerful; I’d just not given it enough time to manifest change. I’d read someone’s journal here where they said they were actively aware of their thinking processes in daily life while on Regen, and yesterday I noticed that.
I’m running Regen now that I’m home, having run AM and GM on my phone all day at work. I’m seeking a sober mindset, and Regen seems to make me think “is (this belief/thought) really worth my time?” I like how it makes me think, so I’m running it now. Mental sobriety is what I’m after today. It also has me thinking beyond “right now”.