And things start making sense, with this thread and in my head.
I have one more listening tomorrow, and I’ve been on DR, my first cycle. I’ll just throw this out. I was in the Emperor ZP thread, and I’m feeling drawn towards it. I miss the motivation, drive, and clarity on it.
And at this moment, I’m listening to YT videos of a specialist in ADHD sharing…MUCH more than I’ll hold on to. It’s a long presentation, and he said something just now. He said kids can play video games all day but struggle with doing homework for 10 minutes. The reason? Games give instant feedback, and paperwork doesn’t. Motivation is not built doing solo paperwork.
In a similar way, Emperor always stayed with me and kept my mind and thoughts moving. He just said ADHD is a productivity disorder–which is the opposite of Emperor. It keeps me mentally awake. Mind you, I’m not making a full self-diagnosis, but I’ve got too many symptoms and life consequences to look away.
That motivation is very, very attractive to me. It was @COWolfe who did a year on a DR/Emperor custom. I PM’d him multiple times about it while he was on it since I desired that focus and drive–but earlier versions of Emperor gave me recon regularly. Later versions (I only got to version 4) did not give me such recon, so it’s drawing me in.
But I am wondering about adding it in next cycle. I’ll be doing another cycle or 2 of Stage 1.
@Fractal_Explorer, thank you for your reply to my question about sites which could help understanding ADHD… I found those videos in the reddit channel you gave. I’ve only been on reddit a few times in many years, but dang, their channel is loaded with resources. Thank you for sharing this.